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My readers on 2008-04-30 22:48:35 |
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When I write I pretend in my own little world that eveyone in the world is reading it. that people can understand what I am saying and cna relate, or hat I am makking them laugh. I like to believe that people over look the fact that I can not spell... lol I like to thinkg people can learn from me or that I might be able to bring in some sunlight where all there was is fog....
I do understand you concern
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Peace Out on 2008-04-21 13:38:14 |
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Sorry to hear it...
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cat brought me a present on 2008-04-19 08:27:04 |
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I had a cat when I was a kid that would bring moles, snakes, turtles, birds, lizards.... if it could be caught it was left for us on our front porch... I guess it was just showing us some love.
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Aidan vs. Mr. Big (Camera Guy vs. Brian) on 2008-04-18 08:27:33 |
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I am kinda new to the situation... so I know you have a history with brian but I do not know how long that history is. Think of it this way, I hope you are kinda like me or this may make no sence at all.... ok when I go to historic places and do the tours like Tryon Palace where I live. I am in awe, I sit on the benches and I wonder who was here before me, I wonder how many soldiers sat right here and confesed undieing love before going off to war. So much about those place leave me in awe because of the history.... are you with me so far. That is you and brian, you have history, you have memories, you have a passed that makes you want the goods things. But when you away and you loose yourself, you forget about the guy that did not come back from the war... or the fire that ravaged the kitchen and killed cooks and slaves. Because you are lost on the romance of your deepest desires.
Now camera guy, he for all general reasons is a new shiny state of the art building... you walk in and look around and think hey this place is cool... you leave and ehh it does not stick like that palace does.. and it is because of history. the nes place had no magic, why? because of history. that is my take. Maybe with a little more history Camera guy with leave you longing and in awe off all that you are. You have a great foundation, with him.
One last note though, when it comes to history... when you think about brian be carefull and remember that history tends to repeat its self.
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My favortie songs on 2008-04-18 07:17:52 |
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Nice going KP Zephry is a hot song I love the peppers
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Bubbly on 2008-04-18 07:12:23 |
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Sweet that sounds like a plan
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Bubbly on 2008-04-16 13:11:57 |
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Sounds great... all the talk about Nimbles makes me want to go get one... when you clean the cage out take some of the poo and stuff and put it in the litter and as nasty as it is try and leave some there... it will help him get used to the idea.
And the place you ate sounded like alot of fun!! I would love to go someplace like that.
Nice that the ex is not buggin your, maybe he got the hint? Or maybe while in jail someone forceably changed his sexual preferences lol sorry I know I am a bit twisted.
I hope you have a good rest of the week.
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Wash that man right out of my hair on 2008-04-16 09:12:10 |
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Well again I hope you do not mind if I add my two pennies... or maybe it is just half a cent lol who knows. I have done alot of thinking about subjects such as this over the years, I may even do a blog about it if I have time later. But ok you are from just reading your blogs, a deep, compassionate person, who loves to give of herself to make others happy if only to just get a smile. You also have a need for people to give of themselves to you. I may be wrong and if I am please put me in my place. But because of this, you will allways harbor feelings for Brian, and it does not make you a bad person nor does it mean you can never fall in love with someone else. The mistake we make as people trying to become one half of a couple is we expect to much not only of ourselves but also of the person we are with. I will got back to another comment someone made to explain my theory lol not to say I am correct just my take on things... "I hate to say this but unless you let go of Brian you may never give CameraGuy 100%" Not that I believe this is so off base, but for me and for my exp is that what exactly is this 100%? "He don't love me, he still thinks about her.", "She can be in love with me and still be friends with her ex!" these are things I hear people say all the time. Let me ask you, did you love your ex the way you love a family member? or the way you loved a pet? how about did you love him the same way you did your first heart wrenching crush in school where you thought you would simply stop breathin if you could not see this person? No, its not the same, and if you fall in love with Camera guy it is not fair to compair it to Brian, Can you give all that you gave to Brian to Camera Guy? nope lol it's allready been given. But what you can give are new feelings, new memories, new traditions that in time will become a staple in your life and when you see brian across a crowded room will you feel alittle something? Of course... and if not you would not be human, does it mean you would love camera guy any less? no.... just that you love him differently. If you give someone 100% of yourself, there is no room for noone else. Each part of you is just as special as the other. I see friends become not friends after someone makes a new friend, because they think people can only have one friend.
So you still kinda have thing for Brian, well it's natural because you have not filled or commited that part of your life to someone else, your still kinda in limbo of sorts with camera guy. And you said it your self when your with camera guy its just him... that says alot all by its self. I hope I have not rambled on. I do not mean to step on any toes I promise.
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Jellyfish Stings on 2008-04-09 08:44:23 |
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sounds like a few folks I work for... I feel for ya... if she ends up dead I will swear you and hubby where in NC...
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life is good on 2008-04-09 08:14:35 |
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That's good... so many times people fall apart and just walk away with the "me" syndrom... it is great to see folks sticking it out.
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Update on 2008-04-09 08:07:02 |
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Wow... It's tough to loose so much of who you are for someone in the end you can really do without. While sitting there trying to stay afloat trying to keep it all together and all you see are vulchers and jackles circling you with smiles and promsies really just wanting one more piece of you. Life sucks most of the time when your in that position. I would say I understand, but I am not you, we are all different, we all deal in different ways and react in different ways. I do not fault you for what you do or how you do it. I only say that I understand. I am sory... why? I do not know, I just know kinda you delema and I feel for you. I hope things get better.
