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After being let down and very much disappointed by the one person I believed I should have been able to trust 100%, I now ponder the question running around in my head and aching in my heart.
When do I let my guard down again, when do I let my heart be vulnerable to hurt? or love?
Friends are my rock, friends are great, but they could never fill the gap left by lost love.
I did allow a tiny door to open in my heart for a new love interest (or was it only lust? - no it was attraction I'm sure) but he promptly shut me down.
Although he did it nicely (or did he?), he basically reminded me that no matter what you see on the outside you need to guard your heart, because what's in the inside isn't always the same.
I consider myself a sincere person, I am open and honest and if I like you, I like you thoroughly. If I'm not sure about you then I will hold back, I won't give you false signals or mixed messages.
If I have no interest in you, you will know that I consider you just a friend - albeit a friend who I hold highly.
It would be so wonderful if you treated me the same. I can take the truth, but I can't accept deception - and neither should you.
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Posted by EasyToSay on 2008-02-14 15:57:26 | Rating: | Views: 126
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