You know when you're laying in bed,
and you've got about 40839654 blankets on top of you,
and you're snuggled up,nice and warm,
even though there's a cold breeze blowing in the window,
and you're just about to fall asleep,
and you're actually, truly, 100% at peace and happy with the world?
That time in between conciousness and unconciousness, where nothing can make you sad,
because everything is completly perfect in the world, and everything will turn out allright, and oyu just know it?
There's no uncertainty in your mind. no fear or anxiety or worry about IF things will get better.
No wondering with a heavy heart if tomorrow will be good or  bad, because just right then, it doesn't matter.
Because just right then, you're experiancing actual, real happiness.



I miss THAT the most.