My stalker is back at it again.
 
This is the second posting of this, I deleted it once before, but I regretted doing so, because the anger has passed now over this issue, but what I say here needs to be addressed publicly, it is not ok or morally right to spread vicious lies or rumors about someone in private! 

What I am writing here is not rumor, nor is it vicious.

If someone wants to discuss me like this in private, I will address it publicly.

I have to share my heart here.

I am not doing this to defend my personal self.

I am doing this to defend my calling.

I will call my stalker Darkness.

Darkness tries to steal my attention away from the real reason I am here.

I am here for a purpose, not to have a following, not to get popular, nor to get sympathy.

This person asked me to add her to my friend's list when I first started blogging. I accepted and left a couple of nice comments on her journal every now and then.

I did not hear from her for some time, so I figured she did not care to be my friend any longer....I actually forgot about her because I did not hear from her...I got caught up in all of my other commentors.

Then recently she private messaged one of my close friends and asked why I was mad at her and ignoring her.

None of those things were true.
 
I talk to many people and when I do not hear from someone in a long time, I tend to forget about them, my method is to stay in contact with those who show an interest in me, I do not like to push myself on people.

I felt concern for her that she felt ignored, so I commented again, and she took offense to my opinion and started this big campaign on convincing my friends that I am a bully....and that I have evil intentions.

She uses private messages to do her dirty work, planting thoughts in their heads that I am a cult leader, a bully, I should not be trusted, and that they should not hang out with me.

I do not hide in private messages.

I have never had a personal or private conversation with this woman, her attitude is very strange.

It seems to me that she wants to ruin my reputation out of jealousy.

That is the only reason I can think of that she would be doing this.

I have had several of my friends tell me what she says about me in private messages.

I also noticed that she has been on all of my closest friend's pages lately.

My friend today told me that it seems like she befriended her just to turn her against me.

I am writing this to you Darkness....to let you know that you are jealous of the Love of God.

The Love of God is not a CULT. 

It is our purpose in life.

I would readily take you under my wing and love you if you would only let me.

You hate me for no reason.

You take what I write in the forums and in my journal as I am speaking about you.

No, I am telling you all about MYSELF.

If you take offense to what I say about myself, that is your problem.

I forgive you...but I will not idly stand by and let you let everyone believe I am bullying you.

In all truth....I do not even know you.

You cannot touch an Untouchable....God in me...is Untouchable.

You cannot kill the Love of God in me.

I still love you.

Maybe someday, you will open your eyes and see that.

You are fighting with yourself.

I refuse to fight with you.

Any friend of mine who would side with you against me....deserves to be your friend.

With friends like you, who needs enemies?

Peace.


P.S.
I regretted taking this back, I will never be sorry for who I am or what I say again.
Now you can call me a bully, because in all reality, these two stalker letters are the only real communication that I have had with you...besides the comments I have left on your journal.
Now, I am ignoring you.
This is the last time I will address this ever in my lifetime.
You go ahead now, go and spread some more Darkness about me.
The Light will surely dissipate it.
I guarantee it.
Peace.

P.S.S.....I dedicate a song to you named....Say it Right...by Nelly Furtado!
I still love you Darkness.