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I am My Own World


Did  you ever just lay in the moonlight and think about....the sky?

Looking up at the stars, sure gets me thinking about what -my life means to me.

All of my life, I  have felt something wonderful....deep within me.

Sort of like this gushing .... of life.

Like I had something to tell someone.

Maybe that is why I write...the stars...make me think....beyond..."right now."

There is a point we all come to in life -psychology teaches; Maslow's Hierarchy of  Human Needs.

If I recall correctly, there are 5 basic needs of the human psyche-soul.

Paraphrasing, the last need is -Self Actualization, which is basically the need to "feel" like our life has meaning.

I reached that point...at the age of eleven....with the beginning of my obsession....with my...."God Thoughts."

So many tend to seek this fulfillment of the human soul, by ....becoming...."Someone."

Many take the path of career seeking, some follow odd expression- such as sexual conquest, or some just drown all of this longing to be "someone"...with alcohol or drugs.

Always looking for a place to fit in.

If we could only realize, that we are all "someone."

If I cannot fit in somewhere, I make somewhere fit in with me.

It is a betrayal to the human soul....to not recognize self- worth...and to not look within ourselves for meaning to life.

So many worthless leaders...so many weak minded followers.

There are so many preaching "peachy love" and contentment and making it- the goal in life.

Give equal voice to the flip side of that concept of "Love."

Solid Foundation....

Embracing and facing reality.

This world...or -our lives are very complex....filled with many dual emotions.

Love includes- the whole rainbow array of -human emotions.

Our lives are like a Wicked Hurricane of Feelings

Speeding by at outrageous speed.

Life is a force....one that we have to really embrace daily...because it evolves daily....always with a destination.

Destination of Hurricane?....Destruction.

Being Created....to be Destroyed.

With a burying of a seed...the seed dies...and then is reborn...to give life to...something unrecognizable from it once was.

Seed becoming Life

To think....to reason.

Signs and Stories hide in all of nature.....to what life means.

Becoming someone...has already been done for each of us.

We are one Creation...

We are not in this world ...

The World ...is...."within us."

Can I scream it?

Where do we exist?

We exist here...in our minds.

These lil' words on the screen...is how...I am showing you- "mind"

So many lonely people...need someone else to make them whole.

Feeling the need to have someone save them.

So many religions- but only one God....

We do not need another savior....

The real meaning of Salvation is:
 
Realizing that this life has meaning....we are all connected...nobody is really alone.

It is a shame....anyone feels alone.

Solitude is my Salvation

I find out what really matters.

People matter...

Eternity speaks to me...one big melting pot...of the "minds."

To realize a more vast connection of the Human Race.

Getting all deep and theoretic here.....

A Melding of the Minds

The mind to me...is the soul

Soul Merging

To move within ourselves first....to meet our own souls.

A rendezvous-  with self.

Knowing ourselves...enables us to know another.

That is existence....

To adore...and to be adored.

The Kissing of the Ring

Honor

What happened to honor?

War would end..if we would all honor again.

The Desire to Change the World.

Since the world is within us...

We can change the world...by changing someone's mind.

I am going to change my world today....

Or...maybe  not....life is kind of peachy.






 

Posted by DifficultSoul on 2008-03-19 11:52:09 | Rating: | Views: 282


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Posted by
bubblydi
on 2008-03-20 04:04:22
 
I can not say anything to this.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
 

Posted by
angelwings
on 2008-03-20 05:07:02
 
:) yes...i know exactly what your talking about...i get this way when i look at the night sky too...and the eternal quest for self actualisation continues...maybe ill get there someday..till then..the peak experiences do it for me :)
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-21 02:34:26
 
bubblydiane-..
You just did.
I love you.
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-21 02:35:14
 
angelwings-..Eternal Quest...indeed.
 
 

Posted by
ColoradoDreamin
on 2008-03-21 14:54:48
 
Beautiful deep reflective post, DS.
To analyze it would take away from all the truth,
wisdom and beauty entailed here. Once again your words
have lifted my mind and spirit to higher ground.
Peace.
 
 

Posted by
ClodaxXIII
on 2008-03-21 21:14:01
 
miss me?
 
 

Posted by
trevorjohn
on 2008-03-21 22:42:15
 
You ROCK DS as always!!!
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-22 18:10:49
 
Coloradodreamin-..
Once again your comment has encouraged me and made the day brighter.
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-22 18:11:50
 
Clodax-..
I will only admit to missing you- if you admit missing me.
(smart aleck smile)
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-22 18:12:41
 
trevorjohn-..
I like that.
I rock.
Yeah.
Thank you...so do you.
 
 

Posted by
missmarie
on 2008-03-22 18:49:17
 
You do rock miss J
you owe me nothing honey
i love you too mwahhh x
 
 

Posted by
Faith
on 2008-03-25 18:25:01
 
That is a great, thought provoking post. I love everything you have written. It really helps.
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-25 20:31:17
 
missmarie-..
Yes I do owe you.
Love reaps Love.
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-25 20:32:40
 
Faith-..
Provoking thoughts -is provoking life.
Thank you for stopping by, and leaving words behind.
Nice to meet you my new friend.
 
 

Posted by
DemotedPrincess
on 2008-03-25 22:36:48
 
I love to love you hunny... brilliant
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-26 00:51:11
 
DemotedPrincess-..
Smashing comment.
Thank you.
 
 

Posted by
missmarie
on 2008-03-27 18:46:32
 
if i have helped in any way then that is all i need in return so *pokes tongue out*
love ya miss J xx
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-27 19:38:52
 
Greenersky-..
I locked myself out of a journal before...and the last thing I posted was some smart aleck drama....in the form of creative writing -as a mad woman.
hahaha...
I missed your great comments.
Welcome back.
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-27 19:40:52
 
MissZ-..
You have helped...you have been a patient confidante.
MissJ
 
 

Posted by
ReD_MooN
on 2008-03-28 00:23:39
 
Thank you for this awesome post DS. For some reason it made me think of the sea. That is where I truly found myself. The melodic crashing, pushing, pulling of water touched my soul deeply. It made me feel..... understood.
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-28 09:09:41
 
ReDMooN-..
The ocean is my church.
The sand- my pew...the crash of the wave -my sermon.
It preaches ..Life.
Everlasting Life....all waters run into each other...meeting at the sea.
As is..all of our lives...are connected in one expanse of layout.
A layout of Eternity.
 
 

Posted by
Mamacita925
on 2008-03-28 13:55:09
 
you have such a wonderful way with words.

You are truly amazing!
 
 

Posted by
prelude2it
on 2008-03-28 18:55:24
 
That was awesome. I know the feeling, as I have said before you are very enlightened. You also express yourself very well. Thanks.
 
 

Posted by
benventure
on 2008-03-30 03:18:26
 
isnt it always funny how the last thing is the most important
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-31 18:52:53
 
mamacita-...
So do you.
Your comment left a smile on my face, and warmth in my heart.
Thank you.
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-31 20:03:30
 
prelude2it-..
Thank you.
Enlightened...is just us- embracing the Light of Love.
Peace!
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-03-31 20:04:33
 
benventure-..
Yes, that is why we should read backwards?
hehe
Peace Benny boy, I have missed you.
Like your pic.
 
 


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