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Posted in He Has Stolen My Heart. on 2007-10-31 21:59:58

You are such a good heart. Most girls would be spitting anger and bitterness. Hold on to this class. You truly have class my dear.

Posted in Im Blistered But Im Better on 2007-10-31 21:49:53

You sure are good at dealing with a broken heart. I admire the love you still show in the midst of the pain. Nice entry.

Posted in Memories. on 2007-10-31 21:28:43

I still hang out in record shops...or CD shops...it is uniquely an atmosphere of its own. Nice piece of nostalgia.

Posted in The Journey's Conclusion (Part II). on 2007-10-31 21:23:03

You know something. Someone once told me that I reminded him of Anne of Green Gables...and your daughter in this story fits my physical appearance to a tee....and you named her Ann. I loved my daddy like that too...and he taught me all about the real Jesus. I still call him daddy and he has been gone for over a decade now. This story really touches me. It was like taking a road trip with my daddy. I have been missing him like crazy lately. Thank you...truly thank you.

Posted in The Journey (Part I). on 2007-10-31 21:14:43

Ahhh... It is fictional! I wanted you to be my daddy! Would you buy me a plastic Jesus? I have big brown cow eyes and long straight dark hair....and a darker complexion! "Look Daddy!" she says suddenly, looking into our reflection in the mirror. "We look like a picture of a daddy and his little girl!" That was my favorite part.

Posted in Inhibition. on 2007-10-31 21:02:07

hehe,, You had me stuttering.

Posted in Inhibition. on 2007-10-31 20:59:49

I am kind of speechless...but that never lasts long. You combined spiritual and sexual love in a way that was innocent and erotic. It was a pure and beautiful. The tossing of of books and inventing mysterious languages was captivating. I never give false compliments...it is a form of deceit...so believe when I say ...that this was truly awe inspiring.

Posted in So Blessed on 2007-10-31 20:38:54

Happy Birthday to you... Happy Birthday to you... Happy Birthday dear Janet... Happy Birthday to you... And many MORE!! 3 boys? How do you do it? I have one and he is a handful...nah...he is a good kid. Enjoy them while they are young. Mine is going to college next year. He grew up and made me old! Is someone making you a cake?

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-31 20:23:25

Rainbow-... I agree. It makes me cry sweet tears each time I read it. I can hear my daddy's voice in my mind...reciting it...while I read it. It is magical to me.

Posted in the night before halloweén on 2007-10-31 18:31:03

Happy Halloween. I just recently moved to a new city. I know how it is. I like it though. I think I have gypsy blood in my veins. I love to move. Happy settling.

Posted in Let's see how much we all have in common...really on 2007-10-31 12:06:02

I could not recognize any of them. If you gave the chorus, I might have guessed. This is really a neat idea though. I really did try to recognize them. Now if you put some Morrissey or Depeche Mode, Goo Goo Dolls, Rick Springfield...I would have nailed it. hehe Cool post!

Posted in I was living a day once more. on 2007-10-31 10:13:37

It is amazing how you can turn excercise into a meaningful experience. Almost a sacred ritual. You have such depth to your soul, my young friend.

Posted in I was living a day once more. on 2007-10-31 08:40:44

I missed my sofa! I will be happy sitting on the floor, just as long as I get to read your words today. K..I am going to read it now. Be right back.

Posted in A Night of Learning on 2007-10-31 08:21:47

It was a hard time to see my mom put in a rest home. It really was a hard thing to do, I felt helpless, because I could not take care of her. See how much stronger you are than I am? Your outlook on life is a good one. Can it rub off on me please?

Posted in The Happy Place on 2007-10-31 08:18:17

Can I come over to the Happy Place? The way you see the world enlightens me. I hope you realize, how much your words mean to me. I seek you out many times when I am struggling. I even reread your posts when there are no new ones for me. You have a comforting quality. Sometimes you seem to be right out of a book. A fairytale book. I am so happy to realize that wonderful story book heroes really exist. I love you Superman.

Posted in Maturity on 2007-10-31 08:12:55

I would give you 100 stars for this entry if I could. 5 does not display my gratitude.

Posted in Maturity on 2007-10-31 08:10:51

Paul, I needed to hear this today. It is like you were reading my mind! I went back to something yesterday that I KNEW was going to cause me torment. I knew better. Same result. You just put into words what I experienced. You are wise in Love Paul. Thank you for this, I know you did not write it for me, but I will carry it with me always. You have taught me so much. I admire your character, like a child admires her father. You are a light to me...a bright burning bulb that goes on in my head....when everything seems so dark. I love you Paul.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-31 07:16:31

You are a Natural Poet my friend. This is the most beautiful poem that I have ever read. I will cherish it always.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-31 07:14:55

Thank you. It comforted me like nothing else could. My Daughter My beautiful daughter, love of my heart, I hope that you know you're wonderful and smart. I cherish you dearly for the person you are You have passion and caring that will carry you far. I'm so blessed that you're my daughter Let me tell you how I feel, The deep affection I have for you Is honest, true and real. You turned out even better Than I often dreamed you'd be, You're more than I had hoped for, You're a sweet reward to me You grew up to be a daughter Full of wisdom, warmth and love, A good and fine role model, from the heavens up above. I couldn't be any prouder Than I am today of you, You're my daughter and a mother And a blessing in every way. You have my love forever, I adored you from the start It's a privilege to be your father, Dear daughter of my heart.

