Hey,

So it's been a long time since I've written in here, But I thought I would just update everyone, So we have decided on a date, but that's about it, we are still looking a possible ceremony sites, we want to do an outdoor wedding, but we have to make sure that we have a back up plan just incase it's bad weather, so we are looking at a couple of halls here in ottawa, thinking we might do centurion place, it's nice and they cater for you or you can bring in your own caterer, which is always nice.  Now it's just the fun of finding catering for cheap or trying to organize a cheap catering with the hall, which I'm sure I can do, since I am a chef and all, but now it's the problem of trying to get two or three meals made different that my future bride and her sister and my mother in law can eat, very delicate stomachs, I just wish I hadn't been so foolish in the past with my money, I probably wouldn't be having the problems I am having now, I wouldn't be living with my brother for one and i would actually have a place of my own.  I mean it's not that hard to save money for rent, I'm very capable of doing that, I just need to find a place that won't reject me cause of my credit, But I will hopefully have that under wraps in the next few months, and for My beautiful and wonderful finacee, I love her with all my heart and Can't wait to be legally binded to her, now and forever.  She makes everything in my life better, I could be having the crapiest day at work and when i get home, she knows exactly how to cheer me up and make me happy, just seeing her smiling face when I come through the door is enough to make me happy and realize that I have the trully most beautiful and amazing women in the world, She is going to make a wonderful mother when we are ready,   She just has this amazing motherly nature about her, everything that she says and wants about motherhood is just amazing, I can't believe I am going to marry the most perfect women in the entire world.  She is going to make the most beautiful bride and wife I've ever known.  She's my everything, and I can't wait to share life with her.  But I've been rambling on now for way too long.

These are my thoughts and If you don't like them, then don't read my blog.

Love to all
Drew