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| What loneliness can see in EHHS. June 1, 2008
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I walk. Some of them walk, some of them talk, some of them talk and walk. Next day, pretty similar, I walk, those who talked have more chances to walk and those who walk have more chances to talk. Those who talk and walk have more change to walk and talk.
She is sad today, ehh? Strange thing, I remember she was happy yesterday. He is happy; i remember he was mad. That group keeps talking, that groups keeps quite. Yesterday he was my friend, today he thinks i am a jerk, pretty sure he is going to think i am nice tomorrow. She likes him today, she decided to give him an opportunity yesterday, she didnt like him the day before yesterday. I don't usually walk and admire my hand, yesterday i did "i can move my hands, oh yeah, i can move my hands, i am so powerful (not that i never have move my hands before)" i smiled.
New day, i bet she is happy today. Yup, she was. I bet he is sad... uhu! He thinks i am nice, wrong, cool, close enough. She feels uncomfortable around him. I watch and listen other people walk, talk and walk and talk.
Solution... mostly everything is this life is going to go from sad to happy or from happy to sad, from luck to bad luck, from bad to good from good to bad. Why worry then? If it made us cry yesterday it is going to make us laugh today or if it made us laugh today i may make us cry tomorrow (not draw to scale). What then? To feel or no to feel, hmm?? Possible solution, when we are sad today, lets remember what was happy yesterday. When everything looks awful, lets remember how nice everything look yesterday. When we think we are useless, let's remember our great victories of the past.
Why problems come? I keep walking lonely. Other people see me; "look how lonely he is, let's cheer him up". They cheered me up. I am around with friends, i enjoy them too much... oh i love it, oh im so popular. Later on "This guy talks too much, let's leave him alone". I keep walking lonely and i cry inside, oh what a disaster. Tomorrow they would come and when they would be around me, i will remember what happened yesterday. They come "Let's cheer him up"... you won't damage me anymore but i still be nice. "Man, he is nice" tomorrow, i still would remember what happened yesterday, i still be nice, they come again and again until i say stop coming!
"I am so great, i am so powerful, so smart. Yeah i can do this without any trouble"
"You are in trouble the moment you say this"
"I don't need your advice, i know what to do" tomorrow, he feels like a worm, he did everything wrong, the company lost costumers because of him. He is going to get fire.
If you are that perfect, remember all you errors, If you believe you are so powerful, try to remember, if you believe you are so smart, why do you think you are smart in the first place. If you are happy today, remember how sad you were yesterday. Why? why to feel and enjoy something exaggeratedly that may pass? You may stop the circle.
If I am sad, I smile. If i am happy, I smile exaggeratedly (I need work on it)
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Posted by Dino01 on 2008-06-05 16:17:21 | Rating: | Views: 55
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