Under our Broken Rainbow

I am lost, no.
I am found by things I was trying so hard to run away from.
To escape
It hurts.
Like a thousand knives carving into my denial
Reveling the truth for all to see
I cannot avoid those eyes, even though they seek truth from every corner of my life and bleed out honesty,
They are beautiful.
Like the sun.
Blazing.
Warm.
It hurts
Yet I love it
I love what it means
I am letting you go, I am letting everything go
The wind pulls away at my memories and they become autumn leaves
Crackling under foot, swept away by a feeble breeze.
So many secrets
So many tears
Forcing silence, unforgiving eyes.
We are changing, stretching our wings
Preparing to take flight towards our greatest dreams.
It hurts, to finally let you go,
To let you fly.
Some say that memories kill us.
I say they make us sane, they set us free.
Memories are the wind, which keeps us flying
I let myself get tangled in constricting strings.
Puppet strings
I walked deeper,
Knowing my fate.
I became submerged in unfathomable waters
Hopeless
No one was coming
Eventually I knew.
I saved myself, though I couldn’t save you.
I grew
I lived
I learned
Now here we are
Flying side by side
Miracle wings
Eternal flowers
I love you
I breath you into my every pore, I am your soul
We are one
Some memories fade away, but ours shine brightest
Endless colors
Even after love, suppressing tears and watching each other die and be reborn.
We are together
One
Forever, under our broken rainbow
Forever and much, much longer than that.
Some say if you tell your wish to a butterfly, it will carry it towards infinite heavens, and grant it
so
Make a wish.