| DifficultSoul's Blog Comments |
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Hope on 2007-09-29 08:58:38 |
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This is wonderful Paul.
Everytime I see a little boy with a cowboy hat..I will grin and think of you.
I wanted to be an Indian when I grew up. My dad did not let us be Indians like we should have been.
He actually banned me from any of the Indian religion.
That made me sad.
I wanted to be the Chief.
Can you imagine me today walking around in a feathered headdress today?
I also wanted to be a famous preacher/writer for God.
I get to blog instead.
I found out that I am too self conscious to stand in front of an audience. I discovered I could only be comfortable in front of children in a public speaking forum.
Now picture me in a headdress preaching to children.
Hey that sounds like a good Sunday School lesson.
Dreams are just ideas that we have in life.
Life is not about getting all that we want.
It is when we do not get what we want..is the time we learn and grow the most.
In a Spiritual sense.
Scripture says that hardship is good for our characters.
I never liked that idea...because I thought it would be nicer if we became our best when all of our wild imaginations came true.
You figure it out.
I have tried.
I just know..that not having everything I wanted...keeps me being thankful for what I do have.
Good post.
You make me think...like way too much.
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Sexual Preference on 2007-09-29 08:27:56 |
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Frankly-..
The only thing that turns me on sexually..is me live..with someone I love.
I have watched enough 'stuff'..to know that for sure.
It embarrasses me.
It is like walking in on someone in the bathrooom.
hehe
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Sexual Preference on 2007-09-28 09:54:07 |
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This is really a touchy subject.
Even for me.
I know Scripture mentions it being an abomination...being with the same sex..in one chapter...but I truly believe that the abomination was against the Idolatry that it caused. No one was truly being loving..they were just being lustful. The lust took over the love feelings that God wanted in a sexual relationship. The sex became their God.
Sort of how it is today with the Gay parades...it is all the focus..the sex.
Sex is just sex without love.
In heterosexuals and in homosexuals.
I think that sexual preference is a choice.
Just like I may like chocolate and you may like strawberry.
Religion may stone me...but they already tried..and I am not dead yet.
But...some of my favorite people in the world are gay.
My Auntie Pearl...and one of my sisters had chosen for a period in their lives, to be with a woman.
It did not change their lovely hearts.
God judges us by what lives in us...love or hate.
I also agree with your statement about how people talking out and against something -that it is a very soft spot for them.
My blogs are like that...I write about what is in me.
People talk about what is in them..usually the harshest against what they do not like about themselves.
Good entry Paul.
I think it is all a choice.
Our choices do live in our conscience...if you feel bad about being gay...then you probably are not.
If you have no problem with it..you probably are.
Always follow peace.
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Is Blogging an Addiction? on 2007-09-28 09:24:16 |
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Blogging is more than an addiction for me.
It is Passion.
I could never really give it up.
It is an outlet for this passion that I have had all of my life.
I do not look for acceptance in blogging..I look to share it with all I meet here like this.
Some might just call it blogging.
I call it reaching the depths of the human soul.
My life is my family..and writing in these forums.
I would never give it up...ever.
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| Posted in
What now?? on 2007-09-28 09:10:40 |
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Just tell him how you really feel.
Just like you told me here in your entry.
Just be honest.
It is that easy.
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School :S on 2007-09-28 09:08:53 |
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I think an invited speaker should be able to say what they had prepared.
We learn through all sorts of ideas..not just the ideas that we agree with.
I think it was rude also.
It turning into a debate of sorts sounds like an interesting learning experience.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-28 09:04:29 |
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feizhoujeep-..
Giggling at me are you?
Good.
I love smiles and laughter.
I still adore your comments.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-28 09:03:27 |
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auzloz-..
Thank you.
1 Corinthians is one of my favorite books in Scripture.
I call it the Love Chapter.
It was beautiful.
I loved it.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-28 09:01:45 |
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Bubblydi-..
Good..remember.
Flowers need Sunshine and Rain to grow.
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hi there on 2007-09-28 09:00:11 |
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Hello Shiraz...
Do I know you?
hehe.
Yes..I think I already do.
Thanks for making the effort to befriend me.
I think we both just found a new friend.
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being a mum on 2007-09-28 08:58:50 |
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Being a mum is an honor.
It is the best thing in life I have experienced.
Our children give us such pure and unconditional love.
There is no love like it.
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ANGEL CONTINUED on 2007-09-28 08:57:09 |
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I am so sorry for your pain.
Can I ask her name?
Here is a hug.
No mother should have to bury their child.
I am so sorry.
I cannot even imagine how this might feel.
It sure must be painful.
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my angel on 2007-09-28 08:52:41 |
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You know.
I really do believe she is living an angel's life.
She got to miss out on this hard world.
She may have made your life easier here on earth...with her love.
But..she never had to struggle with life....ever.
She is one who will have known eternal peace.
The rest of us will have this hard world to remember.
This is a beautiful tribute to her.
Did you really name her Angel?
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my guardian angel on 2007-09-28 08:47:37 |
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This is a beautiful and touching poem.
It brings hope.
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my guardian angel on 2007-09-28 08:46:47 |
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Angels...
You are a sweet lil' angel yourself.
Your sweet comments make me feel like I am hearing angel whispers.
Thank you for all of your support and comments.
I guess it is time to flutter around your page....and return the love.
Peace sweet girl.
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| Posted in
I Am You You Are Me on 2007-09-28 08:34:07 |
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feizhoujeep-..
I love peace and pleasure.
May you never lose that feeling ...may they live in your heart forevermore.
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I Am You You Are Me on 2007-09-28 08:31:37 |
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Ben-...
Hehe.
Whatever it takes for us to realize.
Bring it on.
