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Why you we constantly do things that feel good even though we know we'll regret it later? Like eating a box of chocolates when you've been on a diet for three weeks... or staying up late and going to the bar when you know you have to work in the morning. I think the worst is becoming intimate (not necessarily sexual) with a person when you know it'll end in heart ache. As much as Christian has given me a million reasons to stay away I tend to migrate back his way...
Wednesday night I fought with him and startled his dog, who bit me... my arm has still not healed...
I think everybody has that person that they are just drawn to.. well he is one addiction I am kicking... he said a lot of ridiculously unnecessary hurtful things because he was drunk... we're not speaking anymore... he's tried to apologize... but I've heard him say I'm sorry too many times...
My hope for everyone...
... live life beyond your means... but keep in mind that that's what you're doing... have big dreams but have dignity if they don't happen... and never fight with a boy when his dog is right there ; )...
...until next time...
here's to life... love... and making it out alive...
xoxo
Annabella
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i'm really proud of you for kicking your addiction. i'm even prouder of you for realizing that it will be hard and hurtful and still doing it. you deserve better...someone who will treat you good and not have so many things to appologise 4 over and over again. and give it time, your prince charming is out there and when the time is right, he will find you. and who knows? he might not even have a dog :)
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Posted by tessiebaby
on 2008-03-25 01:18:23
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Good for you. You don't need someone who is going to repeatedly hurt you. You seem like a nice smart girl. Don't let the wrong person drag you down.
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Posted by Faith
on 2008-03-25 17:50:23
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Sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders. I know that type of relationship. "Catnip and Kryptonite", good luck and stay strong.
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-03-26 20:58:46
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i wish i could be this strong sometimes.
i really admire your actions and you should be so proud.
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Posted by ee89
on 2008-04-13 08:41:15
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Good for you, I have enjoyed your blogs, DemotedPrincess.
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Posted by Ellie2008
on 2008-04-16 19:58:24
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i love this! it is a question i have been pondering for what seems like forever now! what is it about these crazy addictions that keep you going back even though you know its so wrong?!?!?!
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Posted by april_michelle
on 2008-07-09 11:25:36
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