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The older you get the better the love making gets. Sex is such a harsh word, i know that is what it boils down to either way. . .maybe I am just being sensitive today. Don't remember ever using that word - Love making!
I know what I want and what gets me going, I guess it took alot of trial and error to get to this point but yeah it's good. Just had to brag.
Spoke to a few close friends and some of them never ever orgasm with their partners which is sad. I have no advise to give just - WoW. Most of them would not miss it if it weren't there because they say it is not for them but for the guys.
Look my knees are messed up, but it was worth it. They laugh at me and we joke about it but I can sense that they have so much to ask and some may even think I am lying when I say I "get there" I just need to be on-top and work my ass off. I realise that this is a very sensitive subject to most people so forgive me if you are taking offence. Just some thoughts I need to get out.

OK enough porn for today....lol
My weekend was okay, we ate out for the first time in over a month. It was weird that we split the bill, we usually don't do that type of stuff. Had a fight about money - our first! Otherwise he did his thing, I did mine and it was alright.
Mothers' day- well atleast he remembered. His not big on birthdays, anniversaries and stuff so it was just a "happy m..." and then everything was normal.
Compromise? To what extent?
If I grew up in a home where we were big ok wait ...BIG on birthdays, mothers/fathersday. etc and his family don't even bother to wish each other on their birthdays then who is supposed to compromise and to what extent?
Do I, now just accept that it is not in his nature to be excited about a special day and make me breakfast in bed and maybe just a cup of coffee - since he can't afford to buy me anything?
I used to make a big fuss out of his birthday, mine, anniversaries, etc but I find it's dying down. He appreciates what I do but I am giving all the time and I get nothing on my special days and it's sepfish to think this way but I cannot help it.
Think about it.... to him it doesn't matter and yet I make it a point to make the special. To me it matter s and he doesn't do anything.

There is always something to moan about when it comes to me and Dru. I think my next blog should be why I love him. All the good things about him. LoL to help him gain favour in the views of my readers.

My manager is away for the entire week, so I will have some time to blog as usual, not just quick notes = meaningless.

BTW: the doctor is an ass. He just reffered me to a specialist.

I'll take care of her my way. Just with prayer and trust God to heal her.