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Who are you this time?

Someone -I like .....hopeful.

Taking my own hands.....arched in reverence.

Stop fighting for air....breathe in the truth.

destined to live...to love

butterflies

Liquid Sunshine

To think on death....is to insult life.

An abuse of soul...our souls covet eternal life...clouded in mystic religion.

Life is a secluded cocoon...we bloom....when we stop lying.

Such liars...kissing the lips of deception.

Full on the mouth.....becoming lovers with pain.

Holding on to things that do not matter....ask yourself why?

Lies

Never let them touch the tongue....makes it so you never remember what you said.

Chaos

I will never believe you again.....or trust in you -at heart.

Abandon it....to complete cartharsis.....soul vacuum.....cleansing.

So many things left unsaid, yet understood to its fullest.

I am flying in spirit....the wind stings....feel it?

Hear me breathe?

Eyes to Look Into

Eyes to forget time in...

Can you see it?

If there is no vision....there is no life.

Sit there then....."waste life"...pretend that you do not understand.

A master of the craft.....the seduction of mind.

What do you let seduce your mind?

If you can answer that.....you are at the root of all of your problems....and your joys.

All of us looking for a feeling....a feeling of ......being there....just being there.

My soul has been full of confusion....lost within itself.

How can so many truths....be so wrong?

The mirror...will I have to look into it....and see someone else looking back?

To look into your own eyes.

Like you are looking into the face of your Twin

The glass of the mirror....shiny reflection -of the light of the soul.

Finally let your gaze fall upon yourself.

Self Absorbed......lily of the valley?

To look someone in the face....the eyes...to watch the mouth move.

Connect -she said.....so many words I have collected .....to make no point in particular.

Can I go on forever?

Forever?

A pink satin dress?

A tiara?

Fairytales......quit comparing life to -fairytales....and maybe you will quit being so disappointed.

Someone has it all figured out.

It is not you.

I have really missed talking to myself...journaling..tangible emotions displayed.

Mouths bound up....from too much of nothing to say.

Finally.....I no longer care what I reveal with my...."words".

Sunshine and butterflies?

Blue Roses?

Red Roses?

Yellow Roses?

Deep haze of blue....shadows my soul.

Cry?

Laugh?

*both*









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What do I let seduce my mind? I don't let anything seduce, I'm to wrapped up in trying to keep it under control, a battle i lose regularly.

Often times when I look in the mirror i see someone else staring back. Sometimes someone I can respect, most times some one I despise. Mostly depends on where i am in my cycles.
Posted by  Tony51203  on 2008-10-05 15:43:52 
  
Difficult -- My parched soul has so missed your words of truth and wisdom. Your bring a spirit of beauty and grace to this place. Hugs & Love
Posted by  ColoradoDreamin  on 2008-10-05 16:07:41 
  
i wrote a poem called "The Girl In The Mirror"
I wrote it when I was twelve.
I think I'll post it so you can read it.
It's the kind of thing I think you would like.
Keep writing, I've missed you.
Posted by  ReD_MooN  on 2008-10-06 00:16:19 
  
ReDMooN-...
I wrote a piece called "The Girl in the Mirror"...right here on Thoughts.
Look back...I will look forward to reading yours.
It would be fun to compare the content of our MIRROR's
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-06 00:37:33 
  
Tony51203-....try to let your mind be seduced....seduced by embracing the cycles.
Meditation...ever try it?
It is amazing...to sit and force your mind to wander where you lead it?
Be a friend to yourself again.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-06 01:24:01 
  
ColoradoDreamin-..
How do you do it?
Your comments always make me feel "airy"....and glad to be me.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-06 01:26:19 
  
i like this piece..grrrrrrrr..I LOVE YOU!
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-06 09:47:28 
  
Stephy...
grrrrr back at you...
I could write utter nonsense...and you would love it.
I tested it...hehe.
That means that you love me in all my ways- of being.
Love you***
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-06 13:41:15 
  
I hope this is the begining of you opening back up LftH. I have missed your special brand of poetry. You are a poet, you know.

