It's time to write about how i feel.  There was a big thundershower today so i didn't go  out much - just stayed around the area.  I feel sort of lethargic because of the heat and even though i'm here in my air conditioned room, i don't have that much to say. I made a personal entry in my own journal saying i didn't feel much like blogging tonight but i thought i would give it a try. Maybe i'm thinking about my old girlfriend too much - but things go wrong in any life so i think i had better leave well enough alone by not  opening old wounds and i have made a pledge to myself to never  to call her again. I guess when you don't get along with old friends anymore it's better to find new friends and hope it goes better with them.  But new friends are hard to find and even if you do there's no guarantee that things will go better for any length of time. As Barry Manilow said in one of his songs, "You get what you get when you go for it." There's a lot of lonely people out there but it almost takes a miracle to connect with one (women that is).  Men friends, i have enough of. Anyways , i guess i'll go for a walk and see what i can see. Hope everyone had a good day!.