Posted in The mystery on 2007-10-30 23:35:39

He is so cute! You should have kept him as a pet and called him Mr. Wedgewog. I showed my son the pic...he whined and said, "I want him, ask her if we can buy it from her." hehe. He was sad when he found out you let him go. Reminded him of Sonic the Hedgehog...he used to be a big fan of ol' Sonic.

Posted in Trouser snake on 2007-10-30 23:25:40

I am so naive. I really thought you were talking about a snake until I read the comments...then I went back to read it again. hahahaha! I am going to name my pet snake now. His name is Cuddles. hehe

Posted in Samhain/All Hallows Eve on 2007-10-30 23:19:45

This is like a Halloween version of the Night Before Christmas. Ooooo..scary. I liked it.

Posted in selfish request on 2007-10-30 23:17:34

Asking for help is not selfish dear lady. May light and love fill your being. I see way more than three gathered here.

Posted in Remember on 2007-10-30 23:06:32

Just one more..I am under the age 40...and I understood it completely.

Posted in Remember on 2007-10-30 23:03:52

If your kid sucks at ball then put the remote down and get off your fat a$$ and go play catch with him. hahaha! You are so funny! Sorry for all of the comments...but I keep catching something. I LOVED this post.

Posted in Remember on 2007-10-30 23:00:37

Wayne... Why is it you think...that no one was poisoned back then? With the food I mean? Do you think they are raising cattle and chickens differently? Or do you think someone tainted it? Anyone have any clue? My daddy used to eat hamburger raw on crackers. He never got sick either. I used to lick the cake bowl clean and it had raw eggs in it. Rocky even drank raw eggs...hehe. I am serious...anyone know? Maybe I will Google it and see if I can find an answer. Good post Tonto!

Posted in Remember on 2007-10-30 22:54:12

This is really neat. I loved it. It was such a unique way of sharing history. Nice post.

Posted in Private KEEP OUT !! on 2007-10-30 22:49:10

I love your sense of humor Wayne. I could not resist being a rebel...I had to peek! Hey what happened next with your girl? hahaha.

Posted in Why me God (Humor) on 2007-10-30 22:45:01

Hehe. God does have a sick sense of humor...this scenario probably really happened to someone somewhere..minus the voice from Heaven. We all have a sick sense of humor..laughing at a joke describing such pain. I think he would even laugh at this joke along with us. Really, he could stop all of the pain and hardship in life, but he doesn't. Maybe he wants us to find love and humor...even in the crap of this world. Thanks Wayne...I had a good laugh.

Posted in Wow I'm busy! on 2007-10-30 21:45:45

Going to school and working!?! Wow, I am surprised that you have any time to write. Now I feel bad for crying around for an update. May strength enter your poor tired being. Bless you Deb.

Posted in Thank God for friends on 2007-10-30 21:40:47

Oh dear Deb. I am so sorry you have to face this. There is nothing I can say to make it all better. Just know that you are both in my prayers. I am here for you. I wish you both the best.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-30 20:37:55

anglmom-... Thank you.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-30 20:28:41

Ben-.. This is why I thought you were older. You have much HIDDEN wisdom in you. You only let a lil' out at a time. 'sometimes i just want to slap the people who i know are still afraid to show atleast little bitf of themselves. then i realize the mirror feels nothing and i laugh.' This is profound wisdom. Still..you made me giggle. I use the phrase..'I just want to slap someone.' All of us are the audience, because deep inside we all know how one another is, because we are all human, and we all think alike to some extent. Funny thing is even though we all know we are acting...we still keep up our charades.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-30 20:14:24

anglmom-.. I have actually done it. I just am. I figure...if one does not like me for who I am...I do not need them in my life anyway. Paying for friendship with our souls...is way too high of a price.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-30 20:09:23

Benventure-.. 'In humanity there is only one thing to consider, and thats the mind.' That says it all. Human existence is in the mind. Our reality is only how our minds perceive the world around us. My mind soaks up way too much sometimes. I am a word hog...I love to read.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:50:11

Benventure-... You have such a way. You can comfort and make me laugh. You eat banana peels while wearing your pants backwards? hehe.. I would like to see that picture. Your boyish charm...I love it so.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:47:00

anglmom-... Your comment does make up for it somewhat. It was filled with genuine love...and that is exactly what my family gave to me...and what I have been missing. Thank you for being here for me.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:44:04

meeehk-... You are welcome. I do not have a myspace page...if I ever get one...I will look you up. Smile for me sweet girl.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:35:14

Scotslad-... Thanks for the hug... If I knew I was going to get all of these wonderful hugs...I would have vented this pain a lot sooner. The Veil will be lifted one day...until then...we have our beautiful memories. You are so right...they live on in our hearts and minds.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:30:50

