Recently a rare moment of revelation occoured by happenstance, I was searching for a definition of chaos in rythams of randomness, the theoretical conciousness of an automaton... and i ended up at You-Tube watching endless educational Bite sized Videos of Dr Quantum explaining in leymans terms the complexity and the behaviour of particles, and the "hidden elegant indefinable simplicity within" (my hunch)

the most bizzare effects of mere observation on an experiment "Affect the results" which is a baffleing to any logical thinker, Quantum levels of miniscule variation in the orbit of a single atoms structure cannot be predicted or stationary, (nothing is stationary on the Quantum level, it is a cocophony of chaos, and the quarks dance in the dark, (atoms smaller parts)

Most breathtaking of all is the fact that particles can be in two places at "the same time" !! and detected as such.. the harmony of the Universe is dancing in multiple cascades of subtle chord structures, bells within bells, within bells.... frequencies that transend perception, yet out of seeming white noise and utter randomness, all things are made both seen and unseen

and here is my revelation, nothing manefests Quantum dynamics more directly that thought itself... the mind is a complex profusion of many structures that are not "of the Brain itself" but directed electrical energy's in pathways that more closely correspond to the description of "being there & not being there" at the same time, it is very much a recreated world within us that we percieve, not the real world we actually inhabit.. the essence of which is, the real part of us that makes us what we are is pure electrical current, we are invisible except by the displacement of the Body where it gathers sensory data from.. other than that, a Human is theoretical, and a gas cloud of illussion..

such is the domain of theosophical philosophy... that is entirely based on the subjective world of eternal phenominans, and the four elements... (so called) Dreamstates trances ect, are the manipulation of a latent tendancy to "reflect" to think, and to Dream... and dreams are Dangerous in the wrong minds..

a vivid memory is kinda Quantum in it's aspects... you are both there & here at the same time, "it feels like yesterday, it's as if it just happened" (depending on the intensity of the original expieriance) what is it to be Alive? is brain death an erased persona? surely in the delicate matrix of all matter, energy never dies but Dissipates... and mutates into other forms... and since conciousness is an electrical measurabe field of activity, beyond the automonic reflexes of Breathing and heartbeat.. the side effect of Life = Death, but during the time you are a sentient entity you have a small cosmos of the inter-relating harmonic effects of neurones by the million obeying the unifying magnetisum of your "will and intention"

"You are a field effect" and the conduit by which it flows is the same that makes thunder.. the highest achievement of eternity and evolution, is thought... the civilisation of our collective cultures is the product of "organic software" developed over millenia, by trial and error of a billion incriments, and being so, we are nearer to being machines than anything of divine origin, yet being electrical and powered by the phenomina of Quantum origins, there is no reason to think we are not more powerful than the Sun.. in all its power and mass, it has not one thought..... therefore we are more evolved than mere matter and atomic fusion.. that is just the carbon oven we came from.. but in the final analysis we are either paracitical automatons who evolved just because ther was something to eat !!

or our very existence is matter giving birth to itself from imperceptible atomic smallness into a self replicating mayflies that gestate for eternity and live for one Second.. in a chain of DNA so small you can hardly see it.. that is how big you are... the size of the seed you came from, your body is just a placenta that nurtures the conditions for conciosness & free will.. and once sentient it ascends into higher states where the essence of thought resides, in a Nuclear flux of latency..

awaiting another trillion years to be released again, a brain is a cup for thoughts to be poured into, and there is every chance that you may wake up in another form, how many atoms in a Neurone? the brains transistor's each having a different pathway...

SUGAR CUBE memory: I had this wild idea that if you could inter-relate every grain of sugar in a regular sugar cube, and each give them a route that becomes a compleate route or a part route, the permutations of various strings of joining sugar grains, is almost beyond known calculus....... you could fit all the information on Earth on a pinhead if you substituted "sugar" for "Atoms" and Quarks.. then had a device to en/decode it..

Atomic harmonics... somehow everything that you touch in Emotional Perception is forever within you and affecting you, like little holograms of things and People you once knew, a hard wired pathway of magnetic attraction's within a branch of many others...

So when you get a quiet moment and feel contemplitive and peaceful... remember, your thoughts alone are the pime interface you have with the World and reality around you....

so let yourself go... and Jump the Quantum not the rubycon.. as sometimes getting back can be very hard:)