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Here it is Sunday, it's so rainy today, though I think it may stop. I am stuck in anyway. My vehicle has ran in months, and work is so scarce that the money isn't flowing. Things are tough right now. & I am finding it harder and harder every day to continue to stay positive. I don't understand how it is this bad for jobs, I mean I see it, but man, we need a relief. Bad!
I am not naive by any means, I know what we are going through, but it just seems as though something should break.

I decided to start a blog simply because I am home a lot and have nothing much to do. Considering the funds. lol So I figured some personal entertainment. I love meeting new people. I like meeting people who live for their own purpose and don't try to please the ones around them. Anybody ever do that for you? It's hard to find.
I am picky, not judgemental. I am honest, and sometimes I hurt feelings. I only do it because I care. I love to laugh.
My humor is somewhat abstract.. My favorite comedians are Lisa Lampanelli and Bo Burnham. I like who I am though I need to rearrange certain things and people in my life.

I am sitting here at home, pretty well done with the way things are. In this relationship. He and I have been together since I was 18 and him 23. Now, I am 23, and he is pushing thirty. I have changed and become more of a woman and it seems he is stuck in the childish world or pot and video games. Don't get me wrong, I have no problem with someone living their life and doing what they want to do, but He is selfish and inconsiderate. & I do nothing but give love and support his needs. Well, that's over with. My idea of a relationship is soo much different than his. He doesn't look towards the future. & that is what life is all about. The people you meet, the things you accomplish, and the wonderful memories you bring with you, into the future. Whatever, the time is coming upon me to just let it out, and walk away. Simply before it is too late. For my own happiness.

I am known to switch topics at the drop of a dime. My mind races constantly. I am pretty random I guess you could say.
But hey, makes for an interesting person.

OK.. I love new people. If you think we could get along, hit me up. Would love to talk.

Posted by ElDuderino on 2009-03-29 13:55:42 | Rating:

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you sound pretty damn amazing. haha.
:D

Posted by jennamarieexd on 2009-03-29 16:01:05

Thank you Love!
takes one to know one. haha

Posted by ElDuderino on 2009-03-29 16:04:14

Hi there, wise words on the relationship front, don't let it go a day over it's expiry time. I did, I pushed, I married that expired relationship and he left me for a younger woman after we had kids.

Live your lif and enjoy it. Sounds like you know where you are heading. I applaud that. Look forward to reading more :)

Posted by EasyToSay on 2009-03-29 16:07:11

Hello! :). Great introduction and you know they say that rambling sometimes is the best way to get out our feelings. I do it all the time! :). That's usually when I make the most sense, weird huh?

As far as relationships go, live your life for you! IF you believe that you have matured and he hasn't, maybe it's time to re-evaluate things. You seem to have a level head on your shoulders. I look forward to reading more from you. Take care.

Posted by brlracincwgrl on 2009-03-29 20:49:49

Hmm, finally backtracked this far...sounds like you like pot to some extent but are more progressive than this guy you must have liked but quickly grew tired of...as you seem to be the "dive in and regret later" type. If you regret anything.

Pushing 30...that's harsh:P

I'd say if you can afford to be a pothead(or smoker), then the budget is in need of adjusting. The future is not about drugs to get by...unless you always want to be controlled instead of IN control.

Posted by brainstormer on 2009-03-31 14:52:07

Oh, and the whole RANDOM thing? That gets old with me realllly fast. If you can't stay focussed...and can't help me stay focussed, then the convo becomes a terrible headache mess. Waste of time and energy. So, call it "makes for interesting", but to me it's "color me frustrated" in the end. It's like flipping TV channels instead of giving one a chance. You achieve nothing.

Posted by brainstormer on 2009-03-31 14:56:02

First of all, I am a peace loving hippie and the occasional joint has never had a negative effect on me. It allows me to look over the way people act. I have however been with him for 5 years, that isn't quickly growing tired of someone. I am also not the dive in and regret it later type. I am very cautious, but sometimes my feelings get the best of me, and I dive in. To only have logical reasoning later on about going my own way.
As for your view on random.. That doesn't mean I can't stay focused either. Just means my mind is extremely active. & different things intrigue me.
What do you really achieve with television anyway.. flipping channels or giving one a chance, whats the difference, you are sitting there glues to an entertainment box, whereas being active and adventurous is needed in one's life.
Anyway thanks for your outlook.. Have a good one.

Posted by ElDuderino on 2009-03-31 15:29:17

well its not like i dont know u well enough this is a really good site to get more outta u. i like your blog and it sounds like u know what to do u have to "just do it" u know. im here for u. take it easy and get your life right. muah eagle1

Posted by eagle1 on 2009-04-05 21:54:44