Thoughts.com Blogs - Meeting Mr. Ego

View Blog

Meeting Mr. Ego

An urge to write from emotions- past, present, and dreams of the future.

Hiding behind this screen, I ponder -why I started writing in this journal in the first place.

I started seeking someone who could understand me.

Searching for like minds, to see if anyone knew how it felt -to be me.

Isolation in body has really done a number on my senses.

To be alone with your own thoughts.

To meet your Alter Ego- face to face.

He is handsome and suave...but holds no promises of freedom...

To let an alter ego exist, is to define slavery.

There can only be one leader in heart, or we become unstable in all of our ways.

Recluse heart saving fellowship for rare occasions.

Keeping one's own company and learning to appreciate it -is like meeting a new person.

To face what eats at our hearts.

'Tis to be free...

So many things that I cannot let go of, memories, scenarios, movie reel playing in my mind.

Soul Searching has really messed with my whole being.

It has changed me...those dark nights of the soul.

The only explanation for this fixation on ....The Questions of the Universe...??

Is, I am convinced that I have found a secret to Passionate Living.

Even in the pain of life....I can move in spirit....a graceful breeze.....blowing my soul in the wind.

Maybe the reason I spend my days thinking about theories, metaphors, analogies......that describe this feeling.....is because....Love Consumes Me.

The Love Mantra....

Is My Life...

Ripped out heart...

Bleeding for a Cause....

The breath of life- in me...

Urges me to speak the silent words upon my lips....by printing them for eyes to see....

A screaming whisper...

live...

love...

learn...

A forever muse within my spirit....

Posted by DifficultSoul on 2008-03-08 10:24:48 | Rating:

| Views: 249

Email This to a Friend

Print This Blog Post

Bookmark:

Permalink:

Blog Comments


		I, for one am so glad you did start writing all your thoughts and feelings on this site. Your words have taught me so much. YOU have taught me so much about myself and this world we live in. Never stop writing.xx
Posted by bubblydi on 2008-03-08 10:34:48


		first time reader...it kicks but.
Posted by Nutshell on 2008-03-08 11:46:19


		So many times you write what I have felt. I have felt these things before and it blows my mind whenever I read your stuff. Bless You! Blessed Be!
Posted by smilinirisheyes on 2008-03-08 18:02:28


		I LOVE YOUR PROS
Posted by necronomincon on 2008-03-09 11:03:35


		I'm glad you write DS. It gives me the chance to talk with a person that is more like me than most. It lets me to see that everyone is accepted. I liked what you said at the end: Live, Love, Learn. Learning is deffinately a part of life. all love
Posted by ReD_MooN on 2008-03-09 20:17:02


		You can't expect anyone to understand you unless you are absolutely certain you understand yourself. And I have found that the best way to understand something...or someone...is to keep it as simple as possible. When you add conditions...and complications...you are lost and have lost those whom you seek to know...and whom you desire to know you. It is my guess that you prefere to remain annonomous. In that sense, I have come to know you, because you are part of an elite and very small crowd. But don't expect anything more than what you desire.
Posted by thehughman1 on 2008-03-09 20:47:43


		you write the words and I read every word and relate to it to the extent that it could have been written by me. Obviously not as well put together. This explains ME. Guess there is someone who can relate to you.....
Posted by Deana on 2008-03-10 05:46:00


		You sure know how to live life, LftH. People will do well to follow your example. xx
Posted by Pauligan on 2008-03-10 06:26:32


		I think you have found a few people who understand you to some extent Miss J, and many more who try very hard to, but sometimes we need one person to understand us, and if they don't then we cannot be happy, i think hughman is right, you have to understand yourself completely before you can begin to explain and show who you truly are to another human being, and then i think we have to realise that for someone to truly understand everything about us, they have to be inside our mind, and in all honesty, we are the only ones who have the capability to know and understand ourselves, and i know most of the time, i don't understand myself i hope to one day i love you Miss J x
Posted by missmarie on 2008-03-10 15:35:57


		I always enjoy what you write. Keep it up.
Posted by Fancie on 2008-03-11 17:51:18


		Hay its been a while since I have talked to you latley.I am sooo glad to have your blogs to look fowared too.I think they are so...Meaningfull.
Posted by niceley123 on 2008-03-11 21:20:47


		DS -- I'm glad and blessed that you choose to share your thoughts and feelings with me. Every single one of your posts speaks to my heart and makes me feel not so alone in this world. Keep writing, your words speak volumes to many. Peace.
Posted by ColoradoDreamin on 2008-03-14 21:28:14


		I share the same thoughts as the rest of your groupies, I am so glad you write because your words have so much meaning and they talk directly to my soul. I have been real busy but I always check in on your posts even when I dont have time to write any comments. Bless you my friend and I hope you have a Happy Easter!!! Peace
Posted by trevorjohn on 2008-03-21 22:40:43


		You have written some words, that have shown logic. Hughman And MissMarie Have shown good points as well. But, I have a thought that keeps telling me that we will never Truly understand ourselves. What we might see ourselves now is by what we think of ourselves. I'm not sure If I'm correct or not, but think about it. People are clueless to think why life is so important to them. My question is, Why do we Live? Is it because we no nothing more? What do you think? I won't go any further. I might write a Blog right here. Lol
Posted by Blak_Kun on 2008-03-23 23:54:54