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 The Heartache of Todays Thoughts
As I wearily walked through this day, I was taken to a place of utter sadness.  My husband left me several months ago for the woman he moved into the apartment above him.  I devoted my life to him and now he is gone.  I was searching for what to write to help with healing, and I realized I wanted to write to him one last time to let him know that in spite of all, I do still love him.  I know that our marriage is over and that there is no hope for anything to change.  I simply wanted him to know the true depth of my feeling and to feel the love I have in my heart for him.  I will then let go of us and move on with the start of my new nonprofit organization to help abused children find hope and safe love.

I one last time wanted him to feel the depth of what is in my heart.  I want him to know that he did make a difference in my life and that in spite of his affair and subsequent abandoning me, that I hold no ill will toward him.  I only wish him well as he starts a new life full of hope for him and her.
    Posted by ElaineRuiz on 2008-04-30 02:20:16 | Rating: | Views: 50
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Hi sweetie
I think it's lovely that you want to remind him how you felt, and that you hold no ill feelings towards him, but just remember he wasn't think about you when he started his affair and divorced you. You're worth 10 of him. Focus on your new career helping abused children, and let go of the past.
Posted by  southernsun  on 2008-04-30 03:57:16 
  
Oh Elaine,
I feel for you, I was in your position 12 months ago, and your first blog in here about it, shows you have amazing strength and character.
Your husband obviously did not recognise that.
I wish you all the best sweetie ... drop by and say Hi sometimes .....
hugz
Posted by  EasyToSay  on 2008-04-30 04:38:22 
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