Noni you can say what you want it is your blog and I support you on that decision. I am also curious as to how your separation became about your kids as well.

I hope things smooth out soon for you and tell you son to get his head out of his ass and grow up.

D

It does no good D, I am to tired to fight anyway. THANK you for your never ending support.

Love to you xoxo

Babes, you go girl! This is your space. Be whatever.

So sorry to hear that your friends have made your challenge that much harder by thinking you need to cater to them.

Somebody once said to me, 'If you have to explain, control the urge and don't.' Easy to say, so difficult to do.

I know your beautiful spirit, does it make a difference what you look like? Ah NO!

Thank you gruenie, my spirit is broke today but not for long, sad part is, this is family. Why did God give me children only for them to hate me?

I will respond later, for now I can't think.

MUCH LOVE,
Noni

Noni, I haven't been here lately, so I didn't know about your situation and much less that someone is attacking you in a blog. You are very beautiful. I too airbrush my pictures and I love make up, I am 36 years old so what? Is my life, fuck them.
This is called jelousy. Some people just can't live with themselves. I love bunchs
your rock

It's all ok, Kids just don't get it, he was already removed from here for attacking me, I just hope she is next.

I love you marie, thank you so much.

I understand you in complete honey. Being a very kind person can cause you to be a rugggg that is over used. Trust me from experience I know.

As far as your son...I am sorry about that but I assure you that you are not in the wrong!

As far as you fixing up...I consider that taking pride in yourself and screw those who want to bring you down because they are acting in a very insecure manner by doing so...Love you for you hunn:)

I can't keep doing this michelle, I am so tired of it, and the LIES, my GOD how many times do I have to tell them, it is as if they want a lie to make it seem the truth. LOVE YOu dear angel xooxoxo


FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK IT.

Keep attacking my blogs casey, I am saving each one and you will be where brad is now. GONE.

You can blog about me all you want, it is your opinion and your lies, you two have yet to send me a real eamil so I can communicate private. I suggest YOU leave me alone, this is a waste of time and I do not care what you say, you no longer have my respect CHILD.

Noni you my darling - the apple of eye in here - you lead: you help: The Puck stands loyal - awaits your orders Mam - With much love ...

IF staff does not help me I will be leaving. Thank you dear friend, I do love you all and no matter what we all share here, it is not worth the pain in my heart. I can't take it anymore.

Much love,
Noni

I truly understand your pain but I wonder if they realize in their attempt to gain attention, that they are harming any future possibilities of reconcilation? All of your friends here would simply hate to see you leave!

Thank you Bob, your friendship and support is never ending and I am forever grateful.

Love,
Noni

Noni, I am so sorry this happened to you. People are jerks sometimes and seldom stop to think that their actions and words can be very hurtful. And to be honest, this kind of thing happened to me when I got divorced. Everyone came out of the woodwork to, in so many words tell me I was a worthless bum. I don't know why people have the need to insert themselves into the private lives of others. And I'm not excluding family members. They can be the worst, because they think they know what is going on in you and your spouse's life. I'm sorry. You are a strong person and you will get through this. Keep your head up, keep your focus and remember to breathe.

Love
Wayne

You are so right waynes, That is the largest problem that surrounds me, everyone wants to tell me what to do and how to live. They need to realize the more they push, the less I have the energy, they drain me and make me feel less of all I am.

I finally said ENOUGH, I make my decisions and that is that, NO MORE will I allow others to dictate how I will lead the rest of my life, being 46, most likely I only have 20 years left if lucky and those years will be mine to decide when, what and where.

Thank you for your support and I am sorry you have gone through this as well.

N~

Noni:
I am in your corner too. Really, it is no one elses
business except yours. Take the good comments and to HELL with
the rest.
MUAH!!!
funnyman

You are so awesome funnyman, thank you and I agree...

Muahs!!!

Noni

blast the idiot that wrote words about you dumpling.. they clearly don't know you AT ALL.. and so therefore should not be given the time of day.. even though I do understand what the word "pissed off" means.. so.. do what you must.. but know that I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU... always n forever, and I truly hope .. it all goes okay.. much much love, xxx

Lovely Lollllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, I LOVE YOU more :P

Sad my own Son does not even try to know me more, it will all work out, I do have a backup plan if needed :P

Thank you my dear sweet friend, you are always such a support and inspiration.

HUGS!!!

sorry noni, did not know you were having problems here! You have enough to deal with, you don't need someone bothering you, so sorry! Consider the source, is what my mom always said!

Thank you roe, it is the source that is what hurts so much, I thought the problem was better until I opened a blog public and it began again right away.

How long does a Lock on a blog last?
And how long do I have to be able to blog freely?


Much Love roe you are a treasure to thoughts.
N~

I don't know you, but from what I've read and seen, I believe you to be a very nice person. Maybe you should make those posts public for the jerk that thought they could be mean to you. What's wrong with people that they feel this need to be so hateful to others???
I'm sorry for you going through this...

Thank you dreampower, I am not one for making things public unless a physical threat has been made. I do appreciate your kind words and read you a lot, you are a wonderful writer. I just hope I can stay out of hiding for awhile.


Thank you again,
N~

I hear you angel and Indeed people stick there two cents in where it is not needed sometimes :(..People who you loved that were "Their" blood turn like you would not belive leaving you confused as to the love you gave them :(...Its a confusing time I love you noni you are such a dear soul please don't go inward keep writing it helps MY GOD it helps.....:)..

