Tired, emotional, worn out, heavy shouldered, empathetic, sad, dare I say Alone .... and do I bother to mention I've got a slightly sore irritating back???

I don't feel like I have another inch to give, I feel like I'm being slowly attacked by Dementors who are sapping my energy, my light, sapping all the happiness out of me ....... just like in Harry Potter ... (ahh humour I hear you say!)

Blue you talk about wanting to drink bleach, well at the moment I feel like one of those weird actions.
I feel like crawling under my doona and not coming out for anyone or anything.  Just want to disappear and cease to exist for a few days ... weeks .... mmmm wouldn't that be great!

The weight of the world is on my shoulders and I'm scared of moving in case something falls.

Prelude2it, honey like you I feel like I have one too many balls in the air and my juggling skills are taking a little too long to catch up.  Frustration is blowing those balls all around, and I have to keep moving to catch them, only to toss them into the air to get to the next one falling down.

Work is overwhelming me.  I've had an extra day off this week, and I've spent a few hours across these days trying to catch up, trying to get ahead..... it's not working!  I'm losing.

I know it'll all be good soon enough, you know me ... rubber band, just get stretched a little too far and then I snap back into place.
Usually there are a few tears, but I"m too tired for tears.
I'm too tired for anything.

My sister is sending me the guilt trip emails about not being her friend.
Miss 8 is upset that her Dad's not here - and I can't do a thing about that.
Master 5 tells me he's having scary dreams.
The expectation of my parents are on my shoulder.
I've got the divorce papers hanging over me - feels like the longest torture I've ever endured.
I've got the side attraction of the pay-out to my Fucking Cheating Husband.
I want so badly to succeed at work..
I can't move ahead in my personal life - because my resources are limited.


Argghhhhhhhh .... do I feel better now??  Nope not yet....

But my rant time is OVER!

** Please don't call the men with the clean white coats .... I'll be right ... I gotta be ..... RIGHT!?