I've been on thoughts since the end of December '07.
Believe it or not, I didn't really come on to blog about foty.

I initially came on to blog, because the guy I had been having a "fling" with had just gone overseas with his ex-girlfriend.  We'd had a very hot and steamy month together.  He reminded me what it felt like to be treated like a lady. And he knew exactly how to do it!

He has his own blog site, not like here on thoughts.  He hosts his own.  He blogged his trip as he was travelling on his 5 week holiday.  The first two weeks all was great. But gradually the contact deteriorated.  I knew he was back with his ex.  They'd been broken up 6 months, and before that they'd dated for 9 years, and lived together for 6 of them.  They had a house together. . . . I know ...  I know ... alarm bells!
I couldn't hear them, I was in LUST! lol

So like many of you, I googled "Free Blog"
and found
THOUGHTS.com 
I started blogging anonymously.

New Years Eve, my first without my (ex) husband was particularly hard. 
I had friends over, drank WAY TOO MUCH Vodka and in our summer heat, I was what you could definitely term WASTED.

The next day I started blogging in earnest and it all came out.  You are welcome to read back if you want to see the difference in me. Anyway Instead of telling friends all the things Foty was putting me through I blogged it.

I figured I was tired of telling 5 people the same thing,
so I'd blog it to get it out.

Most of my friends stopped asking. 
Except 2, and one was Kaybee. 
The other joined and is still an in-active 
member of Thoughts.com
but she just doesn't believe.

The other night Kaybee and I were out,
and we'd had a bit to drink. 
We started discussing Thoughts.com
in front of NON-BELIEVERS. 
These people are ones we love, and can trust.
But the response of one astounded me.

"Oh is this is your FANTASY WORLD?"

I was too drunk, too relaxed to stick up for all you guys. . .
so I just laughed and repeated ;

"FANTASY WORLD ... OH RIGHT."

I was joking around, but it's bothered me ever since.

So I want to call out all of you
who are NOT REAL.

Can you please tell me,
because I'm convinced there are
REAL PEOPLE in here.

I am convinced that the tears I read about are REAL,
not made up or FANTASY.

I am convinced that
Young STANLEY THOMAS
is an actual baby and
not some figment of the THOUGHTS.Com imagination.

Oh and the poetry I read, and the great posts,
don't tell me they are FANTASY Too??

I have shed real tears in here, I have found amazing friends
and some I even consider like family.
Don't tell me know it's all MAKE BELIEVE???

Does anybody else have non-believers in their midst?

Next they are probably going to tell me the
TOOTH FAIRY
doesn't exist either.....
but that's another story.


Easy in FANTASY Costume ... out