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 The Mirror Talks Back
Welcome to my mind
Do you hear the music?
A place where I live out my life
A place I get lost in song..
There are mirrors here, everywhere I see
myself...I watch myself move, talk, and walk
Sometimes I do not want to see what may
be staring back at me
The countenance upon my face gives
away my emotions
Emotions that I sometimes do not
want to feel
I have tried to escape this place,
but I am caged here until my body perishes
Maybe like a bird that never got to fly free...
That is how I feel inside..
Like a caged bird
With the wings clipped, never to soar
the skies free and clear
That is how my body feels...like a cage
for my spirit
Am I the only one who can feel their body?
The weight of it..the total idea that it is just
a shell of a place where we house our spirits...
I feel so different here in the solace of my mind...compared
to the way I feel when I let out my emotions
No wonder we all act so shy and protected in public
It is really a scary thing sometimes to be vulnerable
and to let people into our lives
By into our lives I mean, how much we really let someone else
into our psyche, into the way we think, or really feel
So many phony faces we carry
So many disguises of well to do...and actually, none of us
have this silly world figured out
I just know if I had a say in how life went, this world
would be a very different place
It would be a world where I would never have to miss my
smile again
Have you ever missed your own smile?
I have and now I practice in the mirror (wink)
So, lately that is what I have been doing inside
of my head...in front of all of those mirrors
Perfecting a sincere smile

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    Posted by DifficultSoul on 2009-07-28 14:29:47 | Rating: | Views: 170
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wow~ awesome post :) thanks for sharing~ great song too~
Posted by  icemanlover1  on 2009-07-28 14:51:32 
  
I've always felt like a spirit trapped in flesh. It seems so confining and limited.
Posted by  Pauligan  on 2009-07-28 15:39:29 
  
i felt like that...too
Posted by  icemanlover1  on 2009-07-28 15:47:08 
  
What a LUCKY mirror you have. to be able to have the reflection not only of you but your words and thoughts. YES, one lucky mirror. We are all trapped inside ourselves. but we use that in many ways, sometimes we use it as a defensive armor, other times we use it like a flower, we open up and let the world see who we really are!.
Posted by  BostonBill  on 2009-07-28 17:44:37 
  
Often my spirit feels like a race horse in the barn, trying ever so hard to break down that closed barn door. Fear of condemnation and judgment keeps many of us hiding, in fear, behind the circumstances in our lives. Beautiful reflective post that I related to on countless levels. Hugs, Love & Peace.

Posted by  ColoradoDreamin  on 2009-07-28 17:55:16 
  
I've felt much like that before...
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-07-28 18:52:12 
  
hiya...

i think and, i know i get repetitive on this (!), that there is choice involved in how we reveal ourselves. we can lament a supposed lack of freedom or we can seek and act on the freedom that we desire: but feeling like that is all there is, shouldn't be an alternative.

hope you find more than mirrors to talk to!! :) it's much more fun!

cheers!
:D
Posted by  badlydrawnstickman  on 2009-07-28 22:05:20 
  
I too wrote of being a caged bird the skeletal bars my flesh and prison, I know this feeling well and hope you find the key lest the cage conquers your heart :P.
Posted by  jezzabelle  on 2009-07-29 05:13:40 
  
Hi sweetie!
I need to look into my mirrors...I love all that you post b/c you remind me of how I used to examine my life but have taken on an attitude of denial instead...since a tragedy almost three years ago...I don't want to look..I don't want to see...but perhaps if I did, I could also find my smile again...funny.
Thank you for this..
:)
Posted by  smilinirisheyes  on 2009-07-30 12:22:24 
  
this is going to sound strange i think, but bare with me here :) hehe
i sometimes look in mirrors to see what emotions i have left in me.
sometimes i feel sad, or angry, and ofcourse happy ect..
it just reminds me that there IS a soul in this body of mine, and that while i have this temple to live inside of, i have to take care of it as best as i can.
a mirror can be a very interesting thing, staring straight back into your soul.
i think mirrors of windows, into another place.. and i think the person staring back at us sometimes is the reflection of what we need to see to move on or maybe remind us of something. :)
hehe sorry for the rambling! i really like this post, you are a very interesting soul and i hope you never lose any part of it.
Posted by  littlespirit  on 2009-08-01 14:19:01 
  
littlespirit-..
I liked this...
"a mirror can be a very interesting thing, staring straight back into your soul.
i think mirrors of windows, into another place.. and i think the person staring back at us sometimes is the reflection of what we need to see to move on or maybe remind us of something."

I think mirrors were created for our eyes to be able to see themselves.
The eyes are the most interesting about us all, in my opinion.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:32:05 
  
smilinirisheyes-..
Sometimes I look too deep, be careful what you
look for, you may just find that and then some.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:35:03 
  
jezzabelle-..

'I too wrote of being a caged bird the skeletal bars my flesh and prison'
You summed up my feelings nicely.
You are also right about not letting this feeling conquer my heart.
My feelings are fleeting, I am sure to find the key.
All Love..
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:40:45 
  
Stickman-...
Yes, but if I fly free from this cage,
I may never return.
I think I clipped my own wings.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:42:55 
  
NightDreamer-..
I think we have all felt like this before.
We were all born in the same skin.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:44:07 
  
ColoradoDreamin-..
Long time no see sweet girl!
Caged up racehorse indeed.
Who is to condemn us?
Only one can do that, and he won't.
All Love to you my friend.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:47:26 
  
BostonBill-..
I like how you took the positive out of this.
Within my inner mirror, I not only see things
I don't want to see, I also see the beauty of
life and the celebration of the lil' things that
bring joy into our lives.
Just like an ordinary flower to some.
To me...a flower is not ordinary, it is a unique
beautiful gift left for us to enjoy.
I really liked your analogy.
All Love to you my friend.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:50:49 
  
icemanlover1-..
I am glad that you can relate to this.
It is always nice to find others that
know how I feel.
Makes the ups and downs in life not so
challenging.
Knowing we are not alone, comforts us.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:53:33 
  
Pauligan-..
Are we really trapped, or do we just think we are?
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-08-01 14:57:31 
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