Mouths bound up....from too much of nothing to say.

Finally.....I no longer care what I reveal with my...."words".

Sunshine and butterflies?

Blue Roses?

Red Roses?

Yellow Roses?

Deep haze of blue....shadows my soul.

Cry?

Laugh?

*both*

This is poetry.
Posted by  Pauligan  on 2008-10-06 15:15:45 
  
I hope this is the begining of you opening back up LftH. I have missed your special brand of poetry. You are a poet, you know.

Mouths bound up....from too much of nothing to say.

Finally.....I no longer care what I reveal with my...."words".

Sunshine and butterflies?

Blue Roses?

Red Roses?

Yellow Roses?

Deep haze of blue....shadows my soul.

Cry?

Laugh?

*both*

This is poetry.
Posted by  Pauligan  on 2008-10-06 15:15:50 
  
I wonder why it did it twice? btw I don't know what happened to the IM but I think we should try it again.
Posted by  Pauligan  on 2008-10-06 15:17:45 
  
Amazing...
I like this piece very much.
What seduces my mind? Good question I need
to ponder.
I try not to look at mirrors.
:)
Posted by  smilinirisheyes  on 2008-10-06 20:25:07 
  
hahahha! you tested it????...........weird.......................hahahhahah a!
youo can just imagen the look on my face when i am telling you weird...hahahhaha!becuased by that time i get smaked,,hahhahaha!hey wanna use my white wing????
i hvae a crown, i made it says princess,,,?????????
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-06 23:14:13 
  
Glad to see you back on top form, missed you, xx
Posted by  misselusive  on 2008-10-07 12:36:01 
  
I love you too, xx
Posted by  misselusive  on 2008-10-07 17:49:32 
  
grrr..i letf you a comment on my page,,,ts your song!
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-08 00:28:19 
  
whers momma bear??gr....
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-08 19:10:14 
  
I am right here baby bear.
grr
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-09 11:49:52 
  
misselusive-..
I love you three.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-09 11:50:35 
  
Paul, ok, I am a poet, but, I was not trying to be, my feelings just turned into poems.
Hugs.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-09 11:51:33 
  
Smilinirisheyes-...
Thank you, you just said my feelings are amazing.
I like that.
You are a sweetheart.
All Love..
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-09 11:53:12 
  
Excellent writing DS...
E
Posted by  Evetspordlaw  on 2008-10-10 07:14:31 
  
you had me
right after your first line
so much truth in this
and thought
plus self reflection
I love it
going to make a copy and pass it along
Posted by  roe  on 2008-10-10 11:08:11 
  
Evetspordlaw-...
Thank you kindly.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-10 11:49:49 
  
Roe-..
Thank you.
Reflection has such a pull on me...I think the mirror image is an old friend.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-10 11:53:24 
  
I see you! hahahahahahhaa!
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-12 04:28:50 
  
Starry-..
You see me?
....and
I thought I was doing such a good job of hiding.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-13 09:18:34 
  
hahahahhahah! i am going on my digues mission wanna join me? hahhha!
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-13 12:06:05 
  
The attachments that tie us to the world are born out of an untidy tangle of blaming others for our reactions, being dependent on them, wanting them to behave the way we want them to, etc. When we finally free ourselves of all these and accept with clarity that our reactions, feelings, wants, fantasies and what have you are all our projections and others are not responsible for them, and simultaneously that their reactions, etc., are their business and we don’t have to take responsibility for it, we start separating ourselves from others. We begin to cut the Gordian knot that ties us to people.

