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I do not know where this came from and honestly I have not written anything in a long time... I have not revised this nor tried to make it better I just wrote it out in a matter or like 2 min and here it is. I see alot of reason for why some things came to mind, but it's just odd if you ask me. But then again It's me lol. Here it is...
An apparition materializes before my very eyes,
I drift to memories that crash down on me as hail from stormy skies.
Each piece cold and hard, stinging with every blow,
Chilling my emotions, freezing my heart as a new born child left in the snow.
Sunshine taunts me, tourchering me with un fulfilled promises as it peaks from behind angry clouds,
Happy days are stifled, pushed away as they hide in the recesses from the angry crowds.
Angry crowds of emotion, my memories I have trapped and pushed far away,
Laughing as they break out, personal demons that have come out to play.
The apparition wavers as I fight to suppress what I do not want to feel,
with a grin it gets stronger and laughs with a cackle screeches, 'you can't hide from what is real."
It's my turn to waver as blackness steels my vision, with sorrow taking my warmth, and guilt sapping my ability to fight,
I try to shake it off, I try to stay standing, I look for reason to find my light.
The light flickers for a moment, and I jump with a start,
A feeling of falling has jolted me, my pulse is racing, I can hear my heart.
I open my eyes and I am already lying down?
But I am in a bed I am not on the ground.
Again my demons attack me and take from me my rest,
At least it was only a dream and not my final test.
Again I say it's different does not flow well, but I dont want to mess with it. I feel like it kinda came out on it's own.
Douglas
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