Feizhoujeep-... I do not know if you know this...but you comfort me greatly. There is just something about you that brings a deep peace to me... in my mind. I miss you when you are gone. Thank you...your comment made me cry beautiful tears....because I really could feel your hug in Spirit. Peace to you always my friend.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:25:01

Kentlass-... It would be nice if we could cross that bridge...back and forth between realms...at will. I believe that animals live on also. I would visit my puppy Snowball. I loved him very much....and my cats Manny and Blacky. Thank you Kentlass...the Bridge was a wonderful way to put it.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:19:31

BubblyDi-.. The poem you wrote for me today....where you stood in for my daddy...will live in my mind for the rest of time. It is as if he really wrote it. I want to put it in this comment section. I think this is my most favorite entry I have written. It means the most to me. It is lacking without the poem. Would you mind? I will always cherish it. It was like truly getting a letter from him.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:12:55

Paul-.. I do believe he was right. Oh ...The circle shall not be broken...in the sky Lord.. in the sky. (me singing the song) I think that is why I like you Paul...you are a man of loving faith..like my daddy.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:09:50

Rainbow-... I have told myself that many times. There must be a reason that I am still here...maybe to learn a thing or two myself. I have heard that God leaves the weak and takes the strong. I kind of believe that now. Sometimes I feel very weak...my parents and sister were powerhouses.

Posted in Photographs That Breathe on 2007-10-30 19:06:46

Debwrkn4Jesus-.. I will appreciate the company. Thank you Deb. I know what you mean when you say a punch in the stomach. Sorry about your baby Angelica.

Posted in My Nephews & Halloween on 2007-10-30 17:15:26

Darling children...wearing matching shirts. How cute. Happy Halloween. Make sure you let them eat as much candy as they want.

Posted in My Own Little World on 2007-10-29 22:10:13

I hear you. I will light a candle for you tonight. A vanilla scented one. We can plan your emotional prison break if you want to. I was in that prison too...I know an escape route. It is through an open window...a window that magically changes the world to a safe place. You have to look through it with Soul Eyes though...Eyes of Faith. Faith in what you say? Faith in Love.

Posted in Have I Made You Proud on 2007-10-29 22:06:30

I hear you. I may not be able to speak for your mother....but if you were my daughter..and I was reading these words...I would say... Yes sweet girl..I am proud of you.

Posted in I'm already Dead on 2007-10-29 22:04:10

I have felt like a walking corpse during periods of my life. An emptiness..a loneliness...a sense of life being not real. On the outside looking in. Watching everyone else live life...while standing still...with no room to move...like in a coffin. People do rise from the dead. Today...I am alive and well. It was like I was reborn. Zombie Living...can be conquered. Where there is a will...there is a way.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-29 18:50:25

Heizo-.. Thank you..I will do that.

Posted in Did I spend the day with a freak? on 2007-10-29 14:05:02

Congratulations! Sounds like an interesting book. I have never been on a blind date. How exciting to get a book published. I have always wanted to do that, but blogging seems to fill that desire. These blogging sites make it possible to publish whatever you want to write. Thanks for the nice message.

Posted in Fly me - on 2007-10-29 12:01:55

You fly for real? I thought you only had your spiritual wings. Now I think you are even more interesting. I have never been in a small plane...is it much different than those big commercial flights? It must be, when you have control. That is just a neat thing. Soar High ....my friend.

Posted in You can fly on 2007-10-29 11:55:08

Just stopped by to deliver a hug!

Posted in Just to clarify...... on 2007-10-29 11:14:34

Hehe. I flagged you. You asked me to. I was not offended. I found it somewhat amusing. 'Tis okay...all is well.

Posted in A Bowl Full Of Misery on 2007-10-29 11:08:56

Some of the best writing...in song...books...and movie scripts...came from pain. Release it...write your pain.

Posted in Do You Even Hear Me? on 2007-10-29 11:06:50

Oh dear sweet girl. I am sorry for your pain. I feel it like a knife through the heart. A Higher Love cries for you. That Love is in the form of my tear in my eye. I will catch your tears in a tiny bottle..they are not in vain.

Posted in My Time To Die on 2007-10-29 11:02:34

It is time for resurrection my friend.

Posted in My Seductive Dream on 2007-10-29 10:19:57

Dreams are quite dreamy. Aren't they? This made me miss my honey.

Posted in Living In regret on 2007-10-29 10:06:47

Has regret changed anything for the better in your life? I had to face many consequences for my actions, but I chalk it all up to experience now. Good and bad, it has made me who I am. I once wanted to be anyone but me, but I realized something. I am worth something. I am unique. I only have one life to live. Most importantly...our character is formed by the good and bad. Self acceptance is mandatory for a peaceful mind. Have you ever been in love with yourself? Try it. It is the best love affair I have ever been in. Embrace yourself...all of you...the good and the bad. Have compassion for yourself. We can do that for others so easily sometimes, but when it comes to our own being....we REJECT ourselves. Love starts in the depths of your soul. Come with me, I will take you down a path that will teach you self acceptance. At the end of that road...you will not want to be anyone but YOU.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-29 09:47:49

Roe-.. I do not mind at all if you link thoughts with me. What a nice phrase....Link Thoughts. Blogging is a very wonderful invention. Technology is so nifty...always discovering new ways... that we can show each other Love. Peace.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-29 09:43:12

Roe-... You understand my name perfectly. It is Difficult to be good. Some fine day....my desire for Spiritual Perfection...will come to fruition. That day is the day I pass away to the Perfect Place. Darn, I wanted to be perfect now!