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I Am You You Are Me on 2007-09-28 08:29:24 |
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BubblyDi-..
Thank you.
You are a true friend.
Life would never be the same without you now.
We share the same wings ...I think.
hehe.
Peace
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I Am You You Are Me on 2007-09-28 08:26:53 |
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JD-...
Never be sorry.
Music inspires my writing.
So I am not surprised about what you just said.
Actually a Depeche Mode song..called I AM You...inspired this blog.
Those are beautiful lyrics.
Thank you for sharing them.
Peace.
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I Am You You Are Me on 2007-09-27 22:21:27 |
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Deb-..
It does feel good to realize that there are no real misfits in life.
We all fit in..exactly as we should.
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I Am You You Are Me on 2007-09-27 22:19:20 |
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Paul-..
Our bodies isolate us but our spirits know that we are all one.
Yes Paul..I think we all eventually come to know it.
Even if it takes until we are on our last breath...on that last breath..we will know it.
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I Am You You Are Me on 2007-09-27 22:16:44 |
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scotslad60-..
Namaste.
You taught me that word.
I love new words.
Fancy one..thank you.
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I Am You You Are Me on 2007-09-27 22:15:20 |
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feizhoujeep-..
It is good to know you.
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| Posted in
excited on 2007-09-27 16:30:42 |
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Have fun sweet Di.
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| Posted in
My interviews with O.J. Simpson in 1995 and 2007 on 2007-09-27 16:03:11 |
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Hehe.
OJ...you keep all your interviews?
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That's for sure on 2007-09-27 14:21:55 |
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I am fine and I will always be here when you are done resting.
Do you need a lullabye?
Shhh..if you are really quiet and close your eyes..you can hear me singing one for you.
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A drop of rain drops on my lips. on 2007-09-27 14:18:48 |
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Sofa!
I wish I could have sat beside you under that tree.
I wrote a story years ago about a man sitting under a tree.
He was a very wise man.
He was there contemplating life.
He was a Scholar.
If only I could sit beneath the tree.
The tree of Life.
That was the theme of that story.
Your lovely poem reminded me of it.
Your last comment that left me speechless?
It was the best comment I have ever had.
I responded to you apologizing for it.
Never be sorry.
I love every comment you leave, especially that one.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-27 11:02:57 |
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feizhoujeep-..
I loved the comment.
Had to bring myself down from the happy high of what you said.
I think it was one of the best comments that I have ever received.
Never be sorry for it.
I will cherish it always.
I take my writing very seriously.
I also adore literature.
Thank you again.
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ANGRY AND UPSET on 2007-09-27 00:25:13 |
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You may want to let the Thoughts.com staff know that you did not receive the E-mail.
Try giving them an alternate E-mail address.
I hope you get back in.
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| Posted in
I just want to vomit on 2007-09-26 23:58:05 |
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What a sad sad story.
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Just Curious on 2007-09-26 23:50:54 |
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Life is tough.
You are never too young to figure that out.
Welcome to adulthood...I think you are pretty much seeing it through adult eyes now.
I need to toughen you up.
Have any boxing gloves?
(Smiling)
Welcome to LIFE kiddo.
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Dreams on 2007-09-26 23:47:59 |
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I could give you thousands of reasons to dream...but that would take a mighty long time.
So I will give you just one.
If you quit dreaming...you will feel like you do now...but 10 times more in the intensity.
You are what you think.
Think yourself into enjoying the life that you have now.
The best dream to have is...to enjoy the life you have been given.
Contentment.
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Fading Into the background. on 2007-09-26 22:33:16 |
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Just checking on you Heizo.
I have not seen you around.
I keep a look out for your comments ...just not on my page..but on other's also.
You have something to say.
Say something.
Miss you.
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Change on 2007-09-26 22:06:50 |
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Oh it was not me to tell off Bede's rude guy.
I told off Ghengis John.
It was JD..she was speaking of who defended her.
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Change on 2007-09-26 22:01:57 |
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I like change, I am moving to a new state. I look forward to change.
I think I am a gypsy or something.
Who me? Chasing a guy off to Mexico?
Hehe. Who?
I tell off a lot of rude guys.
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| Posted in
Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-26 21:48:38 |
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feizhoujeep-..
That comment left me speechless.
It took me hours to even say that.
Thank you.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-26 21:44:49 |
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Geoisme-..
Thank you.
You taught me a new word today.
Hyperbole.
Nice comment.
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Heart Rhythm on 2007-09-26 13:20:14 |
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That is more like it.
I see some of that True Love here.
You shine when you think within yourself.
You need no other person in life to live and appreciate life.
It is a gift...Life is a Gift.
You have to toughen up a bit and roll with the punches.
You may even get punched a few more times romantically before you marry.
Be comfortable in your own skin always..like you are in this entry.
Show this side to the ones you are romantically interested in.
Fall in love with yourself first.
That will will be your first impression...that you are self assured.
That is attractive.
That will help your heart heal.
You are not broken...
Just a bit bruised.
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Simplicity on 2007-09-26 13:08:44 |
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Sad thing is..you will probably always love her.
We are here to find Love.
There is a higher love ...than romantic love.
It gives you the will to live.
It gives you self respect and dignity.
It gives you a bit of arrogance and conceit.
It gives you hope that you do not regret.
It replaces damaged emotions with beautiful pain.
It gives you purpose and strength in life.
It includes self love.
Until you find your true romantic love.
Seek and hold on to True Love.
Peace.
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Strange, stranger, strangest on 2007-09-26 12:56:52 |
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I left you a comment back on my entry.
I just had to see where you were.
You are in a hard place right now.
Any relationship is hard..but an on-line one is even harder.
I have experienced it.
