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Today is Wed., or as some would say, "Hump Day." Today seems to be going a little better than yesterday, It is Halloween after all, and the plant I work in did a costume contest. So it has been neat seeing all the people dressed up.
My night went real bad so the light mood in my plant is a good change. Work has been steady, which is good, but next week I am back to school. So I will be back to 50 hour work weeks and 15-20 hours worth of home work, all in the persuit to higher education (something I desperatly need). Which is really just a smoke screen for saying that I want to make more money.
I am makking an obesrervation, when I had verry little income and going out to eat consisted of taco bell or wendy's, I was more content than I am now that I have a bigger house, nicer car, and am able to go out more often to nicer places. We strive for money to make our selves happy.... but I think we loose what happy is along the way. I am feeling that way at least. I am so tired at times I loose the energy to do the stuff I used to enjoy. And these computer things make it oh so easy to just slack off and do nothing. I mean you tell yourself, I'll hop on and check my mail and then get off.......... 10........ 15........ 30........ 45....... 2 hours later you finally get off and try and figure out where the night went.
I'm babbling again, lol I have this problem, I have to much going on inside my head so many thoughts and stuff I think they push each other out of the way like needy children to get attention. That is why I do not stay on one topic very long. Kind of like a tornado, the thoughts being leave and trash that it picks up, all going 100 miles an hour and for a few moments one item gets caught in the middle and by the time you look at it and process what it is it is gone to be replaced by something else. then you switch to that one and then poof it is gone as well.... Yeah I know I am probably crazy. But I am ok with that. for the most part I like who I am, I just do not like what the world is trying to change me into. That is enough non sense for now. I hope you all have a safe and happy Halloween.
douglas
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Posted by DouglasMB on 2007-10-31 10:48:13 | Rating: | Views: 81
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With money and success comes different stress.
I think we all miss the "simpler" days.
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Posted by Whitters
on 2007-10-31 11:23:39
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