The Other night I had a rare dream, a faceless ageless Woman comes close to me and holds me and kisses me, I have no Idea who she represents.. but have a ohh a sentimental bent towards one in particular.. I think it's her... and I think She is actually sending me beams of L O V E... ok you can call me a FAG now...

She once said to me "there are hundereds of ways to Love someone" and I think I finally understand what she meant, in the Panchromatic Scale of human Emotion from INFRA to ULTRA.. theres one person alone who I knew could still do such a thing.. and.. it's soooo real, for the long duration of this Dream We are doin fun stuff in Gardens and nice Houses there is a sence of Happieness, and unexpectedly intermittently she comes to me, and Hugs me... and it feels like Home...

and I guess thats a Pretty Good definition of Love... "it feel's like you just got home and can share an intimacy only a solitary soul united with another can feel... the Natural release from the Embrace of the one you Love and Trust ... I did'nt want to wake up.. as soon as I woke I tried to back to sleep to recapture it.. but it was gone..

yet the strange "sence memory" of a real encounter was written all over my muscle groups and and around and dwn my back, and on my cheek most stongly.. such are the clouds of dreams to insubstantial to use as any foundation to stand upon... but as real as any sence sence can remember having percieved so intimatly.

I wait in patience without the TV, in dark and silence for it to come back to me...
only to become a nightmare in it's perpetual abscence.. in emotional deep space,

where a kiss was, a scar is now in place, where tears ran wrinkles line your face..
and for a moment in that atomic ETERNITY.. the nucleus is still with me...

may all dreams come to those who awaken, to them, not from them....

(you can call me a FAG now... lol),

Hey ! I like a Vagina as much as the next hetrosexual Buddy !! pass the Lube...
(its a new one called "trancendendance")