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Deeper Love


Head in the clouds.

Trying to find a way to reach you.

My skin beads drops of divine water, in the form of perspiration on my neck.

I held a flower in my hand today, and picked off the petals to see, if you loved me.

To be loved deeper than my fleshly covering.

To be known and loved for what is in my heart.

I bleed my heart- for you to take in and cherish.

Some embrace it, and some reject the very essence of who I am.

To be known from the inside out.

You read my thoughts, can you love me for those alone?

My existence rests in what pours from my lips.

My heart put into print for all to see.

I have been "loved" for the skin I wear.

Superficial love is what I call it.

To be loved for my heart.

The one who holds the stars in place, is the only one who has loved me in the manner I describe.

To be loved

To truly be loved

To be loved for my obsessed...divine driven mind.

Seeking...for this kind of love in man, is futile.

I was once on a quest for My Adam...to My Eve.

I found out, that no one can truly love me like this....but one.

The one with those beautiful black eyes, the eyes I see the rainbow in....is my true love.

If only a man could love me, like the divine loves me.

To be chased through life, to the ends of the earth, by my love, if he had flesh.

To be loved as one loves a child, yet, with a passion that is tangible.

To finally feel that passion in the flesh, would be my paradise.

My Garden of Eden.

To be loved for me.




Posted by DifficultSoul on 2008-02-22 22:42:23 | Rating: | Views: 192


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Posted by
Hollis
on 2008-02-22 23:44:17
 
I get to be the first to post....DS, you are an example of the Love only God has giving us so freely..You inspire so many of us to challenge ourselves to become One of True Love for others....
Thank you for all you do in spreading such a great love that is undeniable...
Hugs and Much Love to you .
 
 

Posted by
thehughman1
on 2008-02-23 00:40:50
 
Only God knows you from the inside out...no man is able...unless you give it to him.

You cannot expect a mere human to know what only God does...unless you give it to him.

Stop waiting...and start giving!!!
 
 

Posted by
thehughman1
on 2008-02-23 00:46:56
 
Sometimes being in love with another means we have to make ourselves completely vulnerable...and that's what usually stops us...because when we make our selves vulnerable, we become afraid. But that's the beauty of love...not that you received it 100%...but that you were courageous enough to give it 100% and hope that it returned to you in kind.
 
 

Posted by
prelude2it
on 2008-02-23 00:59:55
 
That's amazing, I think that's what most people are searching for. I know that I am. Thanks for putting it into words.
 
 

Posted by
scotslad60
on 2008-02-23 09:31:22
 
Well said. True altruistic love is love so deep that we, as mortals could not stand it, but that is why we only get it when we are in the right place to receive it.

Namaste
 
 

Posted by
bubblydi
on 2008-02-23 09:32:46
 
To be loved like that would be just complete heaven.xx.
 
 

Posted by
trevorjohn
on 2008-02-24 08:49:21
 
Why is love so complicated? or are we just making it that way?
Men and women are hard wired differently, if you find a man that thinks like we do, gets vulnerable and wants to feel love deeply they are gay!!!!!


 
 

Posted by
memanny
on 2008-02-24 22:24:34
 
as you are
from a distance
a heart beat
soars through the clouds
drumming to reach you
can you hear?
listen
it comes
a common man
behind it
 
 

Posted by
missmarie
on 2008-02-25 21:21:06
 
I love your mind and you heart as i have never seen your flesh, your heart and soul are all i know
and i love those things in you

hugs miss J, this is beautiful
sweet dreams xxxx
 
 

Posted by
ColoradoDreamin
on 2008-02-26 15:04:08
 
To be loved divinely by a human.
To be a divine lover of another.
You, DS, have shown me the way to
a deeper kind of love.
You have taught me to look at the soul
and not the body ... the inside and not the outside.
Your mind, soul and spirit are most precious
and beautiful to me.
I love you from the inside out.
My prayer is that God allows you to feel
and accept how others love you.
Peace.
 
 

Posted by
keepdreaming
on 2008-02-27 23:40:23
 
It's so funny Difficult Soul, I can read these posts and become overwelmed by emotions. Some fill me with so much love I could burst, and others bring tears streaming down my cheeks. Sometimes I log in to find people have left some of the most precious comments on my posts, and I think, I truly love these people. It doesn't matter if they are male or female. They touch my heart and bring so much joy to my life, and not one of them have I ever met. So just imagine how important, and how loved you are to soooo many poeple that log on everyday looking forward to sharing their day with you. You have found devine love in abundance...all accepting...never judging...always forgiving, and forever. God Bless!!!
 
 

Posted by
Pauligan
on 2008-03-02 20:46:05
 
You are so beautiful in heart, LftH. I think you will end up in your garden of Eden. xx
 
 


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