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So, I apologize for my disappearance lately. My computer was in agony. Anyhow... if you read my last post you know I have a story for you... well don't I always?... but before I start let me explain a few of the people to you so it doesn't get confusing...
1. So, I was dating this guy for awhile, before I met Christian. He was one of those sweet guys who only cares when he wantes to care. He loved me but I didn't love him. He loved me enough to put a diamond ring on my finger, but only after he had cheated on me and I had left him. We'll call him... Berek. So after many months of Berek trying to win me back I thought he was finally giving up and going to try to do the whole friendship thing with me... I was wrong... which I will explain later..
2. The boyfriend I had before Berek, who we'll call Sugar, was a smooth talking handsome jock type guy who dressed to die for. He also cheated on me only he did it with a freshman in his shower... and when I went up to apologize to him after a fight we had had I heard him in the shower with her with an unlocked door... I marched right in there, threw open the curtain and simply said, "Hey, I just wanted to say hi... by the way F@#K you." He never stopped trying to get me back after that and it's been almost two years. He comes into play later as well...
3. Then there's Christian... for those of you you haven't paid attention to my previous posts (shame on you) he's this guy I was dating after Berek who ended up sending me a message online saying he was thinking with his penis and not his heart and he liked having sex with me but wasn't ready to date me... you might remember him as "sircumstooquick." I got him back in some pretty interesting ways.
Alright now we can start our story...
So, Friday night I went out with the girls that I live with to this bar, and low and behold I saw Christian there... mind you Christian and I are not on good terms. So, I walk up and start talking to my friend Nate, who after awhile decides he needs to use the bathroom and excuses himself. So, Christian made his move. He came over and started talking to me and asking me how I've been and if I wanted to come home with him that night (yes he point blank asked that). I told him that me and some of my friends were going over to a table and if he wanted to join us and put in an effort then maybe (I was drunk). So he came over and we all hung out for awhile, until about 1:00 am when he wanted to go home and told me to come with him... and it clicked... he's never going to be a nice guy. I told him, "No, I'm good have a good night." He looked stunned and pissed and only uttered the word, "whatever," before just leaving. So, of course Berek saw all of this and decided that us trying to be friends isn't going to work out and has just been being a jerk ever since.
Okay so, after Christian left, I ran into Sugar, who came up and was so sweet. We just talked forever, and it was nice, and then he came to my house and we all hung out for awhile, until it was time for bed, during which time Sugar followed me to my room. I was done with Christian so I thought why not... I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH HIM... although I did everything but. I missed him. So, then the next day he kissed me and went home and I went to a show of my dad's (he's an actor... but i won't tell which one so don't ask : )).... anyhow on my way home from the show I texted Sugar to tell him that we could hang out as friends and such but I still wasn't ready for a relationship with him, because he had hurt me so much the first time.
So we had a party Saturday night, probably about 70 people or so. Berek was there, but came and hugged me as soon as I arrived, and when I asked him why he was leaving so early he said, "Because you're here." Sugar never showed up because of that text message, and Christian, well lets just say Christian will probably come around again, but only after a lot of neglect from me. I don't lead them on... I walk away... they just always eventual follow me... there's a word for it... pathetic. I'm not cocky by any means, but it's just how it's always worked.... anyhow let me know what your thoughts are on all this and...
... until next time...
here's to life... love,,,and making it out alive...
xoxo
Annabella
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Well, If Christian wasnt ready for a relationship the first time and he's being a jerk about things now, why worry?
He's not worth your time if he cant decide to be with you.
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Posted by dreaming
on 2008-03-10 16:33:10
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oh darling I don't worry... It's just be a fun ride... I go with the flow...
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Posted by DemotedPrincess
on 2008-03-12 09:59:30
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