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 She Has a Sunshine Smile!
She is beautiful....full of life and vigor.

You can feel the heat of the glow -from her smile.

She is noble in her intentions and loves deeply...so deep that she might as well drown in the ocean.

She is a mystery to me.

There are days when she asks me endless questions, and I admire her strength to keep looking for the answers.

She is an untouchable.

I have never seen her, but I feel her presence.

She is at peace.....and she is resting in her mind..........

It is I, with the problem.

I am full of some things I hate with a passion.

I have problems in many areas.....

It is hard for me to forgive...I hold forgiving grudges...but a grudge is a grudge.

I have problems with taking life as it comes.....I get frustrated because I cannot change this world into the vision as I see it. A vision of a world- filled with Love.

She is content in knowing that if she loves ......it will return to her.

I envy her sometimes....she never doubts herself....nor does she hold grudges.

I am talking about the other part of myself that dwells in one of those rooms in my heart.

She....is the ME...I want to be at all times.

She is my vision of Spiritual Perfection.

Yet, I struggle to live up to her standards.

I am thankful that she has a Sunshine Smile.

She makes me want to be just like her.

She keeps my heart very warm....

I want to be just like her......if I ever grow up.

She is my best friend.

I dedicate this entry to the song Sunshine Smile....in my links.....listen to it if you have the time. 
    Posted by DifficultSoul on 2007-08-30 20:41:50 | Rating: | Views: 242
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Very nice, very innocent. Sounds like the days of a childhood.
Posted by  benventure  on 2007-08-30 20:55:21 
  
beneventure-...
Maybe I could call her...
My Innner Child.
If I could be any age for the rest of my life..I would be 11.
An innocent child for Eternity.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-30 21:01:49 
  
I love it! Beautiful!
Posted by  joeswifemandy  on 2007-08-30 21:13:54 
  
joeswifemandy-..Thank you Mandy. So are your glowing comments.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-30 21:29:15 
  
I love and look up to this person too. She's the one who writes this blog. xx
Posted by  Pauligan  on 2007-08-30 21:51:17 
  
Paul-...You are sweet!
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-30 22:18:34 
  
I agree with Paul. The sweet, centered one is in control more often than you might think. She is the one that looks for the hurting ones to spread peace and healing. I like her! :o)
Posted by  debwrkn4jesus  on 2007-08-31 09:06:40 
  
Debwrkn4Jesus-..I like you too, especially your screenname.
Now that shows dedication to spreading the Good News about LOVE!
Thank you for liking me.
We all want so badly to be liked.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-31 09:11:56 
  
Don't we? It turns out to be one of the strongest motivators we have; the need to be liked/loved.

I was 38 before I understood that Jesus loved me no matter what I had been, what I had done or what I was capable of. What a freeing concept! It changed my life.

My boss told me once that I wore my religion on my sleeve. I just laughed and said it wasn't my religion, it was my life. I'm a disciple of Jesus Christ first and whatever else second.

Posted by  debwrkn4jesus  on 2007-08-31 09:31:16 
  
SweetHeartWrkn4Jesus-...
I gave you an Indian Name Screenname.
That is all I think when I hear from you.
She is sweet!
Like lovely fruit picked fresh from the vine, you are sweet.
Like grapes fermented make sweet tasting wine...you give the light airy feeling a glass of wine gives.
Cheers Deb.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-31 09:39:35 
  
You are betrayed, and yet you smile,
You are beaten and yet you still smile,
You are strung out by your neck and yet you smile,
You are throw and kicked and stabbed and tortured all while you smile
You forgive and forget and still it repeats, you only smile.
You watch as he tortures the world, and you can only smile.
You watch as he walks up to you raising his hand
You frown, He stops, and you smile.

I wrote this in response to yours. Hopefully you can pull the correct meaning that I intended from it.
Posted by  heizo  on 2007-08-31 10:50:31 
  
Hmmm..Heizo.
I am intrigued!
Mysterious Philosophical Poetry?
I knew you had it in you.
Let me work on this one.
Made my day!
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-31 11:02:07 
  
you seem to have the world on your shoulders yet you still have time for others. i feel so selfish to know that you have been helping me so much yet i seem to be able to do nothing for you in return.
Posted by  bubblydi  on 2007-08-31 11:07:52 
  
Love is not a burden...
It is only a burden when you stop loving.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-31 11:09:04 
  
Di...You give something back.
You give love in return.
Even exchange!
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-31 11:09:59 
  
It is I, with the problem.

I am full of some things I hate with a passion.
If you hate things with a passion, you must also love things with a passion.

Forgiveness is hard but I think you do offer forgiveness, because forgiveness is part of love.

I have read some of your blogs and there are oceans love in them.

Keep that inner child, I like her.
Posted by  bede  on 2007-08-31 16:02:15 
  
ah, thanks you give out such comforting wordss, i appreciate that. =) i have tried playing hard to get actually, but im guessing that it doesn't work cause he supposedly moved on already. =/ buuuuuuut im getting over him day by day. so thnx =)
Posted by  ohsnapitsstephanie  on 2007-08-31 16:27:02 
  
thanks for the comment. Believe it or not. When I started this blog you were the first profile I looked at. We must be soulmates or something. If you believe in that sort of stuff
Posted by  Deadhead1535  on 2007-08-31 18:17:40 
  
bede-..Thank you for the kind words. Man, people sure are nice around here.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-31 19:15:13 
  
ohsnapitssteph-..
K..
Try this..really be hard to get.
It works wonders.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-31 19:17:05 
  
Deadhead1535-...
I do believe in Soul Mates.
I talk of that term often.
They are the ones you hold dear in your heart.
I remember you.
You are definitely not a dead head.
That is neat that you came to my profile first.
I do believe in destiny.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-08-31 19:19:50 
  
That was very nice, very open and easy to read. Did you set out to make this a poem, or just sheer thoughts of the mind? Anyhow, it's great. =)
ThnQ for commenting me, i'll always return the favour.
~B
Posted by  SayOk  on 2007-08-31 22:04:58 
  
SayOK-...They are just thoughts.
I have to do something with them.
Thanks...I love the commenting type.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-09-01 00:18:07 
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