My life at one go...
I am sitting here, blogging in Malaysia. I decided to stay put in Malaysia for the rest of the year, reuniting with friends and catching up on old times. I have convinced my parents to let me go on my own, since they need to take care of the family at NZ. I'm staying in a hotel temporarily. I'm going to rent a place to stay for the rest of the year. Being here in Malaysia, just makes all old memories and old smells rekindle in my mind. I can't believe I let go of my true home without missing it! Now, I feel that I'm catching up with Malaysia, acknowledging the cultures of different races all over again. I remember when I was 13, I loved to eat nasi lemak. It's a spicy dish with cucumbers, peanuts, anchovies and sambal (spicy kind of curry). Now I got another taste at it and I'm completely hooked on it.
Old crushes return into my eyes. The fire is already out., I am no longer the school girl who hides behind trees to take special peeks at a boy. I just feel that they are more distant from me now, some even have forgotten who I am. But I can't blame them. I wasn't around during the roller coaster ride of teenage hood with them. I was with other friends in other parts of the world. But some closer friends remember and welcomed me back. I'm heading to the cinema tomorrow with some friends to catch up. Apparently, my use of Chinese language weakened. So I'm being poked fun at all the time...
The change in scenery of my life. I feel that as I am in Malaysia, I want to change myself into a better person. I don't know why I have this feeling, but I just do. It's like I want to start anew. Maybe I will.
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