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Alone
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The screaming never stops
My blood boils.
The scheming never stops.
I hide behind black hair
And sunglasses.
My head in my hands,
I rock back and forth.
How do I handle this
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-07-23 14:07:06
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poetry
pain
rage
loneliness
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My Art
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My art is words
Written in blood,
An oath to survive.
But I'm so tired.
My words get shorter
With each day.
My oath is fading.
I shouldn't have signed.
Don't ask...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-07-19 15:42:30
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life
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Hate Explicit Content
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I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW I COULD EAT THIS COMPUTER. MY GRANDMOTHER ALWAYS KNOWS HOW TO TWIST THE KNIFE A LITTLE DEEPER, JUST HOW TO MAKE YOU HA
TE HER ASS JUST A LITTLE MORE. I AM SO SICK OF IT BUT I HAVE TO LIVE...
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Faith on 2008-07-10 14:03:38
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The End
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Sleeping, dreaming,
Running away.
I need to drown myself.
I need to slash myself.
Maybe I should blow
Myself away.
I wish I'd never entered
This world.
The pain...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-07-09 16:23:36
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poetry
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And Then There Were None
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And then there were none,
No souls to ease this
Constant ache.
My heart is in ashes,
Consumed by the fires
Of pain.
A pain I cannot reach.
The pen is my blade,
Bleeding...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-07-07 15:49:11
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Ashamed Explicit Content
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I am ashamed of myself for letting someone push me this far and ashamed to even put it on here as a blog but I guess that's what I'm doing so here goes.
She said that my addictions were not her problem. My own...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-07-05 11:54:08
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self-mutilation
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Death
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I dream of death.
It hangs stale
Above my pillows.
It dances inside
My head.
People surround me.
They are close to death.
Am I death's muse.
I interpret the signs,
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-06-27 12:56:51
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Everyone's Girl
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Pain is all she feels.
She cries out.
Those who here keep
Their fingers crossed.
This female needs.
It's not a joke.
She craves.
She bleeds.
Who is there to listen?
To...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-06-26 13:22:19
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poem
suicide
help.
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Black Roses
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Lost little girl
Afraid of the world
So she ignors it.
It doesn't exist.
People are there
Buy why pay attention.
Why risk getting burned.
Love...
What is the meaning?
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-06-24 15:51:43
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poetry
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Things are not as expected
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Well I started thinking that all my symptoms pointed to 'the chg' but I was wrong and so was just about everyone I came in contact with. What is actually wrong with me is that I have an underactive thyroid. Apparently...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-06-11 16:20:12
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Good news?
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Well I found out yesterday that I have an underactive thyroid. I am not going through the change after all. I see the Dr. next tuesday and I guesss he will explain what all this means then. Supposedly it can...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-06-06 16:16:49
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Am I worthy?
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I just start writing on here and see what comes out. I don't really have anything in my head to write right now. Well, maybe a few things. My grams husband is going in the hospital on Friday to have some kind of...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-06-04 20:02:56
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Where do I go from here
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I have figured out that I can write to people my truest feelings as long as they are on another continent. Pretty strange huh? Once in a while I let things in my blogs that might tell people about who I am.
Every since my daddy died...
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Faith on 2008-05-31 14:52:46
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Addicts Welcome
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There is something I have been wondering about. I am a recovering alcoholic. I have been sober about 20 months. Now I have my own personal things that I do such as praying to my higher power every...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-05-15 16:50:55
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recovery
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MIA (missing in action)
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I know I have been missing in action. My God you wouldn't even believe last week. My grams husband Bill spent alot of time puking his guts out. Last Tuesday night she called an ambulance for him. We didn't...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-05-15 16:39:10
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sick people
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Faith on 2008-05-01 13:23:02
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grandparents
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Thoughts
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I am an emotional roller coaster these past few days. I have bi polar and my moods fluctuate sometimes. Maybe all the time. I just try to make it through my life the best way I can. I have all this...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-04-23 13:40:01
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Unwanted Family
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I was sitting at the dining room table last night and I started writing this. I know I have written about my grandma & Bill (grams husband) before. I just had some other stuff I had to get...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-04-16 15:49:43
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When will it end.
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This is something that eats away at me all the time. I am getting so sick of the racist comements that come from my grandparents mouths. It is so wrong to...
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Posted by:
Faith on 2008-04-15 19:44:39
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Faith on 2008-04-12 13:19:44
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Brett Michaels
Rock of Love
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