Coming from a woman's point of view.
Be harder to get.
Women like a bit of a challenge to win a man's heart.
Have you ever heard of women loving bad boys?
It is not the badness we like about them. It is the seemingly unavailability that makes us so interested.
Did you ask yourself why she started the conversation?
It is because you ignored her...and it made her interested.
Not to ignore her every single time..but just enough to make her think you could live without her.
Since she made it clear she wants nothing serious ....give her just that.
Even if you have to force your fingers to stop the I Love you and want to be a couple talk.....do it.
Be friendly casual to her.
Be this way until she starts the romantic talk.
I am not promising it will win her love forever....but it may make her think differently.....and if it does not...maybe you will be able to move on.
Peace.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-26 11:33:13 |
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LifeWithOutHer-..
Ahh..Unrequieted Love.
I am so sorry you dear heart.
I wish I could take the pain.
Sometimes we lose romantic love.
It seems that you love her deeper than just sexually.
No one can take your love her..not even her by rejecting your romantic feelings for her.
Form a new way to love her.
Truly love her.
See what makes her happy, and wish that for her.
If you truly love her...you would want her to be content in life.
Sometimes we get our hearts broken.
And it truly never heals...but the pain does subside gradually.
Seek your true romantic love...one that loves you in that way.
We have all been rejected.
I know the deep pain you feel over losing her..I know it well.
NO one can take your love for her.
Be creative and show her.
Be her best friend in the world.
Stop trying to be with her sexually.
Truly love her if she lets you in to her life in anyway.
May you find one who cherishes you.
Peace.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-26 11:21:35 |
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loveBites-..
Chocolate is my most favorite pleasure in this world.
I eat chocolate almost every single day.
Paul-...
I think you have a chocolate fan.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-26 11:18:39 |
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Di-..
You mean I have two bubblydis'?
I love it.
Sorry that you cannot access your other writing.
You should ask the thougts.com staff.
They may issue you a new password.
Did you water your flowers today?
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where does the Loyalty Lie? on 2007-09-25 23:46:57 |
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I have 4 sisters.
Enough said.
I have been there.
Writing and getting it out helps alot.
I wrote so many blogs about one of my sisters...she read them too.
We kind of had a blog war for awhile.
I finally surrendered.
White flag...now I hide from her.
I know...I know.
Peace.
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The Rebound on 2007-09-25 23:14:05 |
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Ouch.
Sorry.
Rebounds to soothe a broken heart ...is like putting hot pudding on a burn!
There is life beyond romantic love.
You do not need a man to be happy.
hehe.
How many times have you heard that?
Then why in the heck does being in love with one...make everything seem better?
Pauligan has good theories on chemistry..sounds as if you do too.
A real element you say?
What would we call it on the periodic table?
Ag is silver?
Au is gold?
How about...Pu...for love stinks.
hehe.
Just trying to cheer you.
Do not give up.
Mr. Chemistry is somewhere out there in his white lab coat.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-25 22:57:39 |
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Paul-..
Good..I will be counting on you being there.
If you melted into my soul...we would be one big chocolatey mess.
Bring a Hershey bar if you do.
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| Posted in
Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-25 22:55:42 |
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loveBITES-..
Why thank you, dear bitten one.
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| Posted in
Love is Reality on 2007-09-25 19:51:11 |
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The Wanderer-..
I think that anybody taking money for sharing the love of God...should be locked up.
Scripture even says that Christ told his disciples to take no purses. They did not ask for money for sharing the love of God. They accepted gifts and hospitality in return for their mission.
Jesus himself lived like a homeless man.
I think religion has turned into a stinking rotting business.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-25 19:43:05 |
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Shiraz..
I told my almost 18 year old son that line.
He looked at me kind of strange...then smiled.
Maybe I started too late. hehe
Peace.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-25 19:38:55 |
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Shiraz-..
Love never gives up
Love cares more for others than for self
Love doesn't want what it doesn't have
Love is not rude or haughty
Doesn't have a swelled head
Deosn't force itself upon others
Isn't always "me first"
Doesn't fly off the handle
Doesn't keep score of the sins of others
Doesn't revel when others grovel
Takes pleasure in the flowering of the Truth.
Puts up with anything
Trusts God always
Always looks for the best
Never looks back
But keeps going to the End
That is Love
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-25 15:22:23 |
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Thank you Di.
That makes me very happy.
Isn't it wonderful to feel lost?
It makes Love seek us out until it finds us.
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Love's Deepest Secret on 2007-09-25 14:48:19 |
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Di-....
You have beautiful writing.
You are a poet.
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Sing Devotion to you on 2007-09-25 12:24:59 |
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That is not a stupid dream.
Way back in ancient Biblical history...minstrels were ranked with the priests.
Music is human love and emotion expressed.
It is the most beautiful gift to mankind.
The title of Minstrel sounds honorable.
She will be one lucky girl....one lucky girl.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-25 12:14:20 |
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feizhoujeep-..
Happiness is good.
But so are all of the other emotions.
They make us complete.
I just love how you phrase things.
It is so very charming.
Like..my mama's urging me to sleep.
So very charming.
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Waiting, waiting, waiting.... on 2007-09-25 02:23:25 |
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Haha.
That is so funny, yet so true.
I find myself doing the same.
When I catch it...I put myself to some task.
We are strange creatures of habit.
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Living to work or working to live? on 2007-09-25 02:21:58 |
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That is why I stay home.
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| Posted in
Making love vs f**king on 2007-09-25 02:20:41 |
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Sex without love...
is just a bodily function.
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| Posted in
True Beauty on 2007-09-25 02:18:30 |
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Ugly is not only skin deep.
