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DifficultSoul on 2008-05-05 13:16:44
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marriage of the lamb
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Invisible Eyes
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Have you ever felt like you were already dead?
Or invisible?
None of us ever make it out of here alive...or do we?
Life just seems to be missing something...?
Like you are waiting for something to make you feel like you did in your youth?
I cannot even call you a...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-05-01 03:56:30
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Letter to My Daughter
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What Makes Us Faithful?
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Vows of forever?
The blue rose represents - Impossible Love
Be Aware:
Being faithful is not a natural instinct.
We can be very animalistic when it comes to sex.
This is why God says it is permissable to divorce over infidelity (cheating).
Doing the sexual...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-29 11:16:45
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Domination & Bondage
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Wanting To Be A Star- On Purpose
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My First Love
Feel that beat?
Beat of Soul?
Mind beats...
Finally living life, as intended.
In an open and honest heart.
No longer can I hide this life- rising up within me.
Truly to be born again.
Born again as myself.
Shining in the eyes of The...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-28 11:41:55
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heavenly bodies
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Barefoot in the Forest
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Walking alone in that forest again.
The enchanted forest.
It is a safe place, a bit of sunshine peeking through the branches.
I cannot love wrong there.
No...my heart is not on trial, no one screaming heresy at my bruised and angry soul.
Even though wandering off the...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-25 21:16:00
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love of melancholy
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The Long Conclusion
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Our private thoughts.
A very interesting subject for me.
One that I will continually write about, until I understand it.
That means, I will study it 'til the day, I leave my body.
I had very interesting questions asked of me.
In regards to a previous entry,...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-25 13:11:52
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Private Thoughts
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The Missing Link Revealed
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It was a rooster.
Rising with the sun to welcome a new day.
Eternally
In some circles, the rooster represents the Death and Resurrection of Christ.
In others it symbolizes:
Pride
Honesty
Courage
Vigilance
Arrogance
Strength...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-24 16:20:17
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Living Water
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The Girl in the Mirror
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My Romance with the Mirror ....
Since being a young child, I have been drawn to the mirror.
Narcissism, I think.
In love with my own image.
Some might call that conceit, I call it convinced.
A God given face.
That is what I think when I look...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-24 12:28:45
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Dedicated to Girls without a Mother
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Lyric Rhythm
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My preludes- to the truth.
Poetic escape designed to .....release emotions that will hinder me...if I do not release them.
Seeking a new song.
My old song is humming out of tune.
Bleeding heart...again...that needs no healing.
My mind is complete in thinking in...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-22 05:02:28
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Melodic Heart
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Cherished Diary Keepers
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My Dear Diary entry caused so many, "I hope you are alright, are you ok?"
Makes me smile.
Proves a point.
Everyone is living in a fantasy bubble, that we are all supposed to be happy and chipper 24 hours a day.
I seek no pity for how I feel, too many people do...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-19 15:24:16
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deep thoughts
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Dear Diary, Consume My Frustrations
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I see you finally.
Kissing a few toads surely makes a prince's lips taste like honey.
I read a beautiful poem in a dear friend's journal, about passing someone by....
To only later find out...that you were meant to love them.
I have been taken on a trip...to the land of...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-17 07:29:09
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Ugh...don't buy me Love!
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Viral Love
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Carnal passion- is a definite human lure.
It is instinct....pure instinct.
We "fall in love"....and then "make love."
Sometimes the other way around.
The fairytale story goes...we fall in love and live happily ever after.
Forever being in love...and experiencing pure...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-16 06:51:35
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Infection of Heart
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Looking Through Stained Glass
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Speed- making all scenery a blur....., full of so much emotion.
The winding road led me to a tiny church, with a huge bell, sitting right at the edge of the ocean.
It was deserted, but the back door was left open, just for me.
I went there to cry, and to forget you.
To...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-11 17:30:54
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rites of life
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Soul's Passionate Body
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Dear Body,
Heavy thoughts that you let yourself have?
Thoughts that leave you desolate in spirit.
Thoughts of worry
thoughts of things that will never be
other thoughts still in denial of soul
I ask a question- my thoughts, your thoughts, our thoughts, or just...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-09 16:47:43
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release
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No Idiots in Paradise
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Immersed in the land of ....New Horizons.
Ever had too many choices?
If you think about it, in the right perspective, life has so much to offer.
Chasing dreams is all in the "chasing"
Really, all it takes is a ....will.
Our wills... can do great things.
I have...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-05 13:43:51
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wickedly sunny
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Melding Into the Future
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Take me back....
Let me live it all over again...
I promise not to make the same mistakes.
I promise...
"Pointless fantasy bargains"....going on in my mind.
Bargaining with my memories.
Trying to see only the good in the past, so my present can be at ease....
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DifficultSoul on 2008-04-04 07:16:14
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hmmm?
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The Madman in My Closet
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“ I hold a beast, an angel and a madman in me, and my enquiry is as to their working, and my problem is their subjugation and victory, downthrow and upheaval, and my effort is their self-expression.” ~ Dylan Thomas
Words that express so much of the soul. (brought to my...
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DifficultSoul on 2008-03-31 12:00:00
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mind play
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DifficultSoul on 2008-03-27 02:40:35
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