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Okay speaking of being available, I have to torture myself tonight! lol.
Well when I say torture, Miss 8 has her school concert,
and I have the pleasure *cough* *choke* *gag* of sitting next to FOTY!
I actually didn't think he'd come, but hey he does what looks right.
And attending his only daughter's school concert DOES look right.
Funnily enough he could have brought JS with him, but I have a sneaking suspicion that he's concerned what the fireworks would be like if he brought her
and I together.
I'm told a good old cat fight is sexy to some men... *rolls eyes*
But here's a little secret for those of you who know me (in thoughts).
I would not do a thing if she was there too.
Nope!
Nothing Nada, Neinte.
You see as much as I despise what she's done, I know it takes two to tango, sometimes three. Okay I'll admit killer dirty looks and smart comments with underlying meanings may sneak out, but I'd never touch her. Not my style.
And I now realise (thanks to alot of you here) I am better without foty.
Not better alone, just better without him.
So I will be having a shower after I pick up Miss 8 from school, and I will be looking great when I go to the concert tonight. I will avoid walking next to foty (We are NOT there TOGETHER)
but I will make sure he notices me.
I guess that's a little bad, but too bad!! lol
See I have to go through at least another 14 years of doing "the right" thing with him, where the kids are concerned,
and I won't be letting him make me uncomfortable in public.
I still remember the first time he came to a "school" thing after he'd walked out. He tried to justify him not going by saying,
won't you be uncomfortable being seen with me.
I turned to him and said,
"Why I've done nothing wrong. You are the one who has abandoned his family."
Strangely enough he had no response.
Love you all thoughtsters.
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