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| Posted in
Champaign, Tango & Baby Jason on 2007-09-25 02:00:39 |
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Happy baby Birthday.
Sounds like you know how to enjoy life.
Cheers.
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| Posted in
Starting over... on 2007-09-25 01:30:48 |
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Never settle for someone who makes you feel like you are begging for love.
Nobody deserves that.
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Mental health day... on 2007-09-25 01:25:51 |
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Life is a state of mind.
We choose our moods.
Stay on your meds..unless a doctor says to stop...but I think more than half of depression cases are a direct cause of our thinking patterns.
Change the way you think.
Think on the good things in your life...not just the bad.
You are what you think.
Try it.
Train your brain to think on lovely things in your life.
Think of some mantras that make you happy.
Think on them when you feel pulled into the pits of depression.
Steer your mind away from those thoughts that bring you pain.
Think yourself happy.
It works for me.
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The end... on 2007-09-25 01:19:31 |
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If you look at it differently...hunting for your true love could be an adventure.
Buy some new outfits...pamper yourself..have fun...make dates with friends...go out.
Maybe all of that will make you feel not so lonely.
On a trip...half the fun is getting there.
Cyber hug for you.
Sorry for your pain...use the energy from it...and find a passion in living.
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Unhappy.... on 2007-09-25 01:14:57 |
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Pain is good for you.
It builds character.
Go to the mall with all that cash..you may meet someone there.
Try being social..talk to people.
You could be POOR and ALONE.
At least you have some money.
Peace.
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Sunday's go to quickly on 2007-09-24 22:47:48 |
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And we call it partying.
haha.
I party now..with some tea.
Keeps me not sorry in the morning.
At least you can still have your pizza..and you can eat it too.
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Its a nothing day on 2007-09-24 22:44:38 |
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I hope for the best for you.
That would be a really hard thing to have weighing on your mind.
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my life so far.... on 2007-09-24 22:40:42 |
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All of that pain has made you very compassionate toward your children.
Makings of a very good mother.
If it is any consolation...you still shine.
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Déjà vu on 2007-09-24 21:37:48 |
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I live in Deja Vu land.
Sometimes even closer to the twilight zone.
I dream of rooms often.
There are two in particular...that stood out to me...because I came across them in real life.
Standing in one of them....was so like the twilight zone...and at the same time..I could see it in my dream in my memory.
It was a bright yellow room...which is extra rare..who paints anything bright yellow, but the sunshine?
The other room ....the blue room..was pretty amazing too..it had the same view out the same window.
Freaky....but very interesting to me.
I wonder if I could dream of a designer bag tonight.
I need a new one.
Peace.
Thanks for the video.
I put it in my links.
It is like a gift to me.
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Are you mad at God? on 2007-09-24 21:18:53 |
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This was wonderful Deb.
Such sincere honesty in it.
I know what it feels like to be mad at God.
I argue with him regularly.
I am kind of grateful that he does not argue back in an audible voice.
Remember when Jacob wrestled with God in Scripture..and would not give up until God blessed him?
God had to break his hip to put him down.
Well, I box with God in Spirit...and he has not broken anything yet.
I am still waiting.
He finally just imprinted upon my heart...Sometimes the ANSWER to prayer...is a NO.
God gets the blame for so much..in all reality..it is just life..and consequences of human behavior that hurt us so much.
Good thing he is a good sport.
I would be mad if I had to take the blame for all of the idiotic behavior of humans...and worldly tragedy.
But, I see where you are coming from..I have thought too...God COULD stop all of the bad things in the world.
If he did though....life would cease to exist...the good and bad.. is part of the big picture.
Good post Deb.
You made me think.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-24 21:07:17 |
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AussieBloke-...
Ahh.. some new blood from down under..I assume by the screenname?
I like your comments...we do give people way too much power over our emotions.
I say..keep the power within.
Thanks for your input...and welcome.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-24 21:02:58 |
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Deb-...
I was just thinking of you in the car today...listening to FishFM.
Blogging and responding to comments is not work for me.
It is my favorite pass time.
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Sing Devotion to you on 2007-09-24 19:51:08 |
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I loved the video.
So sweet you are.
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Sing Devotion to you on 2007-09-24 19:48:43 |
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You will surely find a girl to spend your life with.
Romantic minds like yours could never make it through life alone...any woman in her right mind would make sure of it.
I even bet after this entry...some young lass will look at you differently.
Women love talk like this.
Remember that..words win hearts of women!
You loved your wife even before you met her...how very romantic.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-24 16:48:20 |
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Shiraz-..
I am glad to hear that you LOVE yourself. Your nan was a wise woman.
We are all the best.
What a wonderful thing to tell a child.
Not every child hears such lovely words.
I hope they hear them now.
No one should feel that way...but so many of us do.
I like that...
I am the best...and no one is better than me.
We need a bumper sticker for that line.
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Amomaly on 2007-09-24 16:32:35 |
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I think I will take the chance to come and visit you.
I can always fix my computer..you cannot be replaced.
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Well, I never thought I'd hear myself say that! on 2007-09-24 16:26:05 |
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I will never say.."I like beets,"
That is the only food I will not eat.
A picture in the freezer?
Maybe someone wanted to freeze that memory in time.
I am expecting cupcakes while I sleep tonight.
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| Posted in
Anyone want cupcakes on 2007-09-24 16:22:28 |
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Lemon cake with chocolate frosting.
Yummy!
Bede..you woke up my sweet tooth.
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Not much! on 2007-09-24 16:20:57 |
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I love how you stop to enjoy the simple things in life.
I think they are the most wonderful things in the world.
So many take the beautiful sky scenes for granted.
Each one- each day ...is different.
Like a painting on display for the world to see.
Give your mom a hug today...I would do anything to be able to hold my mom in my arms today.