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Application to Date my Daughter on 2008-04-08 14:58:17 |
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oh that was great ... I am printing it out as well!!
Thank you
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No Idiots in Paradise on 2008-04-08 11:03:17 |
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You have a new reader, thank you for sharing
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The Madman in My Closet on 2008-04-08 10:51:45 |
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what you wrote I am having trouble commenting on... I felt everything you said, but I feel like trying to put those feelings into words would only cheepend the effect of what I read. I hope you understand. I very much enjoyed the exp. thank you.
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Desperately Wanting on 2008-04-08 09:19:37 |
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Sounds like your having an interesting week... I would say you loosing your cigs could be a sighn lol but you don't want to hear that crap.
explain to the ex it is over and if he cant under stand it we can just beat hooked on phonics into his head.
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Affirmation on 2008-04-08 07:46:45 |
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It is tough being in a situation like that. Pening what your daughter says against what your mother says, sometimes though kids can take things to litereal, and then parents who have not had little ones around much, forget how impressional they are and forget you have to be careful and explain everything in detail.
I hope it all works out well for you...
And Bravo on being a sponser.
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How do You Want it on 2008-04-07 10:21:14 |
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Doing it right is like anything else, you have to know how, it's an art form. You can be taught.... but then that kinda misses the point hahaha
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The ideal on 2008-04-07 10:18:49 |
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They exist that I am sure... but most of them are stuck, because of their kindness, in relationships that are not ideal. I could go on but why... We are out here, trust me.
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How do You Want it on 2008-04-07 10:05:12 |
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hahaha there are so many things I can say to that man o man sounds like you had an interesting weekend.
Yeah I look at it like this, please forgive the typical man analagy. But women are kinda like a crock pot, if ya only turn em on for like 4 min they are not worth messing with... the food stays cold does not get cooked. But if ya turn it on early, and keep it turned on, the meat turns out tender, juicy, and the longer you cook it the better it is... and... if done right... you can leave the food in it and it will stay warm allllll day, so you can go back for more if you like and its ready... but ya got to turn it on. I know its a crass way of putting it, but I'm not perfect lol
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Dream. (2 April 2008) on 2008-04-07 08:40:47 |
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Miss I have not been around to read you stories, and I am not exactly sure the back ground. I will go back to look though. So from an outside presepective and a from a fresh eye (mind) here are my 2 cents...
So you are here talking to a woman who knows a man of interest to you... your telling her that he touched you with a hand shake and with it left something behind, in your dream you like this and you are looking to her as if looking for some sort of comfirmation that it is ok, that is is ok to like the fact he left this, or that it is ok to accept what it is he is giving you ever so slightly.
To me I think the crown shows that you hold this man in high reguard, the letter I am not so sure about. Being that the ring is a crown you look up to him or hold him in awe like one would a king.
so in your dream she tells you that he would wnat you to have it and even after that you hesitate to put the ring on, that is to show that it is not really about the ring that what ever he is giving you, you want... but you are scared to take it in fully... if that makes sence.
then he tests you or you test your self, it is I think really your own fears... he gives it to you then takes it back... this is why you dont put the ring on. Your scared that is you do, you may have to take it off. and then your deepest desires come to play, he comes back and come right out and says that it is yours and to keep it. there are a few more thoughts I have on this but maybe I helped alittle.
Dont mind the typos and miss spellings lol
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And I on 2008-04-04 14:49:02 |
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If he stalks ya to hard we may just have to make sure he takes a trip...
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Promise Ring on 2008-04-04 14:40:37 |
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Good luck with getting the lil one from the shelter, I am sure it will be in much better hands than leaving it there.
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Spin class... on 2008-04-03 08:40:12 |
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I have actually thought about takking the one we have here on tuesdays in the am lol so I can get 4 in a week.
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Efforts on 2008-04-02 11:48:20 |
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I love ferrets I have had a few but they are just stinky lol I'll stick with my big ol dog...
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just something funny... on 2008-04-02 11:42:37 |
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I thought it was...
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Everything Changes.... on 2008-04-02 09:51:17 |
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thank you
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2 weeks on 2008-04-02 08:03:48 |
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I am sorry to hear about all the trouble, just take your time make sure what you got going on is 100% correct, then when they come to you with some BS you can knock em out of the park. Keep your chin up and never let them see that they got under your skin!! Just smile and say why thank you for all your support and helpful pep talks, you have no idea how refreshing it is to work with and for people just like your selves. It does my heart good comming ot work each day. I bet that will piss em off more than anything else in the world lol
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ER on 2008-04-01 13:00:55 |
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it's a madd madd world!
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Circles on 2008-04-01 12:56:49 |
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lol
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Response on 2008-04-01 12:54:16 |
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I have a million comments I could make to that but for a lack of time I will just say kudos to you!! I love the fact you are happy with you!!
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Bad Boys on 2008-04-01 12:50:57 |
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I wish a sales man would come to my door like that... I would end up calling the cops on his ass and tell em he flashed me... who they going to believe? a door to door with a police jacket on? or the inocent **bats his eyes** by stander. lol don't screw with me bud i have evil in me lol I just keep it tame with pepto
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work on 2008-04-01 12:46:16 |
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super fast recovery.... great job
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