I have written an entry like this before...using this same song as inspiration...but it was in a very depressed time in my life.
I feel the need to write it again...because that depression has left me....and the door to it is finally closed....for eternity.
There is a chain....an eternal chain...that cannot be broken....guarding my heart.
It is the song by Natasha Bedingfield....Unwritten.
I consider what I am doing here on this site and on other sites as a living testament to my life...it is my heart...it is my Life's Work....it is my Masterpiece.
It is my autobiography.
Every word that I write is my heart being revealed to anyone who reads it.
God is the Author and Finisher of my life.
These journals that we keep are living and breathing books of our lives.
We are sharing our lives with each other.
We in fact are publishing our own autobiographies.
The Creator has given us power to be the Masters of our own Destinies.
We get to choose our lives.
We get to choose our thoughts.
We get to choose Love or Hate.
We were created to love and to be loved.
My religion and doctrine...in a nutshell....is that God is Love.
The concept of God is so simple...but no....God is Love ...is not enough for us.
We would rather have long lists of silly rules and complicated doctrine to explain him.
No one can truly understand why we are here...or what this life means...in an eternal sense.
God's ways are not our ways...we could never understand his motivation for letting us live these sometimes painful lives.
Regardless of our lack of understanding...one thing is certain...God is Love.
So many of us pout and feel sorry for ourselves through life....which makes the world feel so dark.
Sure...I am not rich...I am not famous...I did not get everything I wanted in life....but one thing is for sure...I have fulfilled my purpose in life.
I Love....and I am Loved.
Our realities are in our minds.
We exist in our minds.....our world is formed within our minds.
You will become what you think....I guarantee it.
I have been telling myself all of my life that I am a Prophet of God...and I surely am.
I cannot read minds....or predict the future...but I surely embrace God's heart...and I speak what he has put into mine.
I am exactly what I have always wanted to be.
No one can take from me what I have always wanted to be.
God has given me the power to write my own life....my own book of sorts.
I can do anything humanly possible on this earth.
I have the ability to memorize great amounts of information....I have started and quit many career paths in my life....because of this ability.
I could have been a doctor...I could have been a lawyer...I could have been a real estate tycoon....I have the ability to convince almost anyone ...of almost anything.
Those things bore me....studying anything apart from The Creator....puts my mind into a boring trance.
Thank God for those who can dedicate themselves to those other things....because we surely need all of those professionals in this world....but I get to write my own book.
I get to be exactly what I want to be.
Our dreams are things that we want....things that we think will make us happy.
This life is not about being happy all of the time....this life is about being who we were created to be.
Our dreams and desires are there for a purpose...they are there to give us purpose in life.
What is your purpose?
What do you reach for in your heart?
I will not judge anyone for what they dream of....your dreams are yours....and yours alone.
They are your purpose.
Some person IM'd me yesterday and told me that my writing is dark....they came trying to steal my dreams.
I told her that she only sees darkness because....she cannot see the Light.
I also told her that ....her opinion of my life does not matter to my soul...and that is the truth.
No one can steal my dreams...no one can put out my light....especially one who lives in darkness.
I want you to watch that video link in my first comment spot...and take that song into your spirit....listen to it with your heart.
Today is where your book begins....no one else can speak the words on your lips....the rest of your life is still unwritten...and no one can write it...but you.
Love is the Author and Finisher of your Life....Love for yourself.....Self Respect....is the love that God teaches....that self love....teaches us to Love others.
He gives out confidence and peace of mind freely...all we have to do is receive it...with open arms.
Just try to define me...you cannot....I am the only one who can be me.
Peace....Truth...Light...is wished upon anyone who lay their eyes upon these words.