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My grandmother passed Wednesday evening. She was 91. You would think that it wouldn't hurt as much as it does b/c I knew it was going to happen. But it hurts like a MFer!!! And I feel like my life is completely out of control. It doesn't feel like all I do is think about her dying, but when I think back on the last couple of weeks, it is a complete foggy blur. I feel like I need to make some major changes in order to get my life back in control. There are so many things that I feel like I should be doing. That I need to be doing. I feel like I need to be super - mom and super - wife (but not in bed b/c that is the last thing on my mind right now). I don't even know where to start. Actually I think I'm going to start by making a schedule in Outlook. Once I figure it out, I'll post it here and let everyone know how I did for the day. I'm going to take it one step at a time.....wish me luck!!!
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Posted by DEIZANENEAN on 2007-11-11 21:47:28 | Rating: | Views: 101
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I think taking it one step at a time is a wonderful idea. Change doesn't come all at once, but a step at a time. Just keep moving forward and try everyday to be a better person then you were the day before.
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Posted by kizz
on 2007-11-11 21:51:01
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