Posted in A Night of Learning on 2007-10-29 08:27:40

Oh Paul, I know how it feels. At least he is still here. Hug him, tell him you love him, if you haven't already. I wish strength upon you, to carry you through this hard time.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-29 08:12:15

Paul! I have missed you. I was just seeking you out. Now I know why you were missing in action. Selfish of me to need you when another needs you more. I love you too Paul. You were the first Beautiful Mind that I fell in love with. You my dear Dr. Paul...had much to do with my maturity level today. Someday...when you least expect it...you will feel a tap on your shoulder..and it will be me. I will seek you out...just to shake your hand and hug your neck.

Posted in A time slip! on 2007-10-29 07:52:04

I love it Bede. It would have changed the on-line dating view if you would have said it was her on-line boyfriend whom she never met in real life, and he sent her the bear in the mail. hahaha. Good story.

Posted in Forgotten on 2007-10-29 07:41:28

I hope my son loves me as much as you love your mother. It must be hard to see your mother like this, after she was the one taking care of you for so long. You truly are honoring your mother. I salute you. Paul had a good idea....it may calm her...since she cannot remember the past sometimes. Peace...Sweet Daughter.

Posted in Being redirected! Help on 2007-10-29 07:36:58

I hope the problem is fixed now. The staff around here are super efficient.

Posted in What a week! on 2007-10-29 07:34:08

Well if you ever need some time for yourself, give mom some fruit juice, and tuck her in early. hehe...just kidding. Your mom sounds so sweet. Worrying about the house blowing up. Ahhh...bless her heart. You are a good daughter Bede.

Posted in Don't leave it, experience it. on 2007-10-29 07:30:14

This is life changing Bede! You have opened my eyes. We all needed to hear this....the whole world needed to hear this. This is the best example I have ever seen in my life...to Live for the Moment..because truly...it is all we really have. Excellent post!

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-29 07:23:58

Bede-.. Who are you? hehe. You are BD. I have been calling you Beday in my mind. Now it is Bee dee. You changed your whole name for me. Peace.

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-29 07:19:31

Ottehey-.. So what does your screenname stand for? What does it mean?

Posted in Forbidden Love on 2007-10-29 07:07:32

My interpretation? That you have been through the love wringer...just like me. That wringer sure makes for some good writing.

Posted in A Table For One. on 2007-10-29 07:04:28

Ahhh. Can I come over? I love lasagna. This is exactly why I said not to give up on love. Do you realize how many lonely women there are out there who would do almost anything for a handsome man like you that can cook? Never give up my sweet friend. Seek your true love. The potential pain would be worth it. Peace.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-29 06:58:48

anglemom-... Thank you for the kind words that you left behind for me. They inspired me also. Peace.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-29 06:57:07

Heizo-.. I have never studied Quantam Physics or the String Theory, but the theory sounds very interesting, nevertheless. I agree. We cannot prove anything or anyone, but who we are. Reality is all in perception, and we do all perceive the world through different eyes, and mindsets. With that thought in mind, the world looks different to everyone, and combining our Visions of Life, can actually change our worlds. Very relevant is your comment. Thank you. I may just have to look up that String Theory. You expand my mind Heizo. Thank you.

Posted in ANGEL CONTINUED on 2007-10-28 23:43:33

Shannon is a beautiful name.

Posted in cretan verses on 2007-10-28 23:41:27

I liked this the best. death cannot extinguish the fire of love and even when our hearts will not exist anymore it will remain in our bones. Sorry I have not been around in awhile. Peace.

Posted in JoHn mayEr Lyricz on 2007-10-28 23:24:33

I brought you a Blue Rose. I am laying it at your feet. It represents Beautiful Pain. Someday...you will see what this pain has done to you. It will give you character. Peace.

Posted in IM NOT HAPPII on 2007-10-28 23:07:02

I have been through life. I know how it all feels. I care. You may not believe that...but as I read this...tears flow down my cheeks. I know how you feel. You feel alone in the world. You are afraid. You are afraid that you will be alone..with no one to love you. You are not alone... and...I do now love you. I am here....someone understands you. I understand you perfectly. Happiness is a state of mind. Life is not about finding happiness. It is about finding Love. It is easy to find... Love lives deep within us. Find it....seek it. Let it replace the anger that you have at the world. This anger only hurts you honey...no one else. Just you. As a gift to yourself...seek that Love in you. Peace.

Posted in hate! on 2007-10-28 22:58:07

Oh sweet pain filled girl. I know. I know. I know exactly how you feel. I got over mine and found true love. So will you...I promise. It hurts like hell now...but someday...it will be just a faded memory. Use that energy....that hate brings..and treat yourself good with it. Peace.

