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| Yes, it has been awhile |
Well it's been awhile .. AGAIN! I promised to write more often, but life has a habit of getting in the way of things I love to do. I've been busy in both body & spirit. My heart has made a decision no words can change. I'm just hoping it all aligns one day.
My children are wonderful as ever, albeit challenging in their approach to life. Master 6 has decided it's time to challenge me and I've seen this filter to other adults as well. Mostly he's my little man, but sometimes he's my little devil. Although his kind words when talking about others assures me he's still the sensitive little guy I loved the instant he was in my arms for that first time.
Miss 9 is becoming more curious everyday with her older friends at school growing up so quickly so suddenly. I am getting questions that I am answering as best I can without confusing her. She loves the current circle of friends we are spending time with, and I can see how it enriches her and is so good for all of us. She is such a kind caring little soul, and well if at times I doubt my own feelings I rest assured that her instincts about the same thing are wiser than her years.
You know when you get a gut feeling that something is just right? When actions speak WAY louder than words? Well I'm experiencing that lately. At first it confused me and drove me nuts, but now I know as I said in my last blog, that things will work out how they are meant to. I am learning to be patient, learning not to take things personally and learning that sometimes the answer is in the eyes and the heart, not in the words spoken out loud.
When you come across those people who are so amazing, even though they don't think it, so special even though they can't see it, I believe you have to take a step back and let it just go the path it needs to go, because if I am the destination then the weary traveller will find me when he's meant to. If not, well you know the answer to that one.
Hmmm okay I've got a garden full of weeds to tackle, on this fine sunny Melbourne Cup Day, so I'd best go do it .. I've also learnt these things don't do themselves!
But stick with me, I've got a really warm and good feeling about it, even though it tears me apart sometimes.
xx  xx
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Posted by EasyToSay on 2009-11-02 19:46:08 | Rating: | Views: 86
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