This is freedom. Enjoy it and savour it. It is very hard won. From now on, you will not be dependent on others; you will not be in their control. And therefore, you can reach out to them in friendliness and love.
Posted by  swarnmriga  on 2008-10-13 12:36:38 
  
hey you, i'm back, missed you, good to see you on form again.
i hope you are ok, i might be wrong but you seem a little grumpy from this post?
i expect i'm wrong.
hugs hon, xx
Posted by  missmarie  on 2008-10-14 20:18:23 
  
missmarie-...Grumpy is a nice word for it.
I missed you so much.
Is that your real face in the profile?
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-14 20:25:25 
  
swarnmriga-...
I always appreciate what you write to me.
Thank you.
You have an interesting mind.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-14 20:26:45 
  
Starry-...You know I am always in on your missions.
Can I use my finger mustache?
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-14 20:27:47 
  
hahhahahha! omg i have a video and we have our mustache,,,hahahhah! i so have to show you!
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-14 21:33:20 
  
You are my honeybunch, sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, you are my sweetie Pie
you are my cuppycake, gumdrop
snoogums-boogums, you are the apple of my eye
and i love you so and I want you to know
that ill always be right here
and i love to sing sweet songs to you
because you are so dear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lalalalalallalalallalal!!!
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-15 00:45:59 
  
Starry--.
I love you.
I love your silly sweet songs.
I cherish them!!
You make me sweet!
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-15 11:16:58 
  
hahahahhaha..i love you momma bear! grrrr..hahahhah! what are you doing? quick put you mustach on!! hahahah!
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-15 19:32:59 
  
wow what a gift you have with words... so profound..so provoking to creativity....thank you for letting the world enjoy....sheryl
Posted by  sheryl  on 2008-10-15 23:03:05 
  
Sheryl-..
What a memorable comment.
Thank you, made me smile.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-16 13:54:15 
  
Starry-...
I am just being me.
I love you.
You just want me to "growl" at you.
k'
Grrrrr!!!
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-16 13:56:07 
  
Hey did you see the pan with the bear i sent you? Grrrr,,hahahhahhah!
i saw it and i was like thats so cute! have you listen to the CD?come play a game//
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-17 00:26:36 
  
Starry-...
Yes the pen is propped up in a basket, with purple flowers wrapped around it...next to my desk...I can see it from where I sit.
I love it, so carefully carved out.
I have listened to the CD many times...it is in my car..I take you cruising with me.
My favorite is the "Shake Shake" song from Metro Station.
Jordon said you put a bunch of emo songs on it...hehe.
I loved it..I also like #1....I think it is The Killers.
I will be over to check out your game.
I love you.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-17 00:42:25 
  
hahahahahahah...when that song comes out "Shake , Shake " in the car me and my aunt always dance,,i yell to her.."Brisa it our song" shes like witch one we have so many ..hahahhahahhahahha!
#1 i think its the killers move away...i never got when people say "Emo"...weird..
Posted by  starryskye  on 2008-10-17 09:44:17 
  
Starry-..
He called me an emo!
hehe
He likes this pretty emo girl, so he wasn't putting you down.
He likes emo.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-17 10:45:48 
  
I think emo means -..emotional, that is what Mr. Smarty pants told me.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-10-17 10:47:17 
  


"Mouths bound up....from too much of nothing to say."

That line in particular got me.
Posted by  Larkin  on 2008-10-25 23:25:06 
  
Absolutely amazing writes. I am very touched by your passion and expression. I look forward to reading more. Hugs, Geneva
Posted by  gkc1968  on 2008-10-29 03:03:31 
  
"My soul has been full of confusion....lost within itself." I really liked that part. Great post.
Posted by  anonimo1922  on 2008-11-02 07:28:30 
  
Larkin-...
It is so good to see you here.
I like your new profile picture.
Nice face.
I know, isn't it hard to be so filled up with feelings, dying to be expressed, then one opens the mouth to find only chaos, and nothing to say?
Silence sometimes, is necessary.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-11-02 10:47:19 
  
gkc1968-...
Thank you Geneva.
What a generous comment.
Very nice to make your acquaintance.
Hugs back at you.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-11-02 10:49:04 
  
anonimo1922-...
We all can relate.
Don't you think?
Confusion of the soul, is actually an indication, that there is some kind of spiritual growth going on inside of us.
One day...we come crawling out of the shadows, and finally see the sun, reflecting the heat, that fuels our world.
Intense heat purifies.
It destroys the dross (waste), left on our souls.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-11-02 10:55:10 
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