Posted in im done with people on 2007-10-28 22:54:57

Loving someone makes us vulnerable. We are wide open to be hurt. The chance of being hurt is worth it. Life would be very lonely without people to share it with. I know what you mean though. I have been betrayed by many that I love. I also found some...who have my back. Keep searching for a real friend...you will never find one if you give up now. They do exist. Peace.

Posted in fuck him on 2007-10-28 22:49:35

We all get burned. Makes you want to just scream, doesn't it? He just was not the one. You sound strong. Cry a lil' and stay strong. Peace.

Posted in Friendship on 2007-10-28 22:25:56

Miss you Paul.

Posted in Clocks and stuff on 2007-10-28 21:38:58

It was called Underworld. Oooo...scary. There is a channel devoted to horror movies for Halloween. I love scary movies.

Posted in Happy Birthday Dad on 2007-10-28 21:36:30

This is so sweet. I used to make my Daddy a birthday card for many years after he passed away. I think I will start again. It just passed...September 20 ...is his birthday. I will say a belated one here...if you do not mind. Happy Birthday Daddy. Maybe my daddy knows your daddy. Maybe. Peace sweet lady. P.S. My Daddy was a song writer...and he made his songs into CDs...he wrote one song that is my favorite. It is called 'Candle in the Window' It was about leaving a candle in the window burning for his love, so she could find her way home.

Posted in short on 2007-10-28 21:30:18

Depression is a very hard thing. It is just life taking its toll on us. I will not even tell you ...or encourage you to cheer up. Just know... I have been there. I will be sad with you. Maybe crying will help. When I am sad...a good cry is like a cleansing.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-28 19:40:40

Bede-... Yes you are so right. We can be so easy on everyone else...then we just torture ourself with rejection. Peace.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-28 19:35:19

Bede-.. Your second paragraph is the exact reason I just gave up trying to make impressions. It was just too much to put on airs with everyone.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-28 19:33:39

Bede-... Your comments always mean something to me. Every single comment means something to me. The words you all leave here for me...are part of you. I cherish them. Never think that I do not want to hear you. I do.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-28 19:30:03

Bede-... Thank you...I needed a hug. Hey..I have not seen you around for awhile. I better come and see how you are doing.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-28 19:28:39

Kentlass-.. Thank you. May blessings chase you down and BLESS you. Peace.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-28 19:27:02

Rainbow-... The nice thing is..that we can all learn from each other's mistakes. We can also learn from each other's good examples. I will stay safe Janet. You best stay safe as well.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-28 19:24:22

BubblyDi-... I have learned much from you since I have been here. One thing I have learned is.....how Love can change everything. Your love for me has changed me....you have restored my faith in friendship.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-28 19:21:10

Scotslad-.. Thank you. It is kind of strange, how people connect on these sites. It is a mystery how words can mean so much. Namaste my friend.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-28 19:18:29

Ottehey-.. You came to visit! How very nice. I have been waiting for you. Thank you for the kind comment. Peace.

Posted in Ode to Beautiful Minds on 2007-10-28 19:16:50

Sexyback-.. I will enjoy the company. Sometimes, I may need to follow you. Peace.

Posted in I believe, #2 on 2007-10-28 09:31:37

I like your new profile pic...I can see your face better. Nice face. You look way different with a cookie duster..a mustache. Keep it.

Posted in Hypothetical and realistic on 2007-10-28 09:00:16

Where do you come up with these? You are something else. You sure make me think....then laugh all at the same time. You bad..that means good. Peace.

Posted in Escaped prisoner on 2007-10-28 08:58:22

Hahaha. You need a slap for this one. Hahaha. You crack me up Wayne.

Posted in Newly issued alcohol warnings on 2007-10-28 08:56:21

Makes me never want to take a drink of alcohol again. Thish is great...hiccup. hehe. Peace.

Posted in Fight Fair on 2007-10-28 08:54:37

This is great advice Wayne. I will remember it. I do not always fight fair...thanks for the advice...I will use it. By the way...I just love typing your name....Wayne. Peace.

Posted in Why Trick or Treating is Better Than Sex on 2007-10-28 08:51:09

#8 hahaha.

Posted in Why Trick or Treating is Better Than Sex on 2007-10-28 08:50:38

Hehe. You are so bad Wayne.

Posted in To be or not to be........ on 2007-10-28 08:38:26

The buffet sounds dreamy. I love lobster....I have never heard of the place...wish we had one here. Aren't kids wonderful? I loved the young years of my son...he kept me so busy. He is 18 now...and he is more like a roommate. Enjoy those lil' tykes while they last. I love your orange background...so happy! Yes...let's focus on your happiness. Smile today 'til your face hurts. Peace.

Posted in -screams unheard-. on 2007-10-27 23:58:29

Just thinking of you. I hope all is well for you.

Posted in Down in my Cell on 2007-10-27 23:45:14

Need a cell mate? I found out what truly matters in life. People matter. Guess what I found out while I was in my cell? That the door was never locked...and Love could have entered any time.

Posted in Drink To Healthy Skin on 2007-10-27 23:41:19

I want a drink. Let us know if it works.