I lost her in my early twenties. I refuse to even remember the year or date.
You are so very blessed to have yours there for you still.
Nothing replaces a mother's love.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-24 16:15:02 |
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Bede-..
I do not know about wise...but it sure feels good to be called that.
I prayed for almost a year straight..awhile back...to gain wisdom above all things.
I was at a time in my life when I did not know which way to turn.
If I have become wise..then it is about time!
I thought the answer to my prayer might have been NO.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-24 16:10:35 |
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feizhoujeep-
Love is my religion.
I am glad that you like it.
I look forward to all of your comments.
They give me a spark.
Never have been someone's habit.
I kind of like it.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-24 16:05:17 |
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Benventure-..
Yes I get your line of thinking.
We can help patch each other up with our own experiences...we are like a covering to each other..a patchwork covering.
The bad never seemed so bad...until we tasted the good.
Good ...bad...no difference.
Everyday is like Sunday.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-24 16:00:59 |
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BubblyDi-..
You sure know how to make someone feel good about themselves.
When you have been through the fire...it is easy to preach with the smoke rolling off of you.
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You have to see this. on 2007-09-24 12:31:25 |
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Wow..this is just what I wrote my blog about this morning.
It was beautiful.
Thanks for sharing.
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Rejection Gave Me a Conceited Grin on 2007-09-24 11:28:28 |
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Paul-..
Maybe we were meant to lose it for awhile.
Maybe it is the only way to build a strong character.
It sure has given me a nice hard coating around my once touchy feelings.
Thanks Paul...
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The words just flow.. on 2007-09-24 10:00:53 |
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Welcome.
I like this place much better than MySpace too.
MySpace just seemed a place to try and get famous or something.
The simple things in life do end up being the most beautiful.
Honest people are the best people...I already like you just because you used the word.
Peace.
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does anyone really notice? on 2007-09-23 22:09:07 |
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I just listened to you.
None of us are hopeless causes.
As long as we have breath left in us..there is hope.
Let me teach you to love yourself.
Then you will always have someone to care about you.
I am compelled to write about love.
Come on over and let me harden your heart...then it will not ache so much.
Peace.
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A good day on 2007-09-23 10:33:24 |
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I think your light would shine from any place that you were friend.
You have never come across as depressed or negative.
Your light warmed me up on many occasions.
Peace.
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ugh not again on 2007-09-23 10:20:20 |
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Just checking on you lil' one.
Hope all is well.
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random stuff on 2007-09-23 01:34:50 |
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True love does exist.
Just be careful where you look for it.
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Waiting.... on 2007-09-23 01:32:13 |
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Ahhh....don't mention love!
It bites us all at least once in our lives.
What did you learn from this heartbreak?
I hope that you learned that you do not deserve that treatment.
I know how you feel now...but soon..you will want to kick yourself..and say..'Why did I put up with that garbage?'....and you may even be a little angry at yourself.
Use this to grow...do not take bitterness with you from this ...take a lesson in life.
Hearts were meant to be broken...
That means..love can come along and mend them again.
Chase love...it heals a broken heart.
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At work... on 2007-09-23 01:24:04 |
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I agree...whoever came up with the concept of work....ought to be hung by their toes!
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Am I naive? on 2007-09-23 01:21:30 |
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You have every right to be upset.
If you feel this way now...just imagine if you married him?
If he acts this way while dating...in marriage it would be ten times worse.
It seems to me that he is using work as an excuse not to be intimate with you.
Do not settle for these feelings..that his type of love gives you.
You sound so miserable and sad.
I am so sorry.
I hope you are not offended...but I would say RUN!
He sounds sneaky!
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Lonely daze on 2007-09-23 01:15:40 |
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Sounds like he is very inconsiderate of your feelings.
Sounds like you are looking for love in all the wrong places.
Dating would help you solve your problem.
Whatever you do..do not take his rejection personally.
Sometimes we just have to move on to find the right one.
If I were you..I would not wait one more night on his calls.
Life is too short to have to beg for attention from anyone.
Chase your dreams of having a family.
It is not too late.
Peace.
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Dreams on 2007-09-22 17:45:30 |
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Feizhoujeep..
I was spiritually blind once.
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Dreams on 2007-09-22 17:42:34 |
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TheWanderer-..
True..our dreams were similar, not exactly the same.
Dreams are a very interesting subject.
They make us face things sometimes that we would not even admit while awake.
Mine do that to me.
They test my character to the deepest level.
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-22 17:15:34 |
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TheWanderer-..
The testing is where I learned many life lessons.
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-22 17:07:50 |
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Feizhoujeep-..
I love how you encourage others.
Sweet!
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-22 17:04:51 |
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BubblyDi-...
I think you already have your wings.
Look behind you.
Angel...they grew back.
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WOW...Nothing about the Phil thing, kinda need thi on 2007-09-22 10:37:10 |
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I think you solved the mystery.
You asked yourself this question before.
Do you deserve this?
You are only treated the way you let yourself be treated.
If this is your response to him cheating..you being afraid of confrontation...why should he stop?
He gets to have both of you.
I can't see you settling for that.
Can you?
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wow......not sure what to think...feel on 2007-09-22 10:31:01 |
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To be a fool for love?
I think we have all been there.
If you cannot trust him...can you ever really be happy with him?
I am so sorry, your head must just be spinning with scenarios.
Ahhh...don't mention love..I would hate the strain and pain again.
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How i grew to HATE my sister on 2007-09-22 10:20:35 |
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There is a fine line between love and hate.
You have to love someone first, in order to hate them.
Hate is love on Fire.
If you were totally indifferent to your sister..like not caring at all with no emotion?...I would be worried.
