I will try not to offend anyone with this blog, I am kinda getting tired of making new blogs. It gets agravating because the people who harass me don't understand what has happened to me. Anyway back to the wedding probs. Mark and I had already had the wedding date planned then we found out he was going to be deployed during that time period so we changed it. Then my father gets upset because he has this huge thing planned with work and he wont be able to come, so now we have no wedding date.
    My dad has always made everything about himself. When I was diagnosed with AML he said, "I guess I can't go to Maui." Come on. If your daughter was diagnosed with cancer would you still be thinking of going to Maui? Anything that has possibly hurt me he turns the issue to him and makes it seem like he is the victim. I have done alot of things in my life I'm not proud of. I've partied till dawn, got drunk and slept with my best friend in a movie theatre, jumped out of a window and many more things that would be illegal to mention on here. The main thing now is that I'm trying to make the best of it. 
    My dress was ordered from the wrong manufacturer and now we have to send it back and re-order everthing. I can't figure out who will be in the wedding and I don't want to hurt anyones feelings. Somehow it seems I can't get anything right. At least my baby loves me.
    Hallie is growing like a little weed. Shes pulling up on things now trying to walk around. Its not fair, shes growing up to soon. I guess every parent feels that way. I have more blood chemistry tests done Wednesday! Not the best news I know but its just a check up on the AML. Umm, Jeremy. Man oh man if I hadn't already committed to Mark. He's a doll and the worst part is he likes me!! He told me so yesterday afternoon after practice. Whenever I bring Hal to class he has to hold her and talk to her, its kinda sweet. But I can't screw up another relationship for the cuter guy.


Until we meet again
~Rae~