Posted in How on 2007-10-27 23:39:09

You wanted to know how to say I love you.. so one will feel warm inside? I think this poem would do it. It is beautiful.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-27 23:32:28

Sexyback-.. I am sweet girl. I have happy hidden deep within my heart...and nothing can take it away. I wish the same for you.

Posted in Phew on 2007-10-27 23:29:54

I get so behind on my reading of blogs also. I have so many favorites now....that I set myself up for failure in keeping up with everyone. May you find the strength for your daily chores...some days...I just let mine go to give myself a break. Like today...my house is messy...but I am very well rested. Peace.

Posted in Clocks and stuff on 2007-10-27 23:25:35

Thanks for the reminder of the clock set back. I did not even know about it until I heard it from you in the community forum. Have a nice slob night. hehe! I had one too...watching a vampire movie. Peace.

Posted in Men Suck on 2007-10-27 20:03:39

Killa is right. Not all men are like that. Maybe you should tell him that you are shopping for a new one...see if he keeps his texting up.

Posted in Men Suck on 2007-10-27 20:02:33

It would bother me if my husband was getting texts from another woman. People only treat you the way that you let them treat you.

Posted in Hate on 2007-10-27 19:59:10

This would be hard to deal with. I am a jealous freak over my husband. I do not know if I would say Hate..but I probably would be bothered severely also. It would be hard to share any part of my love with another woman. Take the high road...and treat her and the child with respect..do it for him and his child. I hope you find it in you...to let it not matter. Peace.

Posted in Amazing Poem on 2007-10-27 19:53:09

Hi Deb... Just came by to see if you updated. I think of you often..I think it is because of your sweetness. Peace.

Posted in I believe, #2 on 2007-10-27 19:24:47

I love this. You truly have a way with words. I especially loved the way you described ..'Knowing God.' I know him in friends like you...ones with faith that could move mountains.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-27 13:22:29

Scotslad-... I think you are pretty set in being you. I do not see you changing your opinions for anyone. I noticed that in you from the very start. You say what you WANT to say...not what others want to hear. Peace.

Posted in The Hardest Thing on 2007-10-27 11:20:33

Suicide is a tragedy. It would be hard enough for your love to die...but to be left with all of these questions...wondering what you could have done to prevent it...that is the biggest tragedy. I cannot even say I understand how you feel, because I have never been through such pain. All I can say is....I am so sorry. I hope you can someday fill your mind with good thoughts again. The pain you must feel. I am so sorry.

Posted in Fake Existance on 2007-10-27 11:16:55

This is touching. I know what it is like to lead a fake existence. I am so sorry for the pain, I felt it in your writing. Peace.

Posted in Still Awake on 2007-10-27 11:14:15

I love deep thinkers. Welcome to Blog Land. It is a whole community of people who care. It is wonderful, isn't it? Good luck with your studies. Wanting to help people is a wonderful reason to study so hard. Peace.

Posted in Alooooooooooooooooooooooooooha! on 2007-10-27 11:10:14

Blogging helps with crankiness. Venting our true feeling is therapeutic. It is what Psychologists make you do. Free therapy...so blog away.

Posted in WARNING: Controversial! on 2007-10-27 00:49:01

Homosexuality just IS. It needs not the world's permission to exist. God did allow it to be here. So let God decide ....and be the judge of all things. We have no place in judgment. Some RELIGIONS says it is a sin to drink coffee. I am in trouble...I just went to Starbucks. Dirty rotten sinner I am.

Posted in Fat Chicks on 2007-10-27 00:28:48

This is just hmmm... Strange?

Posted in perhaps on 2007-10-27 00:04:40

Love like this....is rare. You could be on here flirting with all of the single women...and with your romantic heart..you could find a new love. Yet, you are here..completely in love with your wife. I admire that. So many women crave to be loved like this. This may sound mean...but she does not deserve this devotion...and that makes you even more beautiful in Spirit. If there comes a time that you stop waiting around for her...she will miss this love. I hope she misses it very badly. Peace.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-26 22:09:34

Paul-.. You are so right. Sincerity can be sensed. You are always real with me Paul. I admire that in you.

Posted in Moonlight on 2007-10-26 11:38:36

Becoming a beam of moonlight sounds mysteriously wonderful. I wonder how that would feel...to be a beam of moonlight. This was very moving. Beautiful Melancholy.

Posted in down on 2007-10-26 11:33:36

I am sorry you are so down. I would lift you up if I could.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-26 10:35:27

Iced Nympho-.. It makes me paranoid.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-26 10:33:14

Kentlass-... It sure is alot easier being myself than trying to act like everyone else. It is hard to define your identity in this world...when everyone is copying someone else. I am ok...I love to write to both extremes in my entries...it gets to all the depths of my soul.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-26 10:29:07

BubblyDi-.. No need to worry dear. I am not picking on myself...just giving myself a needed reminder. I ran across some hypocrites who went to dirty deed levels to get attention. I was kind of just venting the sickness in my soul that I feel about them. While being mad at them for their behavior...I realized that I have no room to talk. I am a hypocrite too...or have been one many times in the past. I write like this at times...against things that I have had trouble with...because it makes me stronger. I loved that you worried though. When posts come up like this...some may even be harder than this one...do not worry..because in a way...I am giving myself Spiritual Spankings. I need those spankings Di...I am a very Difficult Soul. You think I am an angel...I am not. If I am anything...I am a Dark Angel...fighting for light. Peace.