You still obviously care for her very much to write with this much passion for her.
Just because you did not cry for her, does not mean you do not want to.
This entry was a crying out for her.
Forgiveness would be a gift to you, not her.
Forgive your sister...and cry.
Peace.
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fights on 2007-09-22 10:07:27 |
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Someone imitating you is the best form of flattery.
Maybe she copies you because she admires you?
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A good day on 2007-09-21 19:42:15 |
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I am glad you got out of the house.
It is good for you to be out..that way you can share your kindness.
The world needs more lovely people like you in it...do not hide your light away.
Helping someone sure does feel good.
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That day,i missed the autumn on 2007-09-20 13:34:32 |
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Sofa!
This made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
Your poetry has a nice culture shock flair.
hehe.
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HAPPY MID AUTUMN DAY on 2007-09-20 07:25:10 |
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What a lovely poem.
I am very impressed.
I loved the myth originating thousands of years ago...
Lovely poem.
The Festival sounds so elegant.
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Addiction on 2007-09-20 07:20:32 |
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We all need to find something to be addicted to that is good for us.
Like, why can't we be addicted to vegetables?
Or why can't we be addicted to smiling?
Or something good.
Coffee is good!
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-20 07:08:47 |
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Benventure-..
The Angel's bell is ringing fine...her wings grew back...they always do.
Good days look much better after experiencing a sad one.
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-20 07:05:14 |
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Liger-..
I have asked myself that question many times. Why do I like to write about sadness?
I have an answer. It helps others overcome it...that is why.
If you are not in that state now..you would not understand it.
There is a healing process when you can see someone else go through so much pain and come out of it with a smile.
I was actually venting someone else's pain here...I was the one talking to the Angel.
On the other hand...I have been the Angel stomping my wings into the ground.
It is called creative writing...to make people think.
Peace.
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god does exist on 2007-09-18 15:35:57 |
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I also believe in rude jerks...they invaded your page!
I apologize for their ignorance on Love.
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god does exist on 2007-09-18 15:33:29 |
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What a shame...such hateful comments.
I believe in the big invisible God named Love.
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-18 15:25:47 |
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Feizhoujeep-..
I have many Morrissey videos in my links.
My favorite of all Morrissey is..Trouble Loves Me...then..The More You Ignore Me...then..You Have Killed Me....
I could go on for days..he wrote many songs.
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-18 15:23:46 |
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I meant..I enjoy telling OFF..hateful people.
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-18 15:23:12 |
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LadiLucifer-..
You are welcome.
I enjoy telling of hateful people.
I thorouhgly enjoy it.
Peace.
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Frienship on 2007-09-18 13:05:52 |
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Can I be your friend?
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This is the hardest thing I've ever had to post on 2007-09-18 12:19:38 |
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Sorry...I just had to defend you from that cruel idiot.
Emotional pain...cuts deeper than any physical laceration.
May you find a healing balm for the pain.
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This is the hardest thing I've ever had to post on 2007-09-18 12:16:41 |
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Well Ghengis Khan..with a comment like that...line up your family for a SHOW!
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Culture shock on 2007-09-18 11:29:09 |
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You are such a beautiful voice.
You represent China beautifully here.
There are beautiful people everywhere.
Your words are so kind...they make me feel like a sweet angel whispers them to me through these typed words.
I will always think of you and your heart when I hear anything about China.
It already started.
I heard them talking of China on the television...and I thought of you.
In my mind...You are China.
Peace.
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-18 11:20:15 |
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feizhoujeep-...
Yes -Morrissey has become my favorite singer and songwriter of all time, in the last year.
He knows how to turn sadness and loneliness into beautiful release.
Have you heard of him?
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-18 11:16:47 |
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Paul-..
Be careful what you wish for.
You just might get it.
I coveted wisdom.
Sad thing is...there is a price to pay for wisdom.
It is called experience.
To know anything about anything...you have to experience it.
I know how to help people with hoplessness, pain, and loneliness.
I had to experience it first, in order to help anyone.
Never envy a wise person.
This quest for wisdom all started for my envy of God's words about David in Scripture.
He was called a man after God's own heart.
I wanted that.
Wisdom tells me...that hopelessness is the rock bottom we must all hit...in order to appreciate freedom in the mind and soul.
I see your wings fluttering back there...Angel.
I have had many pairs.
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How Do You Talk to an Angel? on 2007-09-18 11:05:27 |
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Di-..
I am glad you can hear me.
We must use our wings and fly beyond the pain of this world.
That is the very reason angels have wings.
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Strange life on 2007-09-17 16:01:48 |
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I live today like it is my last.
Today is the only time period we have access to.
The past and future are untouchables.
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Until Forever on 2007-09-17 15:59:34 |
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Sounds like forever is not long enough.
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Who are you? on 2007-09-17 15:58:47 |
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I know myself all too well.
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Dreams on 2007-09-17 10:53:21 |
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feizhoujeep-..
You are welcome friend.
Dreams and life.
Dreams are just what our eyes see when they are closed..we see the world we live in when they are open.
Even a blind man can see in his dreams.
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Left turns and Complete Stops on 2007-09-16 23:29:43 |
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Do you remember the Bugs Bunny cartoon where Bugs ended up in China...and when he popped up out of his hole and discovered himself in China, he said, 'I should have taken that left turn in Albuquerque.'
Many times in life ...I have taken the wrong turn.
I found out that my wrong turns were the times when I learned the most in life.
The hard times were when I built my favorite character traits.
Good post...Bugs!
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Dreams on 2007-09-16 14:02:58 |
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bede-..
Yes I do.
I can even think scenes and they appear at will.
It is sort of like I have control over all things in them.
