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I have been letting people stress me out about all sorts of things. When I get stressed out I start hearing voices in my head and I am so sick of it. I have a psychiatrist and a diagnosis - bi polar disorder w/psycotic tendencies.
My grandma thinks I'm like this rock she can just say anything to me and if I get hysterical and cry it's some kind of joke. I am so sick of her but I'm here to help her out in her old age. Seems like she'd be kinder to someone like that. But the world revolves around her.
I'm tired of the voices, I'm tired of being depressed. My mom is trying to sell her house and is in another state right now. She can't help me out. I am at the end of my rope. There are so many things in my life I used to care about that I just don't anymore. It's like a huge chore for me to shower everyday. I was severly depressed years ago. I know it'll go away. It's just am matter of when.
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Posted by Faith on 2008-10-02 12:00:10 | Rating: | Views: 102
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