Eddy is leaving!

I really, really didn't want him to be there and was quite releaved when I didn't see his car in its usual parking spot. Then, as I got closer to the building, he was there. He was loading up the last of his belongings into the back of his car. He didn't notice that I arrived, thank goodness.

I found out from others that he'd be leaving and Friday was his last day.

Thank you!

Thank you!

Although, as he was leaving, he did attempt conversation or other small talk. I didn't look him in the eye and I answered in short, cold-shoulder answers. I didn't want him to know I was thinking about him. I was actually quite embarrassed that I'd thought of someone other than Bradley in such a strong erotic overtone.

I don't know what it was about Eddy that turned me on to no end. Consciously, I thought everything about him was the oposite of what I liked: he was blonde, he was skinny, he had long hair, he had bad teeth, and he rarely shaved...I mean, the OPPOSITE of what I like. Whatever it was, it's gone now!

Now Eddy is truly out of sight, and I can patiently wait on the "out of mind" part to arrive.