I have not always dreamt this vividly...just in the last 5 years ...I have felt awake in my dreams.
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Message in a bottle on 2007-09-16 13:19:46 |
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If I were you...I would have a stock of that cheap wine in the fridge.
Communion was taken with wine.
This is beautiful.
Have an extra wine glass? hehe
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Short short story on 2007-09-16 13:16:55 |
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Makes me wonder if he really hit the ground and his spirit left his body...or that he got out of dying..and was just set free.
This was sad, beautiful...and very thought provoking.
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No heroes left on 2007-09-16 13:11:13 |
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They are all in Iraq.
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And so to dream on 2007-09-16 13:09:50 |
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I love to take a cozy nap and fall into a lovely dream.
It is one of the good things in life.
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The Rock on 2007-09-16 13:07:55 |
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For not caring...you sure brought many emotions to the surface for me through this poem.
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Blogging for Blogs sake on 2007-09-16 13:04:48 |
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Writing has been part of my life always.
I have kept handwritten journals all of my life.
It is one of the best forms of expression..it can even be therapeutic.
This is the first time I have read your thoughts..but I remember you from some comments that you left me.
Nice to meet you.
I think I will peek into some of your other writing now.
Peace.
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Dreams on 2007-09-16 01:12:51 |
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Di....
I love your dedication.
Keep writing in your journal.
Your last entry ..the lovely poem..
is the meaning of your dream.
So is the Blue Whisper poem.
Keep writing.
Your dream was INSPIRATION.
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Dreams on 2007-09-16 00:22:43 |
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I am glad that you are smiling Ben!
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Dreams on 2007-09-15 23:05:52 |
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Watch out Ben, I have a tendency to creep into people's dreams.
Tonight while you are sleeping..I may just pop over for tea.
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I will praise You in the Storm on 2007-09-15 23:03:53 |
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I am sorry about your grandchild Deb.
That must have been very painful for everyone involved.
It is amazing what love can bring us through.
Bless you Deb.
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Is it God Speaking? on 2007-09-15 22:49:45 |
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Deb,
What a beautiful song. It sums up the whole of my heart. The whole of my heart.
His love fills the hole in my heart.
Thanks Deb.
I needed to hear this.
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Dreams on 2007-09-15 22:45:11 |
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ArinShmarin-..
Sounds like your brother and I would have nice conversation and tea time.
I doubt I will figure out all there is to know about dreams....they are just as mysterious as our waking life.
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Fading Into the background. on 2007-09-15 13:51:13 |
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There is no such thing as emptiness dear Heizo.
Even an empty glass is full of air.
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Everyday Stuff on 2007-09-15 13:31:00 |
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I kind of like the mix of life.
A pout turned into a smile ...feels so wonderful.
Sometimes I fake pout...just to make someone cheer me up.
Kind of sneaky...but it gets two of us smiling.
(Me pouting)..that is usually a fake pout you know?
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Dreams on 2007-09-15 12:54:05 |
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Heizo-..
Dreams are just dreams.
I did not add my spiritual beliefs about dreams because...
I am awake in my dreams.
Things have tried to harm me in my dreams...but they could not touch me.
Demons and monsters of sorts.
To be honest, this blog was for a friend of mine who has been dreaming of me nightly.
I do not want her to fear them.
This may sound strange..but she is having the same dream as I have been having.
But in my dreams...I am invisible.
She can see me in hers.
I do believe God uses dreams to guide us...and darker sorts use them to haunt us.
I do not believe anything in my dreams can hurt me..they have tried...and I cannot be touched in them.
It is interesting - your story of your dreams....but there is a covering of protection that can guard us.
God has not given me the spirit of fear..but of love, power...and a sound mind.
Dreams are nothing more than dreams...I can say that, because I understand dreams very well.
I also believe Dreams are a window.
A window to our minds...and to a world we cannot see with our natural eyes.
Eyes of faith can conquer any evil force that may try to bind us.
I am one who can say...I fear nothing.
Not even death.
Because I believe death is merely going to sleep...and waking in a marvelous dream...one we will never awake from again.
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Stick to my dream on 2007-09-15 08:51:19 |
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We plan for the future.
Live our days doing our best.
Never stop planning or dreaming of the future...
But if we put all of our thoughts into the future...we will miss out on today.
Truly living life is grabbing the moment and really living in it.
Today's events are tomorrow's memories.
The past is gone...
When tomorrow gets here..it will be today.
All we really have is right now.
What are you hoping to find friend?
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Dreams on 2007-09-15 08:25:54 |
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Oo...I like that Paul.
Freedom of Soul Dream ...includes all people.
We did see what happened to the American Dream..now didn't we?
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Dreams on 2007-09-15 07:06:31 |
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scotslad60-..
I mentioned day dreams...they are what gets me to clean my house.
I daydream all day long that I am a good wife, and mother. hehe.
I liked what you said...
We can use our minds to create our reality!
That is how I have such good days.
I think myself content.
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Dreams on 2007-09-15 07:02:43 |
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Princess4life-..
It was all a dream.
Just a dream.
Maybe this life is a dream...and we are all having the same DREAM.
And when we close our eyes to sleep forever in death...we will awake in the best dream we ever had...and never have to wake up again.
You just inspired my analogy of Death.
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Dreams on 2007-09-15 06:59:26 |
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Yes Di,
I agree ...dreams can shock you.
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Dreams on 2007-09-15 06:58:05 |
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Feizhoujeep-..
My dreams are so real, my dreams are as if I am awake.
I know that I am dreaming while I am still dreaming.
I do really fantastic things in my dreams, beacause I know that I am dreaming.
I wake up from some of them all sweaty...like I was really running or flying..or whatever activitiy I was doing in them.
