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I have read a handfull of blogs today... talked with some interesting people... and just floated through the day. I feel stuck I was telling someone the other day or maybe it was this morning before work pulled me away, that I feel like something is missing. I have so much going on in my life and I keep trying new things and adding this to it to try and fill a void I can not explain. I honestly do not think it is a relationship... but i can't say what it is. With each new thing I try and each noe thing I acomplish I feel good about it... but then I just feel blah... like now what? or so what? what does it mean, and why did you do it? To prove that you can? ok so you can do it? so what? I dont' know exactly. but taling to someone today i have decided that I will have something published if even only in my local news paper by March. Why march? well why not? no real reason I jsut picked it out of my head... and if I can get something little in a magazine or a newspaper I dont care if they pay me for it or put it in cause I keep buggin them. I will feel some sort of accomplishment and maybe move forward a bit more with my book idea(s). Some people or person has shown just a bit of dissatisfaction or what ever you want to call it, with the idea of me writing a book on Men and dating and me giving advice. Who am i to give advice? and maybe I need to brush up on my spelling and gramar. But spelling and gramar do not make you a good writer. they are only tools to help you. I can get someone else to help me in the ares I am soft as long as they are still my thoughts and my ideas that come out. I am not big headed but I believe i have a good mind and a good heart. i do not live in beverly hills and i do not have all these college degrees to clutter my mind. I have jsut my thoughts and my life exp which to many might not be much.... but it is made me who I am... and over the years i have helped alot of people. I sat back and tried to make a list of the different people i have helped through different things in my life... and I was in awe It really suprised me... so ya know what for me to write a book to help people would be great cause I am not doing it for money... nor for fame cause i probably would not use my name... but doing it cause I want to help and that is good enough for me. ok I kinda went way off track with that but sometimes the words just come out. I hope you guys have a great night!
oh yeah and remember to smile... cause as I learned today when your talking to someone on the phone and you loose all the background noise... they are talking crap and laughing at you anyway...
Please be kind and Rewind
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Posted by DouglasMB on 2008-08-07 17:13:03 | Rating: | Views: 57
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I think you are doing a good job at floating, as you call it. Even though you are not quite sure what you are looking for to fill the void that you feel you are doing the right thing with filling your free time with things that are productive, like the guitar lessons, the working out, and the interest in writing more then just daily blogs. This will help occupy your time as life sorts itself out in the things that you can't quite figure out just yet.
go for it, write no matter what anyone says and get a good editor and they will take care of the spelling and grammar for you lol
and ahhh the mute button, a customer service reps best friend. I wouldn't say I do that in personal conversations, but I'm not sure my cell has a mute button...hmmm I'll have to check, could save me some arguments with my baby's dad I could use my work methods huh? hehehe
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Posted by Katydids_and_daisies
on 2008-08-07 17:40:37
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yup... just get all those great ideas you shared with me down on pen and paper and go for it!
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Posted by KateTheShrewd
on 2008-08-07 17:51:31
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Thanks ladies... once again thoughts pull me out of a funk... I feel bad complaining because i have it so good i mean i do work for everything i have and it has not been a easy road. but i am still blessed in so many ways. but thanks again.
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Posted by DouglasMB
on 2008-08-07 20:39:14
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Well, good luck! I hope you accomplish your goal and along the way fill that void!
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Posted by Rajah1116
on 2008-08-08 11:14:11
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