Dear Diary
I sat up last night watching old re runs of "Sex in the City" yet, another episode about shoes... I wonder if they knew where there life will be in 10-15 years? I remember the days of endless nights...shoes..guys.... and then you think you find love...settle down...kids...oh my.. I think I even had a white picket fence at one point.
Wow!! I actually miss my old self...not that I could stay up past 12 anymore. I cant even imagine being single again... yet, I find myself here after 17 years of marriage...single...38 and single
It is funny, I feel like I should be older...wiser...but, now I wonder what is the next step...oh god...dating. shaving my legs...and worse..
It has been so long since I have been out in the "Real World" not that I think Sex in the city is anywhere real...but, it has to be closer than...sitting on my couch in sweats....
My girlfriend suggessted Internet dating....Is that my choice now...oh god...
So, this is my blog about life after divorce...