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Well, I have come to find that love is truly a battlefield. Unfortunately, some battles are meant to be lost. I really like this guy (i.e., Mr. Radioman), but I don't think that it is fair that I am the one constantly wanting to spend time with him in order to get to know him better. I feel like I'm the guy in this and it should be the other way around. Mr. Radioman indicated to me that he is completely satisfied with being "single". Of course at the time I didn't catch the hidden message in that until my girlfried pointed out to me what he was really saying. Mr. Radioman didn't say he was ok with being "alone" or with being "by himself". He said he was ok with being "single" Translation: You're not the only girl I'm dating.
That is all fine and good. Unfortunately, I'm on a completely different level. I'm not ok with being "single". And if he is ok with that and I'm not,hence, we have a problem. As much as I want him in my life, I can't try to be with him knowing that there are others and will be be others.
I can't make him feel something that he doesn't. I can't make him do something he clearly doesn't want to do, which is be with me. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Being in this place is really sad and it sucks. But what else can I do---absolutely nothing.
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Posted by Destined on 2008-07-17 14:39:50 | Rating: | Views: 58
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