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I WILL AND HAVE NOW STARTED A THREE TO FIVE MINUTE FREEWRITE> I CANT THINK TOO MUCH BECAUSE THE CLOCK MIGHT BREAK> OR THE SPACE_TIME CONTINUUM MIGHT BLOW IN AN UPROAR> BUT WHY ? WHY THOUGHTS? WHAT IS IT ABOUT LIZZY ? LIZZY HAS THAT SMILE> THAT ONGOING HAPPYNESS? WHAT EVER HER ATTENTION GOES TO IS UPLIFTED BY HER FOCUS > THAT SMILE< THAT LAUGH> THOSE LIPS> YET THAT PREMISCUITY HEDDEN BEHIND HER feathered eyes. It’s the kind of beauty that needs not be tampered with. The kind of beauty that strikes a chord in my soul when she is vulnerable, such as when she lies tranquil asleep. There is no pushing back on my attraction.
Okay, the freewrite is over. Now my risen thought…

Now let us describe this from the Arturian Perspective.
What is being associated to “lizzY”?
Or what is “lizzy” being associated with.
My mind has been forming the association field that defines what lizzy is to my mind.
From the Arturian perpective, imagine a web on which all of the thoughts (maybe I should call it ‘thinks’) that your mind has are on. Every thought only exists due to its positioning in relation to all other thoughts.
That is to say, that the thought of man may be in an opposite hemisphere from that of the thought of woman. I like to give the example of languages to better illustrate the idea that every thought has its place in a “field” like consciousness.

English and Spanish differ in their method of applying genders to nouns. I
n Spanish, every noun is either masculine or feminine.
For example
• la plancha, (the iron[ironing])
• la lavadora, (the washer)
• la nevera, (the fridge)
• la papaya, (the papaya)
• la belleza, (the beauty)
• la puta [perro femenino], the bitch [the female dog]

Non-coincidentally some masculine words that are masculine are
• el martillo (the hammer)
el tornillo (the screw)
• el heroismo (the heroim)
• el carro (the car)
• el perro (the male dog)”

So imagine how this would effect what you associate to the words (then to thoughts).
Does the manner that our thinking-language separates what is feminine from masculine precondition our beliefs?
It seems as if this causes us to mark all of the things that men should do as masculine, and what should be culturally feminine as feminine. Men in Latin America more often are non-accepting of men’s “feminine” actions or thoughts. “Estas cocinando? Hay mamita que Mujer!” (In English: “Your Cooking? Oh mommy, what a woman!”)
Or perhaps we can say their language causes extremes (totally gay or totally not).”
Imagine the example of one of Miami’s (or Hialeah’s) dirty, slutty, always thinking of sex or checking guys out gay guy.
He has one of those slang sounding Puertorican chonga voices.
He talks silently to his girlfriend (or gay friend),
“Hay papi, que buen moso”
“Pinga bro que buenmoso!"
“Hay como me gustaria que me lo de por detras!”
“Y bien duro papi, “
“Como con un martillo, BANG! BAN! BANG!”
‘Hay lo que haria por su banana!”

Nymphos possibly have “every” thought in their heads somehow associated to sex. Fast cars, bananas, cucumbers, love, romance, butter…they see any form of stick and hole and giggle.

Okay…Now imagine an innocent human touching themself for the first time. What thoughts do they decide to have. The thought is then associated with the feeling. You may think of the person you like. A simple thought. You may think of tying up the one you desire. A more complex thought in its motives (through association). You might think of the image of that person’s ass. Or that person’s breasts.
Now, once you are in this “mood”, call it turned on, all of the things which your mind will process will then have an association to this ‘turned on state’. Therefore going back to the lizzy example. Everything that I have in my life’s thoughts associated to the woman, or the sensations of love, lust, desire, touch…all these things form in my mind the thought I have when I see lizz from that attracted perspective.
If I see Lizz from the view of all of these things, then there will come a point when the human when thinking of lizzy is sparking emotions that can come up from any mildly or deeply rooted association directly or indirectly arising from the thought of lizzy.
That is to say, there will come a point when the human can not distinguish what he feels from the thought of lizz, in comparison to what he feels from the net of thoughts brought up by the thought of lizz. Your memories of wanting to touch someone for the first time. Or perhaps the memory of what it felt like to be touched by someone after not being touched for so long. Or a memory of facing your fears by touching someone. All these things have influence even today on what net of associations are sparked for your thoughts on the topic now. All of the thoughts I have associated to sex. All these things influence me when I think of lizzy.
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Posted by EVOL on 2008-11-14 12:58:08 | Rating: