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Torn in Two
Background: I moved away from home as soon as I was able to. My mother and I never got along, no matter what I did to please her. Half of me appreciates my mother and knows how hard it must have been to raise me alone, but the other half knows that she......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-08 03:44:10 | Rating:

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My mother...again
I'll never understand why I keep going back, like an abused dog, afraid but needing the encouragement and praise of the abuser. I never know how to deal with my mom, we always fought and she, in general, is not a nice person...unless she wants something. I am still so torn, she is doing......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-28 23:42:59 | Rating:

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Holes in my soul
I have holes in my soul. I can feel the emptiness there. Every time something happened to me, I feel like I lost a piece of myself, and I'm beginning to feel like I am full of holes, like swiss cheese. Is it sad that I just compared my sacredness to a piece of cheese. I don't even know if I......Read More