Thoughts.com Blogs - Lets say nothing

So I'll bend my rules a little bit
But it will take me a while to sort it all out.
just a jumbled up mess
And Ive already ran out of things to say
I know it could get harder
And I know things could be worse
Well at least i hope they dont.
I'll be invisable
and youll say you can see
ill grow to hate everything
that ill pretend to love
ill say im different
when i havnt changed a bit
I dont think ill ever go from doing what i do
and saying the things i say
and hating my self more and more
I doubt many people notice
but remember what i said about being invisable
That means you cant see.
either your blind or im clear
and you still cant see right through me
smiles work wonders
and talking to my self too
but you cant hear i make sure of that.
just one tip you can read if u really try
everything youll need to know is on my face
in my eyes
a small bit has died
but im still ok for now...