Posted in Bow To Queen Hypocrite on 2007-10-26 10:22:25

Rainbow-.. It is kind of sad...but I think we can all relate. I like when you tell me to stay safe. It comforts me in a way. Thanks Rainbow.

Posted in Friendship on 2007-10-26 10:14:17

Paul...this filled me with happy sadness. I could have written this part...I felt like this for so long: I floated above the crowd like a butterfly, landing at times to interact, only to fly off if someone tried to grab me. I was truly a free man. I was free of any true human interactions. If I felt myself becoming entangled in someone’s humanly web, I would float to a new set of circumstances. I came up with the saying, “Freedom is the feeling of being alone, but not feeling lonely.” I had myself convinced that I had attained true freedom, unlike other people who had settled for the human trap. Those God awful people that talk of friendship while they are stabbing each other in the back. You need not find Love Paul It lives in you.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-26 07:52:43

All very good points Heizo. The main core of this blog was to encourage others to encourage themselves. When we start having nice thoughts about ourselves...we tend to feel better...to look better...and naturally we start becoming on the outside...what we are on the inside of our minds. Thanks for the other side of it. It is important to grow in character...to improve our state of mind.

Posted in A dangerous Bullet. on 2007-10-25 19:33:03

Sometimes a little recklessness in life is good for us....especially in the love quest part of life. Did you ever think that those four were not the ONE? I know what you mean though. There is a Morrissey song that says...'Oh don't mention love I cannot take the pain and the strain again.' I can relate to that song. I have been trying to get over my husband for years...he hurt me deeply in the past. Never happened. I like this side of you. It will be a waste of a good man if you never love again. True love does hurt....but you have to admit..it is a beautiful pain. I wish true love on you Heizo. Peace.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-25 19:12:38

feizhoujeep-... You take care of yourself. My blogs will be here when you are rested and ready to read them. I do miss you...but I would rather have you rested and well. Peace.

Posted in You can fly on 2007-10-25 16:31:56

You are soaring...on Eagle's Wings. I am so very proud of you. Handsome Heart fits you nicely. I loved how you said this: Mom said i was stupid to help without charge.I just smiled and said nothing.In my dictionary,help would have changed it's snow-wiht and warm color,if i had taken charge. Now that is why you are a Handsome Heart. Telling about good things in your life..and telling about your growth in character...is not complimenting yourself...it is a testament to good thinking and living. I will do the complimenting for you. Your pupil is lucky to have such a teacher. You are wise in love...and superb in character. Peace.

Posted in You can fly on 2007-10-25 16:15:50

Sofa..and I brought tea and cookies.

Posted in What do you want to be when you grow up? on 2007-10-25 16:07:26

I tried different career paths. They all kind of made me wish I was home. I decided..I just want to be me. Peace.

Posted in Hack / Exploit for Thoughts.com on 2007-10-25 15:58:23

Hmm...food for thought. Like it really matters who has a popular post anyway. Or does it?

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 13:00:42

Feizhoujeep-... You would be a jeep in the desert. I would be a Mustang on the Freeway! I love it.

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 12:59:04

bubblydi-.. You surely make me perky and bubbly when you are around. You have a way about you...where you can make someone feel like the most special person in the world. You surely are bubbly di!

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 12:56:51

handsalmostopen-.. You sound like a very passionate person. You did not even reveal that much about yourself in your comment... but I felt a deep peace from your words. Being open...is just being able to feel comfortable with being YOU. Just Be. Peace.

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 12:53:34

SweetyLucy-.. Names can say so much. Sweety....says it all. Thanks for all of the nice comments sweety.

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 12:50:13

TheWanderer-.. Yes I do love your profile picture. 'The Shining Tree of Life' Is what comes to mind when I see it.

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 12:46:07

TheWanderer-... Paris? I want to go to Paris someday. Was it dreamy like the pictures and documentaries? If you come back and read this...I would really like a report on Paris...like why you went...where you went...the atmosphere there? I am fascinated with Europe. France is like my dream world...all of the artsy fartsy attitudes...their accents...Romance with the Arts. Share it if you would. In private message if you like...or here. You have me all dreamy now.. Where is my black beret?

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 12:33:54

auzloz-... I like how the letter z sounds. Your nickname is fun to say. I like it.

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 12:32:07

scotslad-.. Hehe..yes I got it. I love accents.

Posted in Names That Say So Much on 2007-10-25 12:30:47

rogintheUP-..Super Yooper Dude. You made me smile.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-25 07:05:58

TheWanderer-.. I am a month into moving to a new city. I know how it is not to have someone to go and chat with. I have made friends on line over the last year...and they have become just as close and encouraging to my life as ordinary relationships with live people. It is amazing to see and experience technology giving us new ways to LOVE each other. Both of my best friends live in my computer...in a sense...they are on-line friends. I hope you find some good ones. I will be your friend. If you feel lonely...come and pour your heart out here. I love private messages. Peace.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-25 07:00:48

sexyback-.. The point is...we all want to feel significant in the world. I am convinced of it...I guess you can say it is my instinct to try and convince others of the same thing. We do matter ...like that smile you are giving me on your profile picture. A pretty blonde angel...giving me some sunshine for the day. You matter to me as I see your sweet face and read your words. We matter sweet girl. You matter. Peace.

