Posted by
Whitters
on 2008-04-10 08:18:50 |
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Hard to forgive yourself isn't it?
Please email me if you get a chance. I'd love to talk to you. |
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Posted by
Mamacita925
on 2008-04-10 08:24:23 |
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This is very powerful.
It's hard I know...I went through the same thing, I still go through it everyday looking at my daughter wondering who in the hell I think I am to choose who lives and who dies...your daughter knows your pain, she knows your sorry...
I'm am so sorry you are going through this. Please let me know if you need anyone to talk to.. |
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Posted by
ffeeona
on 2008-04-10 09:26:34 |
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| I've never read anything so powerful on this topic. Even though I've never experienced it, I can feel your pain. But you need to forgive yourself, whats done is done, and don't allow your pain to stop you from loving your Amelia completely. I think you need to see a therapist because you sound like you're experiencing a lot of pain. Pray about this, God will give you relief. |
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Posted by
Deana
on 2008-04-10 09:41:45 |
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| It hurts, it hurts so bad. Every year this time I go mad! I just want her in my arms... but thanks to you all for making me feel like less of a murderer and for understanding... |
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Posted by
CrazyBeautiful
on 2008-04-10 12:10:54 |
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| I have No words. This is so...powerful, I almost cried right here at work. You are NOT a monster! Never think that of yourself. You made a choice on what you thought was the right thing to do. No one can fault you for that. Worry not, Love. Im sure your Andrea is looking down on her mama right now and smiling. Just like my little John Daniel is looking on me. :) Email me if you need someone to talk to. |
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Posted by
HungryHeart
on 2008-04-11 01:30:02 |
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I have heard this story before from women who opted for abortion. I think it is a woman's choice to choose, but I wish they could all read your story before deciding. Thank you for sharing.
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Posted by
shemelts
on 2008-04-11 11:19:20 |
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| Sweetie..we make choices in life and I know at the time under duress you made this choice. You did what you thought was right at the time and though it is painful for you, you must accept this now and move on. You are not a bad person and certainly not a murderer. Whatever circumstances you were in at the time influenced this decision. Just because circumstances have changed doesn't make this a bad choice. Please forgive yourself, love your other daughter and pour all your energy into being a good mother to her. Hindsight is 20/20 and all of us, every person on this planet has made choices that they would change given the opportunity. Not one of us is perfect or without faults. Love yourself for doing what was right at the time. Focus on forgiving and accepting yourself as a good and kind person who mean't well. Much love to you and compassion for what you are going through. peace :) shemelts |
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Posted by
jessicab4
on 2008-04-11 12:07:02 |
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| I never had this happpen to me but i know what you are feeling it is probley hard to make the choice you did. You know your daughter will understand when you meet with her again. just as long as you think you made the right choice that is all that counts i know you probably miss your daughter to death and miss her alot but just htink of what would have happened if you would have had her and then would have to give her up that would have been harder to do than what you did. Hopefullly you did the right choice even though you dont think you did. Just give your child the love you would have gave her. Im sorry for what you are going through i feel your pain. |
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Posted by
overthehillandfaraway
on 2008-04-11 13:44:48 |
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| We all make huge mistakes in life because at that moment, that part of our lives, it seems the only way out. I'm so sorry you are still living with the pain and I do understand it totally. What I can tell you, and forgive me if it is intrustive or insensitive, is that God will forgive you if you truly mean it and He will ensure your little one will not be unhappy. You are who you are because of your past but your future allows you to change things and make better choices. God bless you and your little daughter who will be very precious to you. |
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