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I'm seriously thinking of overdosing on my anti-depressants, not because I'm depressed, well I guess I am a little, but I just seem like such a fucking burden on everyone and I feel that all I ever do is piss people off. 24 tablets should be enough for some type of coma, right? I mean I just want a break from it all. I need a break. Hell I got in trouble from Dad cause at 4.30pm I didn't know what to cook for dinner at 7pm. Does he think just cause I'm home most days I should do all the housework? I help out most of the time, but I have to study and work as well. Just cause I do both of those at home doesn't mean I don't do anything. Hell I clean the house top to bottom at least once a week and I cook all sorts of desserts and dinners for everyone. I just can't take it anymore. I do everything I possibly can and its never enough. God all I can feel at the moment is hatred of myself, I just wanna take my 24 pills and slit my wrists and hope to God I don't wake up in the morning. What the fuck is happening to me?
Stay thin,
FadedCookie
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Posted by FadedCookie on 2008-06-23 03:04:20 | Rating: | Views: 69
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I'm going through the same thing... I hate myself and feel like the only way out is to die. I'm trying to get help and I want you to too.
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Posted by Shannon587
on 2008-06-24 12:55:06
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Faded,
Sit your parents down and let them know you feel overwhelmed. If you don’t feel you can talk to them. Write out a list that you can give them of what you feel you are doing, the expectations they have that you feel you can and can not do and then see what they say. If this has been done before, do it again, until they realize.
I am sure that if you let them know how you are feeling then you might be able to come to an understanding. You don’t need to kill yourself to get their attention.
Your life is really too important to take. I am sure you have dreams and aspirations that you want to see come to fruition.
There is a reason you were created, that reason is yet to be seen in your eyes but it will come. Like I tell my little sister, Shannon, please seek help. If your parents won’t help you then call the emergency number that you have in Australia and get professional help.
Please.
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Posted by heatherslife
on 2008-06-24 19:36:20
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