Posted in Sorry on 2007-10-24 21:30:52

Real Love considers the feelings of everyone involved.

Posted in Calling all angels on 2007-10-24 21:25:33

Ok.. I love missions of love.

Posted in Moving Along on 2007-10-24 21:20:51

This makes me want to sing that song...'Put one foot in front of the other and soon you'll be walking out that door'...I am humming it in my head now. Where are you going Paul? hehe Peace

Posted in BUMPER STICKERS: on 2007-10-24 15:59:23

Poor Bush...hehe. He would have to laugh at these. I wonder if he gets offended by any of that? Do you think?

Posted in This guy must right for Bush too. on 2007-10-24 15:56:46

Very good revision. You could probably make Charles Manson look good. hehe...Thanks for the giggle. I grew up in Montana...maybe that was my Uncle. ...I am so proud of his accomplishments....after you doctored them of course. Peace.

Posted in I can't beleive family can act this way.....HELP. on 2007-10-24 15:26:15

Lots of good advice already. Maybe you could write your parents each a letter and tell them how you feel. It may not change the way they feel about each other....but maybe ....just maybe...it will change their behavior around you. I am sorry that you have to see all of that...but marital discontent is destroying many families...it has plagued the family unit since time began. Most of all...try not to let their problems become the focus of your life. Time changes everything...and soon...you will have a life of your own.

Posted in So many Readers not a Single comment, referance to on 2007-10-24 15:18:16

I missed the entry where you asked for advice. I have a habit of giving advice...even advice that is not asked for. Sorry you did not get many comments. I know how they make the blogging experience more enjoyable.

Posted in A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO EVERYONE ON THOUGHTS.COM on 2007-10-24 15:15:10

You had a question? I do not know if I have an answer...but I could make one up. (me smiling) My middle name is Lynn. I like Lynny.

Posted in Forgiven on 2007-10-24 11:54:44

You have a beautiful heart.

Posted in Your not in love with me on 2007-10-24 11:53:55

This is painfully beautiful.

Posted in Stillness and Alignment on 2007-10-24 11:46:15

Stillness or Peace. The one and the same. Peace Seekers...usually find it..if they do not give up looking for it. Do not give up...it is wise to seek peace and meaning to life. Just the seeking of it alone...adds great meaning to the day we have before us. Peace.

Posted in Songs stuck in my head on 2007-10-24 08:44:22

Music is a nice thing to have roaming through your head. Now I have to look up Silverchair. I love music.

Posted in To the Thoughts Staff on 2007-10-24 08:42:05

Thoughts.com is the best blogging site that I have come across. There is an atmosphere here.

Posted in The little things on 2007-10-24 08:40:13

The world through your eyes is very interesting. I wish we all would take the time to be observers of life.

Posted in Frustrated on 2007-10-24 08:35:50

The curse of the Mood Swing. Isn't funny though...we can control our moods around certain people. Once long ago...when my son was a hyper 10 year old...I was on one of my ranting lectures complete with anger...when someone knocked on the door. I instantly calmed myself and opened the door with a smile and greeted the neighbor. When the neighbor was gone...my wise 10 year old said to me...'You sure acted nice when you answered the DOOR!' He was being a smarty pants...but he taught me something. It is all in the mind! A Battlefield of the Mind. We all fight for peace there. All that matters is....whose side we are on at the moment. Peace.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-24 08:20:26

Scotslad-.. What is being a better person? That is what gets most of us all confused about our self esteem. We do not have to CHANGE....who we are..in order to capture self love. Nobody can really change...we just learn to behave differently. On that point...do not change your behavior too much...I like you the way you are. Peace.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-24 08:13:54

Kentlass-.. Well, until you can love yourself..I will do it for you. You are loved. If I can love you...you can surely love you....you just need some practice. Practice makes perfect? hehe. How can you not love you? Really think about that....how could you not love you...when all of your life..you only wanted to be loved? Then you reject your own being? Think on that friend. It is an amazing thing...to look at yourself through the Eyes of Love. The first step is...you have to believe that you are worthy of love. We are all worthy of love....because we were created in the Image of Love.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-24 08:08:06

BubblyDi-.. If that shaken cocktail gives you a buzz of self acceptance...then Cheers!

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-24 08:04:16

HornyLittlePoker-... We all do. Maybe if we were more aware of the damage it does...we would stop. It literally paralyzes some people emotionally in life...to self torture their psyche. It leads some people to suicidal thoughts and actions. Our perception of ourselves is the most important impression we will ever make.

Posted in The Death of a Traitor on 2007-10-24 07:59:56

Pauligan-.. Even when we find self love again...many of us are too afraid to use it. Why are we afraid of letting ourselves shine? We can encourage others....but we can be so cruel to ourselves. It is a shame...a terrible shame.