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I thought today was going to be a good day, but....I guess not.

At 10:00 I finished my clarinet lesson. I like playing with Jaquelin and it usually puts me in a good mood. And I was in a good mood, until I walked outside to find the car.

My mom wasn't there for another 10 minutes, and then when I asked her why she was late she yelled at me and told me I was supposed to keep watching for her. I was. Her car wasn't even in the parking lot at the time, but I still watched to see where she was!

Then my mom told me she'd called dad and the two of them had agreed on having pizza for lunch. What the hell? She'd promised that the two of us would go to Olive Garden! She hadn't even asked me if I wanted pizza instead. I was so angry that I refused to talk to her, but she didn't seem to mind.

Then I get home and after about 20 minutes my dad is telling me my pants are too tight. It's like he's telling me secretly that I'm too fat. Well, he's right. I know I'm too fat. That's why I'm going to restrict my food. Just so he doesn't have to be embarrassed to be seen with a fat girl. And neither do my friends, my mom, and everyone else.

So from now on I'll eat half of whatever I buy at lunch. So if I buy a burrito (my favorite) then I'll tear it into half, or maybe into thirds. I'll eat a third and then I'll give away the rest to one of my friends. That way everyone gets something.

That's all for now. Please leave comments.

    Posted by Emberfoot21 on 2008-11-29 16:47:53 | Rating: | Views: 122
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Dont put yourself down cus you think you are fat- my sister always says im fat...but i know im not.
Posted by  Eveee  on 2008-11-29 16:58:24 
  
Does your school provide some alternate choices that are healthy such as salads or broiled meats..that might be a better option than severely limiting how much you eat..It just makes you hungrier and more susceptible to overeating at your next meal. Portion control is important but not as critical as what you are portioning. I would suggest you sit your parents down and have a talk about some things that might help your clothes fit better like some more salads and less pizza for lunch..If they express that they don't like the way your clothes are fitting, then maybe they will help you by buying the things that will help you be more fit and feel better about yourself. And most important of all is slowly learning to love you just as you are..every single inch of you! God does!
Posted by  jbeaney  on 2008-11-29 17:27:17 
  
Screw changing how much you eat, hon! We've got one life, why spend it worrying about what we eat and what other people think about us? Eating healthier foods is always a good idea, they make you feel so much better and fill you with energy! Having a cup of assorted, diced up fruit for breakfast will last a lot longer than a bowl of Cocoa Puffs! I'm really fond of rice for breakfast! Maybe make your own lunch! Make onigiri (rice balls) with some sort of tasty filling, like bits of leftover steak from the night before.

When you feel like snacking, go for popcorn! You can eat a LOT of popcorn and it adds up to very few calories/carbohydrates/etc. And it's tasty to boot! Edamame is also delicious, hot OR cold!

Parents will change plans on you, it happens to me too. As their kids, we just have to sit and bear it and hope the place we end up going to has something we can eat without feeling like we're full of cheese (not a pleasant feeling).

Go and eat that tasty burrito! I don't see any reason for you to change that!
Posted by  Meggi_of_Mysteri_...  on 2008-11-29 19:54:26 
  
i think u misinterpreted ur dad. My dad said something like that once- he was referring to the tightness of my clothes. Not my weight. you know how ppl wear close fitting stuff? Im pretty sure your dad was just a little worried about the kind of attention that kind of clothing draws from perverted boys. And you should ask your mom whats been irritating hwer lately- i dont get why she was like that to you. So anyways, dont limit your food, remember, anorexia can come from that, and its not that easy to climb back out of that trap.
Posted by  anime_freak7  on 2008-12-06 11:48:24 
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