I have had a rough life, but you grow with bad experiences like a motorcycle accident, drug abuse,misuse and coming clean.  The experiences are all there though sometimes it's hard to see through the fog but I have a lot to show for it and am glad the worst parts are over. I'd like to have changed a few things but history cannot be rewritten and if i had my life to live over i would have not done the same things i had done this time but would have tried to have seen the light instead of living in a self-made hell for the first quarter of my life.  If you had it good once strive to reachieve this state as hard as you can but learn to understand that we are all human and prone to go the wrong way sometimes.  Other people will go the wrong way but don't try to blame them for it. Learn. Pray. And, play. Everyone wants to have a fairy tale ending. Only time will tell if it was all worth it!