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Last night I watched tv and gave my brain a rest from thoughts.com.
See I do have a life outside of here! lol
Anyway I ended up falling asleep in bed, with the TV on and the lights on.
I woke up suddenly feeling really uneasy .. unlike me right .. Un-Easy! ... Ahhh forget it 
I'd started to dream about foty and JS. In my dream she was unable to have children.
So foty had decided that they'd take our kids and make them theirs.
Fight him for it right?
Well in the dream I was powerless. I was crying and upset and powerless.
What happened was he took the kids, and I had to let him, because he said he'd only had 8 hours with them so he now was allowed to make up for it, by having them full time and I only got 8 hours per week.
His legal eagles also endorsed this, and so did mine!
Only fair they said, you've had them for the majority of the time, now it was his turn.
So he took them, and he stopped paying me child maintenance, and I had to start paying them, which was crazy since they both were working full time and the kids were at school all day.
In doing this, I had to sell the house, and had no where to live. In my dream I only recall being in my car.
So I guess that is where I lived.
Then foty turned around and decided that he didn't want them, because he realised JS was pregnant after all.
So he gave them back to me.
The kids didn't want to come back, because I'd sold the house and our pets had been given away.
That is when I woke up. Realising the light and TV were on, I turned them off and went back to sleep.
I was a little scared from my dream, but told myself it was just that, a dream!
This morning when I woke up, I had a sad feeling in the pit of my stomach, and an ache in my chest.
Miss 8 was in the bed with me, and shortly after Master 5 came in too.
I knew it was just a dream, and I know foty would never do that, but it made me realise how lucky I am.
I cuddled both of them, until we were running late!
Ahh the joys of being divorced.... although I think it is just the joys of knowing foty!
Easy ... happy, again ... out.
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Posted by EasyToSay on 2008-07-17 00:30:00 | Rating: | Views: 112
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hmmmmmm......sometimes we do hav bad dreams....
n everything has a purpose,u cant dismiss it as just a dream ,atleast it made u realise all over again.....
how gr8 it is to have kids.....:):):):)
always be grateful u hav them:D:D:D
btw ur profile songs very nice n check out d blog i wrote for u!!!
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Posted by thoughtXpress
on 2008-07-17 01:52:26
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thoughtXpress - We do have bad dreams, randomly, and often it is something that is floatin around in our subconscious... sometimes it is just a random thought stuck in our heads.
Thanks for your comment... and I did read your post, and commented :)
Thanks heaps
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-07-17 07:00:38
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Want a truth as I see it?
That idea of the kids with hiim is also HIS nightmare sadly !
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Posted by whiteknight
on 2008-07-17 10:14:06
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I hate bad dreams like that. I'm sorry! But at least you woke up and you have your kidlits!
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Posted by KarKar
on 2008-07-17 10:25:41
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thanx....m glad u like it,i commented too:):):):)
i kno dreams r a thing we jst cant understand........sometimes its our thoughts
we all think so but wen its something we had never even thought in dreams.......,it makes us mad n we cant get it !!!
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Posted by thoughtXpress
on 2008-07-18 00:40:32
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