Today started with a renewed feeling of being in control, of being able to fly, dare I say soar?
I got a lot of things done yesterday that have been on my ‘to do’ list and I even got them done after walking the ‘1000 steps’ with Kaybee and a bit of retail therapy.
Things I completed were general stuff that have taken a back seat due to my photography commitments – which don’t end once I’ve taken the photos.
Also my role as a mother, a friend and all the wonderful things that come with managing a household – yes please do read saracasm into that last statement.
I drove to work in a bit of a haze. I had PINK blarring which is what I do when I’m in this mood. But I wasn’t hearing her, I had no desire to sing along which is my usual ‘MO’. My mind was lost in thought, but I was unaware of it until I found myself singing along once again when I was half way through the song list.
It’s funny how my mind works, well probably not funny, and maybe not even unique. My mind seems to want to control situations, almost prepare me for whatever is being set up by the universe. I suddenly felt lots of positives, I had a feeling that everything was going to work out just fine. I wonder if those vibes sent out by others (that BigD often writes about) were connecting with my vibes and well it gave me a sense of calm. I know whatever happens will happen for a reason, I know I’m at the start of a long ride, you might say a journey, where in the end everything will be just right.
Of course it could have to do with my natural instinct to think the worst, and finally the ‘think the best’ started getting on top.
I have many good things happening in my life, many good people in my life. I have two amazing children, and I’ve welcomed some beautiful people into my inner circles. You know how they say we have many circles of friendship.
The inner circles are where family and really good friends sit, and as importance, relevance and impact of friendships sometimes become acquaintances the circles move away from the core. The core being me, I have to remember that those closest to me are the ones that I should let impact me, those on the outer circles well I shouldn’t let their behaviours, comments or actions affect me at all.
Easy to say right?
Well anyway, these are my thoughts at this point in time.
When you make me smile I want that smile to radiate – I want to share my happiness.
When I am sad, when I am down, when I am low – I need to look at my inner circle and use your vibrancy and love to kick me up the butt and remember what’s important.
Easy to say…
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