Much love to you I walk in your shoes I know your pain...

Sarafeline.x.

Sara my dear sweet friend, thank you, yes ONE I love so much, the blood of my blood attempting to get my attention the same as he always has, but this time through a PUBLIC temper tantrum. It has never worked and never will, it will only push me further away, I don't know anyone who will walk into a fire just to get burned do you? All he ever had to do was ask me if we could talk ALONE, to talk with me and not AT me.

I know you are aware and I am so sorry, my love and my thoughts are with you always dear one.

Love you,
N~

He wont change trust me people that talk AT you are just plain dumb and they cant see the reason for all the fire in their toddler tantrums best give them the rattle back and let the nanny scold them :P.

I didn't know about any of this, Noni. I am sorry you are hurting, but remember that you are in control of you and your life. Sod 'em. Do and be wonderful, who cares what other's think! Love to you!! XXX

Ellie, I have missed you so much, I do hope you are well. I am sorry I have been in hiding, [in private friends only post to avoid conflicts] and those don't show up to the friends anymore. Being in control of my life for once is part of what the problem is, no one likes it but I do not care.

What is SOD'em? lol

I love you and hope to be around for a long time.
XXXOOO

NONI MY DEAR, well I think that I know you very much and as far as I'm concerned you are a very special person to me, and what ever you blog out that is YOU and don't let anyone say anything against you, because you are you and that is how it should be, we have the right to share what we like.
did you get my emails (rose)
God loves you
and so do I

Raymond

Hi raymond, Thank you dear sir, yes I did get your emails, lovely images, I have my granddaughter here right now so no time for mailing and hey, the pictures you send are so large I can't see them, can you make those smaller?

The ones I was able to see are stunning raymond and I thank you for your comforting mails.

Much love and God Bless YOU!

Well I'm not sure now which pic's you mean, as they are all one size when they leave here,so sorry Sweetie I just don't know what can be done, unless thas the way they are as some I have problems with as well,but never mind some one must have a large set with them on,I'll senn something to you now so check your email give about 1/2 hr I hope.and I understand if you can't reply just now.that's alright my dear friend

Raymond

Standing tall behind you and will back you all the way to the end.
Noni you are the coolest... :>)

Rene, thank you, as always you are here and a dear friend, YOu are the coolest :}

HUGS!!!

Noni my Precious one, know you are loved. Your true friends will not leave you or think ill because of someone else being insecure. Know we stand behind you and beside you. Always.

I am SO looking forward to seeing you in August! YAY! BBQ WITH NONI!!!!!! Love you Beautiful.

Heather my dear, YOu are so sweet, thank you for your call yesterday, you made my day and helped me to smile. I can't wait until august either.

I hear ya dear, and Love you soooooooooooo Much xoxoxxo...

Hugs.

OH with all of you standing BEHIND me I am getting nervous, No kicking now :P


MUAHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what has happened because sadly I don't check this site as much as I should, but I will say this. You are entitled to say, believe and think what you like, it is a free world.

And whoever called you fake needs their eyesight testing because I think you're really pretty. Screw 'em!x

Hello southernsun, Love the name. Thank you very much for stopping by and lending your support, it means so much to me and thank you for your kind compliment, I am not half bad for 46 lol.

Bless you and Thank you.

N~

~ i have alot of respect for you posting this blog...i don't know you at all yet but i can tell by your words you are a genuine soul...i do hope things change for you and start to get better..think about you...no one else...you do what you need to do to make you better in this life...let go of what everyone else says or thinks...in the end...its only you...God bless ~

Hi Fk, so nice to see you here, thank you for your very kind and supporting words, wow, I wish I could hug you through the screen. Your comment means so much and is touching my heart so deep, Thank you again, I don't even know what to say.

Bless you.

N~

Noni,

I really hate that your son is choosing to act this way to you. I know that sometimes family can treat you worse than any enemy could. I know that you must be hurting deeply, because you seem to love so deeply. Just know that you can be who you are. Who cares if you try to make yourself prettier in pictures...just tell me one woman who doesn't. Does it make me fake if I wish that I could have a few pounds airbrushed out of a picture? Does it make me fake if I changed my haircolor, or any number of things women do to feel prettier?

By the standards they are holding up, you could label almost every woman in the world a fake. lol


Anyway, I personally think you are a great person. I enjoy reading your blogs. I personally don't give a rip what you look like. It is the character of the person that makes them who they are, not how they look. It sounds as if there are some people that need to grow up and get a life...if they had a real life, they wouldn't have time to go around attacking you.

Jenn

Jenn, dear one, thank you so much, as always you help me to focus more, My son is being very hard on me and it is doing exactly the opposite of what he claims he wants from it - He is not a bad person, just bad with TACT and I just pray he will one day see how much he hurts others and has hurt others by his actions.

Thank you jenn, it is always so nice to see you.

Much Love,
N~

late again.. I'm so sorry you're going through this. you have may prayers.. and you know I'm always here to talk...and beauty comes from within.. and you ar as beautiful as anyone I know..

Pastormike, thank you and I appreciate the prayers so much, I have never thought I was pretty, even when young, many would tell me I was and some still do but as you point out, it is what the heart has that matters. I have always been told of my beauty on the inside and that is what I treasure the most.

Bless you and many hugs

Dear Noni,

you can dress your self up, you can add hair pieces, none of that matters to your friends, you share your heart, you share your soul and that is what counts to your friends.

luv ya N.

xxxx