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Things are really weird for me now. I have been going through so much. I don't even know how to describe it. In alot of ways I am very definative about my life and what I believe & in other ways I feel like I'm out there flapping in the breeze not knowing which......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-22 11:17:35 | Rating:

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Suicidal Tendencies
Only one way out. Swallow the pills, Cut the skin. Go through the worm hole. No one will be the wiser. So why am I still here? Time to go. No one will care. All those problems will Go away. No more fighting over Loose change. No more evil in so Many forms.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-02 12:05:11 | Rating:

| Views: 130 | Comments: 5 | Tags: poetry suicidal depression

Bad Life
I have been letting people stress me out about all sorts of things. When I get stressed out I start hearing voices in my head and I am so sick of it. I have a psychiatrist and a diagnosis - bi polar disorder w/psycotic tendencies. My grandma thinks I'm like this rock......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-02 12:00:10 | Rating:

| Views: 102 | Comments: 1 | Tags: depression bipolar voices

What I Want
I want to set the world on fire. I want to be the wild child, the flower child. I want to see the world through the eyes of children. I want to fall in love and have that person love me back. I want to quit smoking. I want to join a Shakespeare club. I want......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-24 14:58:54 | Rating:

| Views: 103 | Comments: 2 | Tags: affirmations random thoughts.

Psychotic Girl
During my down and out of power time I was able to get alot of writing done. So here goes: Psychotic girl saw a future Through blured eyes. Is this real? The girl had my tears. These things I'm really unsure of. Dropping sensitivity like acid Makes me feel......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-22 14:46:59 | Rating:

| Views: 88 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poetry death confusion

Blackout in KY
I have been off thoughts because I didn't have power. Some people here are still without power. Ours was down for 5 days in which I listened to my grandma and her husband argue about everything in sight. I was outside alot beating my head against the brick wall and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-22 14:32:06 | Rating:

| Views: 72 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Ike no power storm

Pain
Bleeding from the outside in, Taking on all the pain of A world gone bad. She shivers in the darkness Running from one corner To the next. No one hears her screams. She beats her head Against the wall. No escaping for her. The thing finds her. It is inside of her......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-02 15:57:24 | Rating:

| Views: 95 | Comments: 6 | Tags: dark poetry suidcide

Waiting For Death
Let me wrap myself in darkness. Let me cry my tears of dread. Let me have my time of sadness. Soon I will have to try. Soon I will have to accept. My life is just to much. My life is just so confusing. My life is just so loud. My life is waiting for death.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-28 14:46:10 | Rating:

| Views: 80 | Comments: 3 | Tags: poetry dark death life

Sober Birthday
Yesterday 8/27 was 2 years since I have had a drink. I am happy about it because that is the longest I've ever been sober. It is getting easier. One thing I would like to ask as I don't like to make people feel uncomfortable and like they can't drink in front of me......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-28 14:37:24 | Rating:

| Views: 144 | Comments: 5 | Tags: alcoholism sobriety

Death March
The pain was more Than she could bare. She cried from the Depths of her soul. No one loved her. Lying in a black abyss. Body scrunched Staring into the darkness. Ready to leave the Mortal coil behind To strike out on The death march. ...Read More