That is what waking from my dreams in a pouring sweat means.
Reality is living the dream of truly enjoying life?- That means that all of us would like to have reality (our actual life)....to be filled with joy.
We call it the American Dream.
We all wish we could live a prosperous and happy life.
I believe we can at all times.
In our thinking.
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What-Ifs and Might-Have-Beens on 2007-09-14 17:09:24 |
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I have many things that I would throw into the sea of forgetfulness.
Disappointments and what ifs.
Ahhh.
Makes life kind of interesting if you ask me.
What IF I never met you?
I COULD have been without a wonderful friend.
What if I could have been a better person all of these years, and not made so many mistakes?
See?
Now you want to know what kind of mistakes.
hehe...
It makes life full of variety.
Don't you think?
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True Love Poll (God) on 2007-09-14 17:02:48 |
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Those who love much, have been forgiven much.
I think I will start my Apostle Paul painting now.
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Whoops!!!! Another mistake on 2007-09-14 16:53:50 |
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I think I will wear black when I grow old..and bathe in the rain puddles...blowing bubbles with bubble yum bubble gum.
hehe.
Cute poem.
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Stopping Smoking!!! on 2007-09-14 16:50:51 |
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Stay strong.
They say it takes 7 days to form a habit..and 7 days to break one.
Cough cough.
Good luck.
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Stick to my dream on 2007-09-14 16:47:45 |
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Sometimes the biggest peace stealer ..is giving ourselves too much to live up to.
Finding contentment just where are you are right now, is the key to Peace.
Just be grateful for all you have today.
You will find peace there always.
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Opening Your Eyes After Death on 2007-09-14 14:34:13 |
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Scotslad60-..
I also agree with Heizo.
I think we should train our brains to think positively about our lives.
To stop and really embrace life.
Enjoy special times with our loved ones.
To, stop and read a good book.
To enjoy a walk along the beach.
To really enjoy the moment.
Instead of worrying about dying and going to Hell...or worst yet..staying alive and being in Hell in our heads.
We can think ourselves into almost anything.
An action is first a thought..before we ever act it out.
I think my mood pink.
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Opening Your Eyes After Death on 2007-09-14 14:29:13 |
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Heizo-..
Ahh. Now I am curious as to what you wrote in your nice paragraph.
I am not here to debate.
Look at the world.
Don't you think there has been enough debate?
Obviously you do, since you did not retype your paragraph.
Yeah, I have missed you around here with your 2 Cents. hehe.
You must have your reasons why you have not been commenting.
Peace.
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Opening Your Eyes After Death on 2007-09-14 14:25:11 |
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Paul..I am BLAZING.
Nah...just a lil'candle in the window.
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Opening Your Eyes After Death on 2007-09-14 14:24:03 |
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Deb-..
I checked them out. Thanks.
I enjoyed them.
Ben always makes good points with the ordinary things in life.
Peace and Light are a good thing to channel.
Thing is...I flip channels sometimes.
Ooops.
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Opening Your Eyes After Death on 2007-09-14 14:20:53 |
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Benventure-..
I stay tuned into The Good Channel every second I can. If I cannot..I watch the Cartoon Network Channel.
Either one keeps me happy.
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Love is Reality on 2007-09-14 11:32:02 |
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Deb-..
Guilt and fear is Hell.
Where I feel God(Love) the most in nature...is at the ocean.
Taking in the unending view of water..water coming toward me with such power...and never reaching me.
The salt in the air reminds me of the salt of the earth that those who find him will be.
The wind that blows is like the breath of God to me...and the sound of the crashing waves is his VOICE.
God is in all things...especially us.
Love is God.
I worship Love.
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Love is Reality on 2007-09-14 11:25:41 |
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SampsonFLASHY-..
Walking in Love..truly makes me feel amazing...it is like a hole being filled.
A HOLE in my HEART...is filled lil' by lil'.. as I walk in love.
It starts to numb pain in a good way, after a while....and it amplifies the good all around me.
It truly enhances life.
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Love is Reality on 2007-09-14 11:14:09 |
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Ben-..
I love Whinnie the Pooh.
No, I have never stopped thinking..not even for a minute.
It makes life interesting.
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Love is Reality on 2007-09-14 10:56:43 |
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ninjanann-...
Hehe.
Ever taste chocolate in meditation?
Smooth and silky- like the clouds above.
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Love is Reality on 2007-09-14 10:53:10 |
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bede-..
Thank you. I like when you come to my website, as well.
You encourage me to keep shooting off my mouth. hehe.
Speaking against the norm is not always popular.
That is what I do though.
I am not willing to follow something I do not believe in.
Everyone has insight on these subjects, if we all could voice our hearts..there would not be so much domination through religion and politics in this world.
Freedom in the mind..is the best freedon there is.
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Love is Reality on 2007-09-14 10:09:23 |
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Di...
You are always welcome.
Now smile for me.
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Love is Reality on 2007-09-14 10:08:35 |
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I am glad to have you on this journey with me too Paul. You have guided me through many a Dark Nights of the Soul.
Prophet Girl?
Yes... I like it, as long as I get to dress like a Priest.
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Love is Reality on 2007-09-14 10:06:03 |
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Cheeky-..
I read your blog.
We do think alike in some areas.
Thoughts.com...is a clue to us.
We are what we think.
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Advice? Help? Please? on 2007-09-12 14:57:44 |
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I think you should just be quiet about it with Chris.
He remembers what happened.
Talking about it may just mess up future natural things that happen when a relationship is in bloom.
I think Amber suspects everything..seems to me she hung around to scope out Chris's business.
I advise you to just go to work..and act like nothing happened.
I think it would make Chris think about it even more that way....than by talking about it.
Just let love roll.
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